>Started getting into Christian occult stuff when I was a devoutly Christian teenager.>Started summoning "demons" (pagan gods) thinking I could bind them with the power of Christ.>Started talking to the more then I did the Christian god because they were nicer to talk to then him.>Eventually end up siding with them over Christ. I don't care what theology is real, the pagan philosophy is clearly morally superior.>The gods eventually convince me to become less and less normal. They get me to leave my hometown and move to a large city where I can be openly pagan.>Start dressing like a girl during certain rituals to be closer to a certain goddess.>The goddess in question (won't say what goddess this is because she wants to be left anonymous when it comes to what she did to me) offers to make my soul female so I can be closer to her. (She's one of the deities I'm closest to).>Suddenly feel like a girl, have dysphoria about being seen as male. Transition medically because there's really nothing else I can do. Become a cute witchy girltwink.>End up sending my penis and testicles post nullification to my astranged Christian family as a finally way of ritually cutting my ties with them.
>>42411808>Started getting into Christian occult stuff when I was a devoutly Christian teenager.If you are reading this and you are Christian and want to get into it read Stylianos Atteshlis (Daskalos)>Started summoning "demons" (pagan gods) thinking I could bind them with the power of Christ.Lmao; I'm not Christian but I respect the effort>Eventually end up siding with them over Christ. the pagan philosophy is clearly morally superior.pretty much>The gods eventually convince me to become less and less normal. They get me to leave my hometown and move to a large city where I can be openly pagan.Are you sure its the gods talking to you and not you just being sctizo, how do you know >Start dressing like a girl during certain rituals to be closer to a certain goddess.Gods got you to troon out?Yea so if you want to TL;DR: Op got into the occult, turned sctizo, convinced himself the gods wanted him to troon out, he did and left his familyI hope it was worth it op
>>42411822>hope it was worth it opIt was! UwU
>>42411871cutie
>>42411871can you answer my question?>Are you sure its the gods talking to you and not you just being sctizo, how do you know>>42411885Don't reinforce this
>>42411887>Are you sure its the gods talking to you and not you just being sctizo, how do you knowWhen I've asked them for matieral, tangible, things, they've given them to me.
>>42411893thats it? anything else? was it worth chopping off your dick?
Imagine needing demons or a whore goddess to help you and even troon you.Couldnt be me, i need to become the forefather of the overman now, see ya.
THE EVIL TWINK WILL PAYTHE EVIL TWINK WILL PAYTHE EVIL TWINK WILL PAY
>>42411808Thanks for proving to everyone here that demonic influences have on a person. Sexual mutilation is 100% a cult thing.
>>42414197Based forefather of the overman imagethough its funny the OP calls his path morally superior and right after he troons out
>>42411808I'm a lot like this in terms of life story except I realized that souls are feminine gendered, and then differentiate into male and female. But both "phases" remain present at all times, and to be able to perceive both is a physical skill that can be learned. Has nothing to do with plastic surgery.
>>42411808I would bet a $100 that the Goddess that made you a troon is Lilith.
>>42414289Heresy, Lilith is kind.
>>42414324It is a real pattern I have seen. Lilith troons men out.
>>42414347Which is why lilith is a whore that deserves nothing but be spat on.I never seen a single "lilith" defender that isnt a troon or in a way to become a troon.I theorize all troons are followers of lilith, sophia and ishtar(all the three if you dare the three goddess cult)>>42414324
>>42411808>>End up sending my penis and testicles post nullification to my astranged Christian family as a finally way of ritually cutting my ties with them.why not get srs anon, was nulification specifically what was required of you?
>>42414197>"For there are some eunuchs who were so born from their mother’s womb, and there are some eunuchs who were made eunuchs by men, and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs for the Kingdom of Heaven’s sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it.”>Matthew 19:12
>>42414480>grrrr, I hate God and I hate the bible>Unless I can quote from this very specific passage!Also your sperg out sentence still doesn't disprove what I just said.
>>42411808>pagan godsArchons are not exactly demons
>>42414389I agree with you anon and I am a Pagan. This entity is really bad news.
>>42414888Depending of which pagan (lets say, greco-roman, celtic or even some folklore ones that are basically nature spirits) i come to belive it is but another type of spiritual neutrality.But those whores are 100% demons, and demons in the way that erebus was the big bad in greece and them saturn put as baal hammon by the romans.Everyone agrees there is evil shit, and i am certain it is these guys, the actual demons of the things
>>42411808>communed with demons>chopped his dick off and sent it back to his parents in the mailI hope your worthless life of misery and eternal hellfire forever was worth it?Have you ever looked in the mirror to see what a pathetic, disgusting subhuman you have become, for inconceivably retarded reasons?Every single one of you demonic pagans desperately needs to be publicly executed, and your books burned and suppressed forever.t. Muslim
>Talk with demons>Turn into a trannyKek
>>42418220>Somehow OP claims they are morally superior >Trooned out
>>42411808>>The goddess in question (won't say what goddess this is because she wants to be left anonymous when it comes to what she did to me) offers to make my soul female so I can be closer to her. (She's one of the deities I'm closest to).Please share the name of your goddess so we can laugh at her.
>>42414551No, it's that Christ himself accepted trannyism.Noone said anything about hate
>>42411808Post cute pics, Lilithfag
>>42416333Checked and yea I am a European Pagan. Not that European beings are all 100% safe (the fae can fuck you up for example) but people need to be EXTREMELY cautious with Mesopotamian beings. Many of them truly live up to the idea of a "demon". Very deceptive and want to cause suffering for the sake of it.
>>42419601>the fae can fuck you up for exampleWhat's the worst thing the fae can do to you?
LARP made by a christcuck to discredit the Traditional Racial Religion Movement.Nothing stated happened.
the user above lives in bharat btw
>>42419601One must understand that it will never be "all bad" or "all good" in the matters of spirits from nature.I belive they can be as wicked or good as humans too, so i would belive if the ones you follow strength your vitality and self.Not like the OP who trooned out and self mutilated himself
I say this as someone with a genuine connection to the strange; you are being manipulated and used by malevolent and parasitic entities that do not exist on our frequencies of EMF/plasma, that cannot be perceived by our spectrum of light. I'm not going to say that they convinced you to troon out (that was probably always dwelling within you), but if the rest of what you say is true then they're definitely trying to isolate you so they can then complete the process of rotting your soul from within. I won't tell you to stop this process you're undergoing, but I will warn you that it's definitely not what you think is going on. You're being made a fool out of, an easy mark; it's not too late to back away.
How Christians are supposed to behave >Colossians 3:12: "Put on then, as God's chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience."How Christians on 4chan actually behave >fuming with rage 24/7>hateful of anyone who is different than them>extremely arrogant >literally can’t go a single post without a slur >racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic >deeply in the closet, spends more time thinking about trans people than trans people >think everyone who disagrees with them is possessed by demons >suspicious of anything mainstream except for the mainstream religion they grew up with >endlessly punching down on trans people because they’re such losers that they need to put someone else down to feel better about themselves >undiagnosed mental issues leading to schizophrenic and paranoid worldview
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>>42419851Hence why I said the fae "can" fuck you up, while entities like Lilith WILL fuck you up. I don't blame people who get fanatical as a result of people succumbing to these entities. I mean if I was a traditional Christian and received my sons penis in the mail as a result of his turn to witchcraft I would lose my shit.>>42419662I don't know the full extent of their abilities but they can definitely curse you real bad. The old stories are quite dramatic but it is hard to know what has been exaggerated.
