Can someone tell me what the fuck just happened?Messing around mentally with the concept of LoA. Partly because i am bored and partly curious to see if there is any meaning behind it. I decides to try what i call "Mental Masterbation" essentially you masterbate as you are in the "state" of the wish fullfilled so to speak. Well i did it, thinking of 4 spsI did this imaginging me having sex individually and pleasing them. Shortly there after ejaculation i wanted absolutely nothing to do with them. It was a full mental release and i went about day. I actually thought "mmm im not interested in them anymore" and I felt real peace.Later that night i had a sort if oobe where i was cuddling and kissing an ex of mine. She then in this dream or whatever got up while holding my hand to move behind me and i noticed (wait...you arent her?) wtfI haven't spoken to this ex in months
>>42396467Again just doing this to experiment to see if this means anything. Personally I don't give a rats ass but for the purpose of this "test" I'm not going to contact or reach out to any of themIn order for me to assume this has any substance. I'd need to have sex with all 4. I should note I did have sex with 1/4 which to me is a coincidence but nothing substantial.I do want to say though it definitely feels like I am being watched. 100%
Are you on drugs?
>>42396467euthanize thyself
>>42396483No. Actually I avoid doing drugs.To be fair this is not my original idea. Some anon said he did this about 2 years ago and it worked
>>42396542Are you scared? Wtf is this response?
>>42396467LOA is cope for low self esteem learned helplessness non-starters.aka losers.It's wishful thinking at best, but it's a gift on par with PUA and tightly coupled with MLM scams.You're horny, anon. That's what happens when you're horny.There is such a thing as astral projection. Perhaps your SR has amplified this.Not sure what to make of your dream.Glad you weren't messing with your ex, that's growth.
>>42396557as much "scared" as homophobia is a "fear"
