I feel I lost my soul 2-3 years ago and I need it to come back.I just don't feel like there is anything inside me anymore, or whatever is inside me is so deep that it wont come out. The only thing my mind seems capable of doing in it's natural state if to produce constant fleeting thoughts that exist merely to fill up the blank space. It's like I've become an NPC, maybe worse than an NPC. Sometimes the things I look appears as though I'm seeing it through a memory or seeing it through someone else's eyes, like it's not real what I'm seeing. Like I'm in VR or halfway in a dream. Speaking of dreams, I barely even have them anymore, or at least as far as I can recall.I am in need of help, I just want to feel real again.No, I didn't get vaxxed
>>42419149Listen to me. Walk, walk across your country or sate, no music, no car/bus/train/etc Do this, just walk; thats how
go see a therapist, this is what they call depression, people on /x/ can't cure depression we can only tell you shit like "just don't be depressed" or "smile at the mirror" Also if you're not dreaming its cause you're working too much.
>>42419152state*
>>42419152bro is probably not mentally stable to do this, fuck off.
>>42419166If he cant do it and dies on the walk then it was meant to be, he needs to superseded himself, he must not be pampered, he needs to find himself in the walk
>>42419172yea cause oyu totally did this yourself right? stop being retarded. This is exactly why OP should not be posting on /x/
>>42419179Yes I have; now you can cry all you want but this doesn't change the fact that Op must find himself, he must conquer himself, he must superseded himself.A walk is how he should do it, thats it, just walk, I'm not asking him to climb a mountain he knows how to walk, you know how to walk OP, you must find yourself
>>42419202You're a joke and thats all you'll ever be. Begone.
>>42419223Ridicule wont change anything; Op you must find yourself
>>42419149did you take the vax?
>>42419149>No, I didn't get vaxxedI got vaxxed and it was invigorating. I felt my soul reenter my body. I was finally able to enjoy life again. Go to your local pharmacy and ask for a flu shot, it's not as potent as the COVID vax but it should help.
Do you love somebody? Anybody? Even a cat? You're still ok even if you are their avowed enemy.
>>42419202>I'm not asking him to climb a mountainYou should.Personal experience, when I was in OP's state after a year of really BAD shit, that kind of bad shit that can happen only to a 30+ man, I took 2 week vacations in mountain resort with a lot of exhausting hiking-climbing trails. Almost every day I worked myself to exhaustion. To find that something "extra" inside, to get the strength to go forward. Reignites the ashes, to put it this way. Sucks away the despair.
>>42419149>Sometimes the things I look appears as though I'm seeing it through a memory or seeing it through someone else's eyes, like it's not real what I'm seeing. Like I'm in VR or halfway in a dreamThis is a dreammatrix anon.
>>42419149take an extended break from pot.
>>42419149Same, in many ways.
>>42419149Suggest you make lifestyle changes. Kick bad habits and influences, exercise until exhausted (several times a day of needed) so you can sleep. Eat well. Change media consumption. Work more.Even if you half-ass some of these changes, you will see improvement. If you whole-ass it big gains come your way.Be stoic about challenges, remember how bad it is now, that's fuel. So is getting excited about feeling bettah.Make your plan and stick to it. Don't think just do.
>>42419149Yup, started feeling the same way, I think we still have our souls though considering were conscious here posting this kind of stuff, so were not NPCs. I have no idea what's causing it, the dread is unbearable and I actually cried last month because of it which I usually never do, there's not even any reason for me to feel depressed, I know Lord and Savior Jesus Christ is with me and I have a place in the kingdom of Heaven, it's just such a strange feeling. I felt compelled to type this just to tell you that you're not alone, it's strange how similar that is to my situation.>>42420722Neat to see others relating to this, as morbid as that is to say.
>>42420941>Neat to see others relating to thisOh, you could literally post ANYTHING and someome here would at least make up stories in order to seem as if they relate.You can fly? So can 40 other people here.You have tentacles growing out of your arse? Me too, man!
>>42420955>tentacles growing out of your arseI thought I was the only one
>>42420955>You have tentacles growing out of your arse? Me too, man!TENTACLES!!!
>>42419149Yes, the world is changing very fast etcSome anons here gave good advice (exercise etc)But it still can't stop what is meant to happen, the veil slipping and so on. You're not alone, I myself am struggling to keep reality together, for my family, but i think unless the best we can hope for is somewhat stable immediate surroundings, the exterior is cooked.
>>42420955They're replying to me, not you. Fuck off NPC.
