Why does it feel like I have two voices in my head that feel like me but are very different. One is cruel and pretty much a harsh bully. Its never enough for this one and its always at the ready to kick me whenever I am down. The other is far more gentle, guiding and helpful. It encourages me and is far more sympathetic. It feels somewhat outside of me and is sadly, the more rarer of the two. Is the latter my higher self? Whats going on here?
because you worship false dichotomies
>>42405240Pretty sure it’s the NSA using some gay ass darpa program to harass people.None of the american legion faggots would rat on themselves, not even to congress.
>>42405332i think i'm going to start telling people that in my daily life.
for real, i have something like this too
>>42405240>>42405733I have the same thing, although one was just intrusive thoughts I've had almost my entire life but the second one appeared two months ago on March 14th, I am not schizophrenic either. I should also mention it's not really a voice but a feeling, it tries to get me to question my beliefs which I know are true so it never works. It gives a sense of absolute dread and hopelessness which is like telling you to "give up", it goes away fast once I start praying to Heavenly Father God and Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I personally think it's some low tier (implying there's a high tier, kek) demonic imp, I successfully repelled and exorcised someone of a demonic spirit a few weeks ago and I think it's malding and jumped to me or something. I was skeptical of demonic possession prior to all of this but I watched it happen in real time, the person didn't remember anything of what they said to me, they were asleep yelling blasphemy as loud as possible to which I kept cheering on Jesus Christ to torment the demon and cast him out, the person is questioned started screaming and squealing even louder before stopping. Showed that faggot demon who's the man here, if it sounds like I'm joking I'm not, I can go into more detail if need be. Picrel, this reminds me of how defeated the thing was.
>>42405332fpbpthe phenomena OP describes only happens in judeochristian western countries
>>42405240You are hearing spirits. We live in a physical and spiritual world which is using space time to play a game of good vs evil. You are lucky your good one talks to you. Mine doesn't 99% of the time.
>>42408402Stopped believing at>it goes away fast once I start praying to Heavenly Father God and Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.That doesn't happen. Or maybe god plays favorites. Either way Christianity is a lie and holds no spiritual power.
>>42405240if i were to make an educated guess, the kind voice is your conscience guiding you to a better life while the bully's an amalgamation of every harsh lessons you've had to learn over the years internalizedi think an important thing you can do is try to figure out when you first heard this type of harsh language thrown at you. figure out the motivations of the people who said that shit to you and imagine what should have been said to you in order for you to feel secure, grounded and capable of correcting yourself as for the guiding voice, continue to listen to it. try to write down what it says. if you're imaginative, try talking to it from time to time and asking what it wants you to do. an important thing to note is that the kind voice isn't always helpful: sometimes it would encourage you to laze around when you should be more productive. vices tend to do such things, they tend to give you outs when you're going through some stress i think it's normal, OP. you just have to train yourself to ignore the cruel voice and pay more attention to the guiding one.
