But I hate Ben. It has fucked me up and is absolutely terrifying. Coming off prolonged daily use I keep having long vivid scary dreams, waking/nested dreams where you wake up but still dreaming and everything is so real you can't tell and those moments when I close my eyes to go back to sleep I see demon faces fade in the center of my vision. Psychologically it's fucked with me because I just don't feel good about what it means for consciousness and after death.
>>42415151Anon that's uncanny how it sounds hatman.
>>42415151if you want to be saved, all you have to do is ask
>>42415151I had a dream where some kind of entity was trying to do something with me, probably rape me or something, but I was not afraid. I was afraid, but I said, fuck it, my soul is imortal! And I tried to face it then I woke up and I said to myself, what a fucking coward! I was going to kick its ass! Don't be afraid. You are imortal just like me, your soul. Don't be afraid. They feed on our fear, if you act with courage then they run away. They are pussies.
>>42415151I'll send him your way. Don't know where Eisen is exactly nowadays, but he visited his nephew already for the year (ReviewBrah) so he's probably got a very busy year ahead of him... But that's what mimics are for.
>>42415575Who do you ask?
>>42415897Eisenhower?
>>42415151>I hate BenWhy would you hate BEN? Are you on the side of BOB?https://youtu.be/x8cmcYJt2mE
>>42415151>Coming off prolonged daily useIronically in about three months you'll be nostalgic for this time because at least it was interesting (if scary), compared to the endless mundane drudgery that is ahead of you. I suppose there is a certain comfort in the drudgery, though. Good luck.
>>42418106I did it for a whole year straight a couple years back and I didn't once look back at it fondly
>>42418139Good for you, I guess.
>>42418183It absolutely was not good, but thanks anyway man
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