I keep having dreams where a bustier version of my mom is trying to seduce me, is this some sort of shapeshifting demon?
>>42396734Nah you're just a horny degenerate in a society full of horny degeneracy. Don't externalize it, that's you and your internal hang-ups manifesting as twisted shadow desire that you project onto your familiar surroundings. Read jung.
>>42396743If it's me, can I overcome it or heal from it in any significant way?
>>42396754You can heal from anything if it is what you truly want for yourself. I'd recommend getting into Jungian psychology as a basis of understanding what (you) are and why you interpret symbol as you do. It's all connected, you'll come to find. No easy answers, as the key is forged specifically for your own lock through your own willpower and intent.
>>42396734Porn is bad for your brain bud.Things happen subconsciously as well - your brain reads everything, but it only processes & compresses it during sleep.What I mean is, and this has happened to me, all the casual browsing on /x/, /r9k/, etc. Just seeing what's in the catalog can mess with you.There is a lot of gay shit in /r9k/ lately, it makes me not want to browse all the dicks and man assholes and kiteral gay shit which sometimes occupies half the catalog. I'm sure it's a payop because a year ago it wasn't like this.Especially on r9k is a momcest general, where they larp, or not, mom incest.What happened to me is I had a dream and saw a picture of two dudes kissing.wat.And then it was around Mother's day, my mom was hitting on me in a dream. It was a good lookong version of herself, but I know she is a fat cow and the most wicked nasty awful and grody person I possibly know. She tried. But I refused and called it out and it was nasty and wahy a weird bad dream that was.I blame garbage-in, garbage-out.I'm consuming garbage for my mind, and this is what I get for it.It's not a demon, OP.It's just your subconscious processing and compressing all the data it has consumed.
>>42396766Thank you Anon, I guess that's my biggest question, I think I want to heal but in reality maybe I don't, which is stupid but yes if that fantasy was real I'd probably want to stay there over any chance of salvation. I wish it wasn't that way though
>>42396810I think it makes sense, it's probably my subconscious manifesting my mom as a representation of my trauma and porn addiction. I don't find her attractive in real life but in the fantasy there's something really addictive, like my brain added to her what I find the most attractive in a woman and it's a dangerous mix
>>42396734She's mocking you, as your real mom would only want CHADSON
My (bio) mother is a literal demon who invades my dreams. So don't let these naysayers convince you that nothing ever happens.
>>42396734>>42397673yeah OP do you think your mom also has sex dreams about a chad, hung version of you? kek
>>42396734>bustier version of my momI can’t help you with your problem but thanks for the /x/ kek. Kinda reminds me of that guy who was losing it because he kept getting astrally cucked every single night. Wonder how he’s doin’ sometimes…
>>42396734Your mom wants to fuck you in her sexual fantasies.She is opposed to it in real life but only because her fantasies haven't caught up to real life yet.
>>42396734Jfc, I'm a BPDemon who can't differentiate between friends, family, and romance, it's all the same to me, and even I don't have this. Get help.
>>42396734>is trying to seduce me,are you saying you haven't fucked her? lol, fag
>>42399307gayest post ive read on /x/
>>42396734>is this some sort of shapeshifting demon?Yeah. Dreams interface with the psychic web. A lot of the characters in your dreams are real people who also view you as a character, or entities who know what they're doing. A lot of the time that's all demons are, just bored extra-dimensional entities who can jump in and out of thought-forms like we jump in and out of the bath. A lot of them have a penchant for fucking with people's heads. Intrusive thoughts, poltergeist activity, all them.I had a similar dream.>in my house, furniture is all wrong>stumbling, feel drunk>see (not-blood, really unattractive woman) aunt sitting on the couch, uncle is sitting on the recliner>She sees me and says "come here anon, wanna learn how to suck titty?">look at uncle like "wtf", he looks surprised for a moment and nods>stumble up to her, she grabs my head and forces it into her tits, laughing>ragdolled>start instinctively dry-humping her, a strange light ripples out of my crotch through the dream, like the surface of a pond>hear multiple voices, chittering, sounds like wonderment and spectacle>wake up feeling like a truck hit meThese entities can disguise themselves as pretty much anything.
>>42402584This.People have it in their heads that higher dimensional entities must be "superior" in some way to humans when they're often not. The Neoplatonists wrote about this. There's a wide spectrum of daemons, many of which are less morally and spiritually developed than the average human.
>>42396734I had a dream about your mom, too!
>>42396734It's because you watch whatever weird shit the character in your pic came out of. Isn't it sibling incest or something?
>>42403639Yes, but the fan art misreprents it as 99% of people have never played it. It's a horror game, and it is legitimately horrifying. OP clearly hasn't played the game. The mom hates her kids. So far, there is only emotional codependency, and the brother lusts for his sister, which she uses to manipulate him to get what she wants.
>>42403710So it's basically the female apex predator complex / fantasy, from a domineering and simultaneously needy parentifying mother. Used to condition and mind rape children since the 90's. The feminine master manipulator psychopath turning you into a boytoy slave etc etc. The guy lusts for his sister due to enmeshment and conditioning to distrust outsiders.
>>42403734Oh, no, not at all. That's not what happens at all. It's one of the most accurate depictions of antisocial personalities I have ever seen in media. All of the main characters are sociopaths. The main characters (siblings), the mother, society's ruling class. The sister is BPD with Antisocial traits. Events in the game make her go off the deep end. The brother is a full on psychopath. He uses his sister to further his own dark ends by blaming his actions upon her, most fans miss it. He likes her because she's the only one who sees through his illusions. The mother is a narcissist. She blames her life failures on her kids and tries to kill them through the state/corporations to assuage herself of the guilt.The majority of the game is them trying to escape from the consequences of her mother trying to kill them for money and dealing with their major, major dysfunctions, for which there is no cure. The sister loves her brother platonically, but will absolutely use sexuality to keep him around as he is the only one who ever cared for her. She is absolutely terrified of losing the only person who has ever actually cared for her. Refusing him if the subject comes up ends in double suicide in multiple routes. The Brother wants to sleep around and to "appear normal", and he was forced into a parental role as many older siblings are in extremely neglectful and abusive households. Their parents come from abusive homes themselves.The game is heavy on psychology, and they get it right. I suspect the author is either one of us, or has intimately known one of us. It is also heavy on occult imagery and activities, and anyone who has practiced certain schools will immediately recognize things that are glossed over, including the pitfalls of the goetic paths.It spoofs and correctly points out what was actually happening during the vax lock downs, has references to state pushed euthanasia, how society forces such lives to be as they are.
I myself am an incest survivor (raped by an extended family member as an adult, emotional incest in immediate before that), so it gets incestuous relationships really right, even if no sex actually occurs. It's about power, manipulation, and control. It's coercive. And this is displayed in all of its horrific glory for exactly what it is: abuse.
>>42403836Pretty much what I said then. It's fantasy. In reality the ruling caste are not psychopathic to each other. They are intensely abusive and instrumental, but what you described simply leads to being entwined to the point of mutually ensured destruction or infighting and betrayal. They're actually brainwashed to the point where they have autistic level in group loyalty.YEah, I don't buy it. The whole drama and intrigue of these people who have their sex drives and violence impulses intertwined with power games and dominance/submission cranked up to 11. Just fantasy shit. brainwashing. Same reason people deny conspiracies are possible and scaleable. You've described something which is full to bursting, overflowing with desire. No. That which rules is fucking empty.
>>42403887>what you described simply leads to being entwined to the point of mutually ensured destruction or infighting and betrayalAnd that is exactly what happens in game. It pulls no punches. It gets dark, and they get worse. And worse. And worse. They are lower class and extremely poor too. The game is currently unfinished.
I honestly believe the only people who masturbate to these characters are people who have never played it.
