Welcome to Divination General! Come here for readings and a discussion of theory/practice.Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:https://pastebin.com/G42HmsUs>Recommended /div/ links and books:https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz>MEGA with Divination Books:https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA>Guides made by some of our readers:•/div/ starter spreads:https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png•Thoth's tarot and rune guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/•Hijinks' revised divination guide:https://pastebin.com/Gv10KZUA•A compiled Rider Waite card explanationhttps://files.catbox.moe/v6qayw.pdf>Useful tips before posting:•If you're a reader, post that you're offering readings and what information is required from the querent; the same goes for trading.•Look for posts to determine if there's an active reader, what's needed and before posting, check if they finished reading already.•Some readers will refuse to do certain readings - respect that choice. Do not harass readers if your query is refused/skipped. We do our best to maintain chill and good vibes.•Traders should respect that a traded read will be granted, as per an agreement of trade. Free readers have the option of picking their queries.•Bullshit queries get bullshit answers. Vague queries get vague answers.•Making an AQ (air query) by not addressing a reader, in particular, is possible but doesn't guarantee an answer.•Avoid making the same query repeatedly and/or to different readers in a short period of time, as this may lead to more confusion.•Provide feedback when applicable and be considerate to the reader. We're a growing community, many readers are starting and need to know what they are doing right or wrong. Let's help each other to improve.Previous thread: >>42471164
have a good week /div/, stay safe
>>42477977if there's a cat doing tarot readings, I want one! a reading, I mean. not a cat.
AQDoes she think about me? Her initial is n.
>>42477990pennies pennies pennieslittle glow after the darkstarting sun to setgetting rrally riled upburning in fire liqour there toomushy black goofingerprints, dna, tantiziling caught on videohes cursing himself
>>42477990This bitch is enshrouded in dark energies already
AQWhat's going on with A? Why isn't he talking and interacting with me as much?
>>42478045little too shyblinkies my eye uhh not feeling it rnbye
Aq. Would I be happy with r?
>>42477977AQHow is M/48 feeling? She had a big musical project very recently and is currently going around the world to promote it with other partners
hey sorry to this guy >>42475990 in the last thread i fell asleep if you are here and you have any other query i will read it for you, my apologies again!
>>42478059hi
>>42478060r is not happy how will you be happy with r if r is not happyrrrrrawr
>>42478075What does this mean?
>>42478090it means R isnt happy with themselves and their life, which would lead to R taking it out on you if you were with them
>>42478093I see, thank you. Would me being in their life make them happy or would they be abusive?
>>42477977Aq. Am i going in the right direction for love?
Just report the troll
>>42478121Are we getting trolled by marvin?
>>42478126that would be a perfect title for a lana del rey album
>>42478126I haven't declared i've banned anyone you dumbfuck third worlder. Why are you always here and replying to yourself?>>42478128>>42478129>>42478134
>>42478144Oh boo! boooooo! psychic prowess running in reverse, why are you here? little dookie your gonna lower the divine vibrations. Go glance at your Cheese pizza collection and calm down!
AQisn't racism a bannable offense in these threads/this board?
>>42478144>128I'm not him but the other 2 are
>>42478008Div has since time and memorial had many groomers and pedos. Anyone under 18 should stay off here or at least far away from discord chats
>>42478157I was just asking if my groomer would pay and some weirdo keeps calling me a troll or some other boogeyman to filter me out
>>42478147You see where it says (you) twice?Yeah...and let's not pretend you don't abuse VPNS, Abdul
>>42478160>>42478157Actually i just msged the pedo on disc like an hour ago this whining “ban her!” bitch is probably him
>>42478016RW TristitiaJ ConjunctioLW Caput DraconisReconciler PopulusYes she thinks about you, but she thinks about a lot of things. There are many thoughts in her mind and it doesn't look like you are of extreme importance among them. (Populus and Conjunctio)The Right Witness suggests you might be feeling a little depressed about thisThe Left Witness is the only straight favorable figure, it's placement regards the future. Caput Draconis is great for new beginnings.I can interpret this in two ways, 1) Things will improve regarding the situation in ways that you want, presumably she thinks of you more often and more intensely positiveor 2) The future is bright with another new "project"Either way you look at it the future is bright, but not without difficulties. The past present future sequence, TRISTITIA>CONJUNCTIO>CAPUT DRACONIS, almost looks like someone overcoming a sort of depression.
>>42478161>VPNSbroooooo mohamed dont you know da street rules, you cant ban evade with vpns! You not a divinor you a dumb ass fucking BIIIIITCH!
>>42478166Conjuction might also suggest mixed feelings
>>42478166Thank you very much. I don't know if this is depression but I feel something off while probably looking very joyful on the outside. Thank you again.
What in the actual fuck is going on in this thread? Is this why namefags aren't around?
AQWhen might I be successful?
AQI just want to know what tf was up with today because it was the second or third time I hung out with in laws without my husband around and ?????
>>42478186just some racist crying about someone they think is a troll. Just ignore him or them. 0 aura people.
>>42478175>NewfaggotYes, you can
>>42478186A pdf is desperately trying to muddy his trails by bringing up metafaggogry
There's a samefaggot third worlder troller who just loves to randomly stir up shit and pretend to be someone else because he hasn't taken his schizo meds.It used to be that he would always ask about someone called Martin hence why I call him the "Martin troll"Now he's trying to make up some drama about some nobody called Alex because the Martin meme never caught on.Like who the actual f cares about any of these people? If this guy is a pedo deal with it yourself and report it.You can also tell when it's him because he desperately tries to reply that "i'm" the actual one trolling. It's pathetic, and you can always tell it's the same anon because of their shitty use of English.I genuinely think this person doesn't believe on divination and just shits the thread up because of it
Trading
>>42478242LMAO would you dare divine that? your third-eye is glazed with grime
>>42478260he has no divination power, he's just a racist cryng and seething. Low vibration guy
>>42478242would that be ummm, you?
>>42478242Divination = Outlawed Satanic Witchcraft to the third world
>>42478269I heard thirdworlds are exceptionally great at witchcraft, actually. Killer spells
>>42478266i think its the pdf i pissed off lolol
Just wait until the troll gets banned and half the threads comments will be gone.
>>42478284query
>>42478278or aimless noggin (namelessone), paranoid bitch percieves all the pdf posts aimed at him
>>42478296Am I going to become famous in the future? I’m just curious, I know it’s not a good thing. You?
>>42478281You mean that samefag replying to himself? I know
>>42478307>>42478281samefag divined n dined
>>42478273You're wrong because I know third worlders who practice it
AQIs my S/33 new path viable? Should I go back to the previous one?
>>42478314kinda what i meant…
>>42478327Meant for **>>42478269
>>42478303am i making the right decision with regard to her
>>42478166Can I get a read?
>>42478166Could I please have a reading?
>>42478303Ten of wands queen of cups r five of cups two of wands r strengthNo, there are lacking qualities in your mentality. You could change it, it would require redirection through your intent and willpower.
>>42478364may i? Am i a “third worlder troll” named MARVIN or a lil white girl
>>42478341Somewhat, mostly no, a decision based from greed or fear or control or insecurity or heavy materialism and a refusal to reflect and go inward and finding the answer within. The decision is because you’re disillusioned, not that the decision is made in alignment with things necessarily. There’s an element missing in that temperance. 7 of cups rx temperance king of pentacles rx hermit rx
>>42478368You're really upset aren't you
Omg just fuck off alreadyTake it to Normiebook or whatever
>>42478435Maybe because people don't want the thread deralied with this complete and utter shit?
>>42478437Real adult women threaten their ego so their dicks can’t get hard for them, the power dynamics between them and the child works
with all the shitty threads on all of 4chan, why shit up a divination general? they're usually comfy and full of people supporting each other.
>>42478482Yeah. You see I can prove that i'm not this Alex guy you say I am with a timestamp if you are going to be this insistent
>>42478489This crazy troll is really upset that I outted him that's why. I'm sorry.>>42478491IT DOESN'T BELONG IN /DIV GENERAL. SPAM
>>42478531What the fuck even does this mean?ESL much
>>42478543Lol I do it all the time in /polI don't think you understand how much of an oldfag I am. I literally do not care about le heckin AI doxxing me or whatever you schizo Zoomers believe.>>42478547What a crybaby lmao
>>42478547It's just getting ridiculous. If its such an issue, bring it up to the police. He clearly has enough evidence seeing that hes spamming it here.
I think the back and forth is just one Anon schizoposting as multiple people calling himself a racist/pedo for attention and shitting up the thread.
>>42478568And yet here you are believing that some rando on an anonymous image board would actively go out of their way to doxx someone because "muh police are out to get me"They have better things to do than fuck around on here you know
Lets get this thread back on track:AQNext gf? Lol
>>42478565Only if that won't reveal your position. Be careful as this could backfire in ways you won't expect.
Aq. How will my day go?
trading
>>42478612Q? Mine is advice to heed or to listen to the most right now or action to take for next week?
Trading fast
>>42478589
>>42478673q
>>42478707This oneYou?>>42478630
>>42478715Regardless of timestamp because I don't want to derail the thread even further but please, lay off the green.You'll be less paranoid and schizo
>>42478738> show me your dainty effeminate little handsAnon I...
>>42478721mine is a love gen for june
>>42478749query?
>>42478750Queen of pent rx chariot 7 of cups rx king of swords The cards that I got are just describing a situation where you don’t feel very nurtured like your environment is in nurturing you and you’re having a hard time to care for yourself or you depend too much on others or you don’t give enough to yourself or you’re too worried about financial things in your own stability and your own security and you might be neglecting yourself a little bit but then you will pull through and take the reins and take control and lead with direction and lead with purpose and you’ll know much more from that experience what you do want and love and you’ll cut through any illusions in any fantasies and you’re just gonna be very very strict and you’re only gonna deal with things that look good on paper that fulfil all the criteria and expectations and parameters and boundaries and you’re gonna be a little bit more ruthless and a little bit more clear and a little bit more in control in terms of love or the court court just means once you get through that you’ll meet a king of swords type that’ll be you know very intelligent very proper that will look good and be someone you can respect and someone that fulfils your criteria
>>42478779Mine is advice to heed or to listen to the most right now or action to take for next week? You? I need help
>>42478738What? I'm female so this doesn't bother me at all lmao
the thread is much better now that the schizodrunk troll(s) left.
>>42478782then you need actual help, not card induced psychosis. Asking the cards for something that important is too irresponsible and I won't be a part of it.
>>42478793General advice is irresponsible? Loser
Where’s the jannies? Too many stupid idiots here talking about nothing
>>42478780incredibly shitty reading that you shoot in different directions trying to see what sticks and doesn't answer my query. Just verbal diarrhea.Please stop reading while you're so mentally unwell, you're botching it up with your energy.
>>42478832You’re full of shit and I hope the worst befalls on you.
>>42478832Why don’t you trade back? A trade is a trade and I put effort. And you can’t do that for me? You can’t honor anything in life that’s why your life is going to go to shit.
>>42478832I pulled how your life will be like for the rest of the year, normally I pull 4 cards but I stopped at the first pull which was 10 of swords. Enjoy reaping what you’ve sown.
>>42478602Its the only way to get it back on track. Truly:
>>42478819No i'm not actually and I really don't care for the retarded schizo drama over darlingweeb nor do I understand it. But keep it in your containment discord grooming servers already.>>42478827I guarantee i'm fucking thinner than you lmao my hand is like skeletors
>>42478891Query
>>42478895>>42478630This oneYou?
>>42478803This is a sick comeback
When the ban hits, 90% of this thread will be nuked.
>>42478898Mine is are they going to come clean
>>42478920Ok I’m finishing your read now but can you post mine first because the last trader didn’t deliver and insulted me for no reason
>>42478896That isn't me you dumb third world cousin fucker.And i'm not posting shit anyway but you do seem pretty desperate. There really needs to be a new rule on /div that only people of certain IQs can post here anymore. And if you passed English, that should be a rule too since it seems that low IQ thirdworlders ruined this place and divination clearly does not mix well with them hence the schizophrenic ramblings (divination can cause this in some individuals this is why it's not recommended for certain people).Once again thank you 2016 post election tourists for ruining this place (i'm looking at you Martin-faggot spammer)
>>42478904I got news for you snowflake
>>42478896Imagine pretending to be darlingweeb multiple times and she’s enjoying her life away from here. She lives in your head rent free and it’s pathetic you still think about her.
>>42478929Sorry that happened, 8 of wands king of wands strength 3 of swordsSeems like you will be approaching major strife and fights within the next week. It will all seem very fast and sudden. Instead of flying off the handle, approach the situation with grace. Strength suggests you can temper this frustration in a more productive way. Think of a strategic king of wands approach. Don't let them see you sweat but don't avoid either
>>42478953query?
Trading occult query
AQWhat do I have to do to get the girl?
>>42478920Ace of wands rx 8 of swords 2 of pent rx devil rxI feel like they want to and they feel immense pressure but they won’t take the action to do so with ace of wands rx and 2 of pent rx even though the read ends with devil rx
>>42478832This is that troller btw. You know when he's here because he often trolls real readers like this (as well as shitting up the place)I don't know why /div is like this anymore. Like if you don't like divination go somewhere else. I sincerely believe this person has an agenda to ruin the board because they don't believe in it
>>42479011Probably. It's like 2 or 3 people got banned so far so they may have multiple spoofs commenting eachother. This drama is multiple years old so it really seems like a rondo attacking the thread.
>>42478962Is someone gonna try to fight me next week? You?
AQIf I had kids with A would they be intelligent or would they be dumb af?
>>42479024* rando.
>>42479011the correct term is troll and if you think so, after what the other person said then you know nothing of divination and energy. I get that people like you just pick up a deck and act like you're actual readers, but some of us have been doing this for over a decade.But why am I even wasting time? You're clearly just another troll.
>>42479024Yes. I mentioned they are usually behind a VPN
>>42479039What about offering a trade if you've been doing this for a decade?
>>42479039Are you the muslim anon who doesn't believe in using cards and stuff.And troller is still a term. I've been here much longer than you.
>>42479048Why would I do that? There are no named people here, just bad energy and horny, lonely people who don't even know how to ground themselves.>>42479052I'm not muslim and didn't know there were any in these threads but you're clearly ignorant and a racist.
>>42479039You don't have to be a complete asshole to legitimate readers though
>>42479068Query
>>42479063How? I was genuinely asking a question because i've saw one in the threads previously. Get over yourself you snowflake
>>42479071Advice to heed or listen to the most right now? You?
i had a divine vision from the all-encompassing omnipotent God of every religion ever June 28
>>424791022 of cups queen of swords knight of pent rx world rx I wouldn’t say so with the first card being so positive they generally do feel you are like a kindred spirit and they want to be very fair to you and just view you in a very fair and reasonable way but they might think you might be just a little bit inexperienced, maybe or lacking worldly experience or just not advanced enough and you might procrastinate or you might just be an unreliable character
>>42479063You could have just spared yourself the trouble and said >Yes. I am that anonLike I said here >>42479011If you don't believe in this stuff and instead believe that you're literally god or something instead go shit the place up somewhere else.And take the VPNing with you too
>>42479097Page of swords r page of wands page of cups hanged man rTake action, but be shrewd about it. Act out of passion rather than critique. Use your imaginatiobn to your advantage and don't stay in a state of suspension
>>42479155Thank you so much have a wonderful evening
hi, how are you?
Back again from last night, gonna be doing some more mediumship if people want answers I'll try to do what I can. I should probably say since it upset someone last night I'm not gonna promise my answers will make people happy. I promise to give as honest response as I can from the spirits I talk to though.
Vocaro anon is annoyingI hope the mods do something
>>42479206What might the spirits want to tell me fren?
>>42479206can you tell me anything the spirits want me to know? thank you
>>42479206Hi there, I’m having a rough patch in my marriage. After praying about how to resolve the problem, I kept hearing “separation,” which breaks my heart. Neither of us are willing to budge on an issue and could use your words of wisdom.
>>42479206What does June hold for me?
>>42479206What advice could I be given to better myself.
>>42478061>>42479206Please?
Guysss I’m sad. The guy I’m interested in hasn’t spoken to me. I said some wild stuff to him the night I met him. Would anything mend it? Has he even seen my message?
>>42479211You're to hard on yourself sometimes is the general message I'm getting. It's ok to be more kind to yourself. You're doing wonderful darling is the exact words I got just now.>>42479218If you are wanting to do something now is the time while the iron is hot is the message I got. Don't be cautious now is your best chance to achive any goal you've been aimming for or wanting to achive for recently. >>42479227I'm gonna commune directly with my Matron goddess on this matter, give me some time to give an proper response on this. I want to give an proper answer to this one as she is an entity of dark feminine lust and love so I trust her advice and want to directly ask her on this.
>>42479206hello, let's see if you can answer this, I asked last night but I don't think you ever saw my post. Between these 3 demographics, which ones love me the most? Anglos, Francos or Spanics?
>>42479207https://voca.ro/1errySe1Q28C
>>42479273Thank you this is a lovely message that I needed to hear. I've been struggling a lot lately
>>42479289Voice is really fucking annoying and fake as fuck also
>>42479272To further this, I’m thinking of texting my niece about it to see if that would change anything for the better. Good idea or bad idea? I am willing to trade for this just not in the mood currently but would super appreciate a read. Idk why but I really think I would have such a nice time with this guy I feel like we would really get along
>>42479273>227Thank you. Take your time. Perhaps she’ll know what’s best for him and I, especially with lust and love being pertinent to our exact issue.
>>42479206What do I need to be told at this moment in life?
>>42479227"Separation doesn't mean denouncement dear. in relationships as is with all things one must have compromises. I believe when you here the word separation what you hear is the separation of pride and ego. Does this issue matter so much that it warrants the poisoning of the garden you built with the love of your life? Sit with her, ask why it warrants it for her. A garden requires both someone who waters the plants and someone who toilers the soil. If it truly is something you both can not come to an agreement on. Than you must decide if the garden will be able to grow with a few weeds or if those weeds will rot the soil of the relationship."
>>42479273218, thank you, this resonates :)
>>42479206Am I right they were recording me?
>>42479206Can spirits tell me what am I missing in my romantic relationships?
>>42479303https://voca.ro/15QKUXtTM3nz
>>42479206Why do I have so little success with the opposite sex? What am I doing wrong? Today another date did not go wellI can get a first/second date but not past that.Thank you :)
>>42479206I’m still mad. Would that spirit think that family vetting a man for their daughter is “”filtering”” and wrong?
>>42479273Any chance you could read this one for me? 42479272
>>42479206What am I supposed to do as a career path to make money?
>>42479273>>42479272
>>42479206incel here, tell me anything you think i feel like i need to know and what i should do to stop obsessing over women i cant have
Geez getting alot more responses than I was expecting, I'll try to do what I can. Just know doing mediumship is very exhausting so it takes me time to reset myself for each question so it is taking me time to get to each question so hope you all can be patient ^_^>>42479280From what my matron is nudging me towards I'm gonna say Francos.>>42479349You are still young, no need to rush things. Enjoy the moment and take the time to enjoy the simple things in life. You only get to live in the present once is what she's telling me. >>42479361Nothing, right now what you need is to just focus on self love and personal growth. You can't love others if you don't love yourself first. I know that might not sound reassuring but trust me, I was at that point before I met my goddess and now I'm living with the love of my life. You'll find your prince charming or sleeping beauty.
>>42479351Thank you. I go back and forth a lot about what to do. This has bothered me for years and has become more glaring recently.
>>42479430>280Thank you!
>>42479430>361Thanks.
Tradin
>>42479458Q?
>>42479206Is there any messages or advice the spirits may want to tell me?
>>42479398"Hello dear, to answer your question here firstly I apologize that you are still upset, I don't apologize for my comments but I still apologize for hurting your feelings. All I do is help people heal and sometimes healing requires bitter medicines. To answer your question, would I think that an family vetting an man for their daughter is filtering and wrong? Personally yes but my morality is different from you humans. I'm am Eisheth Zenunim of The Qliphoth, the Dark Feminine, the embodiment of lust, sin, and seduction. I believe it is right for love and lust to be free and pure in its rawest form. By filtering it you are in essence limiting not only their ability to love and lust for you but for you to love and lust for them. How can you pour your entire being into someone if you are looking for faults and in turn expect them to pour their all into you if they are expecting to look for faults in you?"
>>42479255>>42479430I think you skipped mine, or maybe you didnt think it was appropriate, sorry if it was the case.
>>42479511Any chance you could read for me? >>42479272
>>42479524>>42479527Not at all, like I said I got alot of request and it is very draining to do mediumship so some are slipping through the cracks. >>42478061Evny is the big word I get>>42479272I'm not getting much on this one sadly, I'm sorry anon.
>>42479398Women are like overgrown children, they need to have their suitors filtered.
>>42479545Can you do >>42479380 please? I think it got skipped :\
>>42479568So … you would be with whatever person? Very desperate for pussy.
>>42479272Anyone that can actually read wanna help me out?
>>42479380Being honest message I got is most of these people are just looking for some ass is what I got lol. >>42479409Could always work the pole (OK she's starting to have some fun I can tell.) being serious, if you have been doing the same job for a few years and not gotten an promotion might be a good chance to look for an new job in the same field. I work security and I job hope every year or two and I always get an good raise between jobs doing that. Can't say that works for every job but gone from 15.50 to now 20 an hour. >>42479425unironcally might talk to the four angels of prostitution Lilith, Naamah, Agrat Bat Mahlet, and Eisheth Zenunim. I started work with them years ago because I was lonely and now I'm in a going into 3 year relationship with the love of my life with my BF. They all helped me grow as a woman alot both spiritually and in romance and in general as an person. Just be ready as they are loving woman but can be harsh in their teaching.
>>42479206What can I do after I just graduated from university ?
Thanks everyone for being here for it, I'm dead beat exhausted and I have to get ready for work tonight doing security. I might do some more mediumship later on tonight if I'm bore at work, I'm sorry that I could not get to everyone but I hope I was able to help people best I could. Have a good night everyone!
>>42479600>409I'm a man and I'm unemployed. Sex work isn't even an option if I wanted it to be.
>>42479611More myself just talking since I saw this before leaving but Security is good honest work, been doing it since covid and it's pretty easy to get an unarmed security job. Starting pay isn't the best but you can work your way up if you are willing to put the time into it and depending where you work like me you can just fuck around on your phone all shift more or less.
>>42479600>are just looking for some assI... I'm the one just looking for some ass, if they're looking for the same thing, then why I get rejected? maybe I'm too "shy"? Should I make my intentions come clear?>>42479609Thank you for answering my question! Blessings.
>>42479621I can't support a family with that sort of income, especially in my area.
Can someone do a read for me :(
AQ or tradeI'm supposed to meet some people that will help me move my career along/move in general. Is there anything I should know or have before they get here or to help the process along?Sorry it seems vague but it wouldn't hurt to know
>>42479680Yooo
>>42479648I can read for you, what would you like to know ? >>42479668I can trade you if you are around
>>42479600425don't feel comfortable getting involved in anything to do with the occult (divination doesn't count because its mostly BS) but thats how hard it is for guys to get some pussy, we have to risk our soul and ask these demons for guidance
>>42479696Once again - why are you here?
>>42479684Hello!Could I please have a reading too?
>>42479684Thank you!!I recently started dating and randomly met this man this past weekend. He got along with my family but seemed to have some perceptions from the drunken night about me and I’d like to fix them with him and see him again. I hadn’t had that much fun in a long time. I sent him a message a few days ago and haven’t heard back. I guess I’m curious if I’ll hear back or if there’s anything I could do to push the connection in a positive direction? I thought about following him on instagram but not sure it’s a good idea. Also worried now my family thinks I’m the problem and not sure what to do with that. Sorry so many things I guess whatever comes to you about this would be helpful for me and I think at the moment I want to know if something could bloom there in the future
>>42479701whats wrong with me having an opinion you disagree with ?
>>42479727Well i've been asking you this for a while and you still haven't given me an answer
AQWhat might happen if I were to see N again?
divination is hyper ultra mega cringe, pure karen energy
>>42479782>>/out/
>>42479782Divination can work. I've had life changing experiences on here thanks to some of the readers, especially the novice ones.
>>42479684
Would anyone like to trade with me
>>42479790no it can’t and no you haven’t lol
>>42479715So I guess no one cares to read this for me I will spiral until death. Peace find me
>>42479797I just posted the paragraph up top if you want to trade but I prefer not to trade right now because I don’t think I’m clear enough to offer a read but I will try I really need help with where I’m at right now
Air queryWill I manage to get another home in the next few years?
>>42479808The paragraph about the guy? I'll trade if ur willing. lmk
>>42479715Ok so the way i am seeing it here and i have this massive spreadIs that yes he was interested, he had fun, it was nice and really it was not bad, you don't need to think that you were out of it or anything but his interest really is a lot more physical, non committal it is a very in the moment kind of thing. Or his side things hust did not quite click. It is not that he did not like you it is more like it was not exactly what he was after i think he is also out of something relationship wise not looking too deeply into anything really. On why he doesn't text you, a combinantion of things, resistance to engage, there is stuff going on on his life, and to be really straight here he is kot super interestedOn if he has romantic interest, very big no, very clear, he is just mot seeing that wayRedoing the cards againYou popped out: 3 of swords, empress, 9 of swords Overthinking yourself for this guy, bur you are still the empress here, his desinterest is not a reflection of your worth. My biggest hugs to you How to move forward ? Well, the thing is your family was kind of involved and i think a big part of the desinterest is that he is not in for something serious. The page of pents comes up as the recommendation which is simply you doing something small to hint on interest, don't over do it, maybe tedt him again, tell him it was nice hanging out and you would like to do it again. Or add him on instagram and interact a bit through there see if he shows any interest. But if he doesnt anon, just move on no fault here. Being a bit daring is perfectly fine, play with life, put things out there let people know how you feel otherwise how would they ever know. If something comes out of it is based on your mutual decisions and your part is to show there is interest on your sideBest of luck to you, and if you never hear from him again, remember you are amazing and beautiful, that empress card remember? So dont hang over this guy
>>42479793Nice, and weird flex with your formating haha my q, is GJ as hyped about going hanging out as i am ? Yours ?
>>42479822Are you offering any more readings? </3
>>42479798I'm just letting you know I have and it's not really my responsibility to convince you because you're just another 4chan tard.
>>42479839Don't bother anon. I think it's just the troll again from earlier. I wish it were possible for them to be banned especially when they don't even believe in this stuff
>>42479822Aw this was really sweet thank you I needed to hear it. I hope you have a great evening and if you have a prayer request I’d love to add it to my routine
>>42479707I'll see what i can do, what is your q ?
>>42479849I am going out with this girl tomorrow and she makes me flutter all on my stomag like i am a teenager, your wishes and energy would be super appreciated
Happy full moon /div/lings. Offering tarot readings for a short time (30 mins?)>Include NICKNAME/INITIAL, APPROX AGE and GENDER for you and anyone else involved in your query>No generals incl. lovegens>Please enter into your query with a calming breath
>>42479865Thank you! I had a falling out with F 24,M on Wednesday. He was somebody I was romantically involved with, and I essentially ended things. What is his energy toward me now? Is there a possibility of reconciliation? Im 25, F
>>42479833I can try, Whats your question ?
>>42479865Ellie, 30, femaleWhen might success come my way?I know that how I see things will factor in this a lot
>>42479879>The Star, The Tower, Eight of CupsFor him, it's completely over. He accepts the events of Wednesday as the end of the connection. He doesn't seem to be harbouring any intense feelings against you or anger against you, he's just focussed on moving on now. He may have felt the events of Wednesday were sudden and dramatic but has accepted them and feels calm now. It's dead in the water for him.
>>42479865A male late 20swhat can I expect out of June?
>>42479865I am A asking about J female both in our 30s We have been talking and we are going out tomorrow. We have been exchanging looks for a while before that, she is out of a long relationship and i can feel she is very cautious about jumping into anything. I guess my question is if this looks it will become a thing ? Is she actually open to having something than just a little fling ? Thanks, i really appreciate your time
>>42479883Dang, I just asked it to the other reader right above your reply. Def bummed a little...If you feel like reading the Q i would appreciate but, its ok :/
>>42479888Hey, triple 8. That's a good sign, right?>Three of Cups, Wheel of Fortune, Six of WandsI should say that I don't use tarot to read specific timeframes like years, months, etc. Other readers may be able to help you if that's what you're looking for. But generally, these cards are saying that you will be successful, and will experience victory, triumph and pride, and an elevated status. This will come in a way that feels unexpected but fated (Wheel of Fortune), and is likely to come about through networking or through knowing the right people. Three of Cups also tells me that maybe a really good opportunity will come to you during a party or fun event with lots of friends. So stay focussed on your network of friends and trust the timing of the universe.>>42479896>Queen of Cups, Hanged man, Seven of Cups, Ace of SwordsNot a super eventful month I think. It'll be a month where you are mostly focussed on ideas, maybe generating some useful plans to initiate at a later date. You may have some really excellent ideas but it won't be the right time/place to initiate them yet. You may also have some emotional realisations that lead you to a place of better compassion and maturity. This may involve stepping away/creaitng distance from a situation that is not serving you.
>>42479865L, 33, female Asking about M, R 45Have I been on his mind and will he reach out or do I need to move on?
>>42479865G female 20s What will my sex life be like when I get into my first relationship?
>>42479865Bob, 35 MaleShould I get a policy from someone I've communicated with within the last 6 months?vs.Keep looking for an insurance agent
>>42479907Ohhh thank you Jean! I was not expecting a read like this at all but i'm pleasantly surprised. The only sucky thing is though, is that my life is in literal hermit mode most of the time. But hey now i've read that i'll definitely try to get out more, haha
>>42479925I made myself sound so retarded in this. Forgive me please, it's very late here
>>42479865How will June go for me?D, Fem, 27
>>42479899>Ten of Wands, Hierophant, Six of SwordsI think your worries may be correct here. 10ofW and 6ofS speak to depression, stress and burden, so she is still feeling cautious and quite burdened by her previous relationship. She may be going out with you on advice from others, or because she feels it's the standard thing to do. I will say she doesn't seem to be using you or still in love with her ex or anything from these cards, she's just got a lot on her plate. There is potential here but it may take a while for her to fully be ready to be emotionally intimate.>>42479908>Six of Cups, Three of Wands, DeathHe has been feeling nostalgic about your relationship, but also seems to be really looking to move on and sees the relationship as well and truly over. I don't think he will reach out but he feels good will towards you and doesn't feel regret over dating you. But he is also ready to move on from it. There is potential here to be friends but I don't think you'll get back together.>>42479910>The Magician, Queen of Swords, Ten f PentsCards say no, L was telling the truth and was giving reliable information. L may have been trying to get their way (Magician) but this didn't involve lying.
>>42479907tysm
>>42479912>Ace of Swords, Ace of Pents, The SunVery satisfying, joyful and loving. Maybe a little naive but in a cute way, and you may be eachothers' firsts in one way or another. You may try out new things together for example. It will be lovely and enriching to your relationship.>>42479921>6 months: Ten of Pents>Keep looking: Knight of SwordsGo with the one you've communicated with in the last six months. It will be more reliable and supportive than any new one you find. A good long term option and will protect you financially. (Says the cards- please use your own financial wisdom and discretion <3 )>>42479934>Nine of Swords, Eight of Wands, King of SwordsIt depends. A situation will happen suddenly that will cause you to stress/feel worried, and it will be a situation someone has told the truth about/the situation that the evidence in front of you seems to suggest. If Caz is an undesired person you think might come crawling back, then yes. If Caz is someone you really want to come back but they've told you/seem like they won't, then no, they won't.
>>42479865ASP, 20s, MWhat will wednesday reveal?
>>42479939>Eight of Pents, Six of Pents, Four of CupsYou might be feeling a little down, blue, lazy or just not really feel like engaging with the tasks of life in June. But there will be plenty of work to do, and you will find yourself working hard and needing to do some nitty-gritty work done. You might also need to learn a new skill or task. You may also find yourself under the thumb of someone, particularly a boss or someone in a position of power. Not in a horrible way, just you feeling a bit like you're not super empowered. If I had to put it in a sentence: you will feel lazy at work and want to scroll on your phone but your boss is going to keep you busy with some weird new thing they want you to do.
>>42479865L 30 femaleAsking about my love life for June. Anything brewing?
>>42479865Jabarkus, MaleWhen will I get a girlfriend or have sex
>>42479865Trade?
>>42479966>921thanks
>>42479981>Four of Swords, Nine of Wands, The MoonNot a lot. You will unfortunately still be confused and in a similar situation as you are now. Wednesday is not going to be a time of big reveals and you need to be patient and keep waiting for the information you want.>>42479990>Page of Cups, SStar, Two of WandsSome promising connections that wil lead to some very enjoyable and fun dates. Nothing super serious right now. You may find yourself asking someone out/making the first moves this month. You'll find your love life enjoyable if you hold your hope lightly, and avoid being whisked around by fate/waiting for other people to do what you need them to do. It will be chill for the most part.
Lemme get a reading. I will give you a prayer in return. Let me know if you need any info from me to start
Putting my cards away now. Thanks to all the querents! Lurking for a bit.
>>42479839you’d never convince me anyway, this shit is obviously nonsense
>>42479828My q is >>42479668Starting now
>>42479988Accurate on feeling down and blue. Not working rn but I do have figures in position of power around me. Thank you!
>>42479828Queen of wandsMaybe "Hyped" isn't the right word but certainly excited. The feeling I get is that they're intrigued by where things can take them and it'll pan out well
>>42480033 I'll start yours in a bit
>>42480030Ok bisexual
>>42479966I’m the first one thank you!
AQWhats next on the horizon for me?
AQ Am i going to make it through this year to succeed if it kills me
Lewd Aq. Would I be happier as a dom or a sub?
>>42480033Ok so, look just relax get yourself into it focus on what you want to accomplish and stay composed, dont be passive here go ask question and and keep the goal in sight, wathever advice or help this people will give you should not be a one directional thing, dont shy away from making question and dont feel intimidated by the situation, they might be better off, more knowledgable or wathever really but there is a specific goal here so be sure to carry the conversation towards that, if you feel things have gone into a tangent that doesnt feel right for you then dont be afraid to course correct, they are not above you, alright ? You got this anon > 10 of wands rx, 4 of cups > 4 of swords rx, 8 of pents, king of cups, 5 of pents rx, star
>>42480176Query
>>42480177What does Ali think of me from what they know of me?
>>42479850Thank you!What will my life be like in five years? Love, health, finances, etc.
>>42480181When will I hear from the Aries 13th guy
>>42480085ok sucker go do your karen magic with the rest of these cringe nerds
>>42480206Are you denying you fuck men?
>>42480207oh I’m definitely bisexual, but literally everybody is bisexual so you don’t need Karen superpowers to figure that out. I’m just one of the few honest people
>>42480220nope lol >>42480224you don’t have magical powers
>>42480229wrong again, guess your Karen magic doesn’t work lol
>deleted his incorrect divinations lol. lmao even. I would even go so far as to say hahaha.
Hello everyone, hope you're doing well, I'll be here for the next hour or maybe longer if anyone wants slow readings. RWS. Please no financial Qs, give a name or initials. All the best, let's enjoy
>>424801986 of Pentacles Page of Cups3 of Pentacles Fairly soon, I’m not sure what the dynamic you have is but they’re fond of it and will make an effort to sustain it
>>424801816 of wands 2 of swords 7 of cupsThey think you're awesome, but they have options. They're undecided on their path. They are exploring them mentally
>>42480276>>42480276KWill Gab and I be very happily in love and committed in the future
>>42480276What awaits me for the next of the year? G Male
>>42480276Jack, How do I better myself achieve gm?
>>42480276GWhat will my life be like in five years? Love, finances, health etc.
>>42480276Bob, 35 MaleCFP + DICorNon Admitted policy that is complete?
>>42480276AWhat's next on the horizon for me?
>>42480276DIs Michael Jackson really dead?
>>42480276Any very needed advice I should hear?AD
I'd like a second interpretation an a read I did for myself earlier, if anyone's willing and able.Context:>Girl I met a few days ago. We quickly made friends.>Tough life, refugee, escaped an abusive marriage at 19, tight finances>8 years my junior>Her birthday is coming up, no plans because no friends in new countryI asked the cards if I ought to buy her a train ticket to come see me for her b'day. I drew->10 Swords>9 Pents>The Chariot>Shadow card: The WorldNot sure how to make sense of what I'm seeing. Any guidance would be appreciated.
>>42480276rest* >>42480308
>>42480276AntonWondering if Gabi likes me, i am getting crush vibes and omg do i have one for her All the best waite ! Thanks for the reads
>>42480348The Big Picture InterpretationThe cards aren't giving you a flat "no," but they are waving a massive yellow caution flag regarding pace and power dynamics.You’ve only known each other a few days. Because of her tight finances and history of abuse, buying her a ticket to come see you puts her in a vulnerable position. It creates an immediate power imbalance—she might feel a heavy sense of financial obligation, or worse, fear that an invitation to travel to a new place means she is giving up control of her safety.The 9 of Pentacles and The Chariot together suggest that if you want to help her celebrate, you need to leave the steering wheel completely in her hands.How to Proceed SafelyIf you decide to offer the ticket, you must strip it of all pressure and give her an incredibly easy "out" so her independence feels respected:Frame it as a no-strings-attached gift: Let her know you'd love to see her for her birthday, but if she prefers to use the ticket at a later date, or needs time to herself, that is 100% okay.Acknowledge her autonomy: Make it clear that her comfort and safety come first.Alternatively, since you've only known each other a few days, a smaller gesture that helps her build her local "9 of Pentacles" life (like ordering her a nice meal delivered to her place on her birthday) might feel safer and less overwhelming for her right now.How do you think she would react to an offer like this, knowing her personality and how she guards her independence?
>>42480294Trade?
https://voca.ro/1aYBVbb30fAQ
>>42480306XIIIDeathPageOfCups~Keep in mind nothing lasts forever. Upon a great change, one can feel lonely with their emotions. So I think the period you speak of will happen, but it's not the final situation in the sequence.>>42480308IXTheHermitFiveOfCups~Discovery, understanding, knowledge, at a cost.>>42480320SevenOfSwordsKingOfWands~Look at how others are bettering themselves, absorb what they're doing well, apply to yourself.>>42480325KnightOfCupsPageOfPentaclesKnightOfSwords~A very pictorical/visual spread. You must leave on your journey holding control of your emotions; you will find success, recompense for effort; on the way back, careful of being hasty, reckless.
>>42480294Trade again?
>>42480348I'm not completely sure what you mean by shadow card. I also think that this is not the clearest spread but here is one possible interpretation of it. 10 of Swords speaks to a sense of victimhood, feeling like a sacrificial lamb, and 9 of Pents is about having very high standards and wanting only things of high quality, as well as independence/self-reliance and having a strong sense of restraint and discretion. The Chariot can be seen as "winning" but also is about hard control compared to something like the Strength card which is more gentle. I wonder if the train ticket would cause her to feel a bit used or vulnerable, or would be potentially seen as offensive. I am reading this in the context of her being a vulnerable woman younger than yourself. A train ticket to come visit a man could be viewed as "flying someone out" to sleep with you. Not saying that's your intention, but it could be seen that way. If she's a refugee, she might come from a culture with more conservative sexual morals where she would feel very vulnerable and a bit used if you didn't also guarantee her a separate place to stay and no expectation of sexual involvement. The World in this interpretation would maybe point to the end of the connection if you offended her by buying her a train ticket. This is just one way of interpreting these cards, and a rather negative one, sorry. Do you agree? How did you see them?
>>42480416Also. I'm only waiting for 20-30 minutes
>>42480422>your journeyCould you elaborate?
>>42480416Hello, could you read on how my new job is going to go? I start tomorrow- I am moving from a paraprofessional role to an actual classroom teacher for grade school children with disabilities. I'm a woman in my mid 20's if you need that info for context.
>>42480425Sure, query?
>>42480412Sure, what's your query?
>>42480276Do mine please AL >>42480232
>>42480276PatrickThis one >>42478982
>>42480446How can I lock them down and make the most of our connection?
>>42480444https://voca.ro/1guyPUaxC6kY
>>42480479LOL- "animosity", some people have already demonstrated that towards me for this role. Thanks for the read.Just wondering, what do the suits in this deck you're using correlate to in a standard Rider-Waite? Assuming candles is wands but "King of Claws"? What suit is that? Swords?
>>42480416Will the mysteries of my mind be revealed to me soon? Ty
>>42480491https://voca.ro/199tZ7mEGrIa
>>42480475My Q is will my manifestation work if I really lock I ?
>>42480404Thank you for the detailed response : )I figured it was something kinda dicey and wasn't sure how to proceed.I see what you're saying about 'the steering wheel' and would be equally willing to get myself on a train up if she'd prefer. A smaller gesture is also a solid suggestion.My guess on how she'd react is that if it's at all a disturbing offer she'd be vocal about turning it down, which I would accept without trouble.>>42480428Thank you as well.Shadow card is having a look at which card is on the bottom of the deck, and is usually interpreted as an 'overall vibe' of the main draws, commonly said as 10S, 9P, and Chariot in the shadow of the world.Again, my thought was that it is a bit dicey and I ought to be careful about exactly the same concerns you raise.The 'come have sex' angle I had guessed, and hoped to avoid by having the return ticket for that same day.
>>42480331how cryptic, let's do CFP+DIC~FiveOfCupsXIIIDeath~Downward trend towards some sort of destruction/annihilation.>>42480335VIIIStrengthFiveOfCups~Some lean times, but ones that you can withstand.>>42480340TwoOfPentacles~This card is literally MJ btw. This is either, he lives on whenever someone sings and dances like him; or he's literally still around and we've been rused>>42480345ThreeOfWandsVIIIStrength~Find motivation and strength in visions of what you can achieve, and through this achieve it. It's a loop.
>>42480496https://voca.ro/1n6xCKnjOLj2
>>42480515Thank you!
>>42480524Mhm!Sorry the reading time was so short. Night everyone.
>>42480475Star temperance 9 of pent 3 of cups r page of pentYou have to see it to believe it. Heal yourself and visualize it in its highest potential with you both happy and peaceful together. You need to stop taking feedback from people who don't see the vision too, stop talking about it a d lock in with your love
>>42480512>331thank you. I was getting the hint that I needed to get away from the CFP but loathe the idea because I feel their pricing is attractive.
>>42480428Oh, and as for how I read the spread:>10 S under The World is *something* reaching a difficult conclusion>9P beside The Chariot says financial risk but also possible reward. That under the shadow ' The World suggests an even higher degree of risk/reward
>>42480372Thank you!~VITheLoversIIITheEmpress~This is a great omen anon, a lot of correspondence, sparks, mutual interest (sensual too).>>42480438Sure thing, a card for clarity.~FourOfPentacles~Looks like it's an internal kind of journey. Are you very organized or enjoy putting order to things? It's possible this is work. Regardless, your journey seems to have to do with this 'organization' of things and the previous read was advice towards that.>>42480467The post you're quoting there doesn't exist anymore so I don't know your Q>>42480472Are you picky about the girl or about your opportunities with her? You may be waiting for a perfect chance that might not come in the way you idealize. I think this is advice to not miss your chances and make a move when opportunity strikes.
>>42480276C Will I get a new job by the end of July?
Air queryWill I be safe at the new apartment?
>>42480276Are things slowly developing in my favor or has this journey been for nothing?
>>42480276CMK Dunno if ya do occult, but gonna try again. What kind of entity is interacting with me? Nothing negitive just not sure whats going on.
>>42480556>472Did you forget the card? My problem is that I can't recognize her unless she approaches me first, and I don't know where to go or what to say to create that opportunity.
>>42480507Justice Wheel of FortuneKing of WandsIt absolutely will go ahead
>>42480276C. MaleDid E cheat on me within the past month?
>>42480565The Tower.Loss or destruction. Perhaps of your old life. >I asked more specifically about safety and got the next card.The Fool.The power of safety is yours. You may have important decisions.
Hey div I need some help. There’s a person in my life that used to be my partner and I left him but we are still living together. I have to borderline threaten and verbally abuse him to get him to do anything worthwhile. For instance. In order for both of us to get out of this situation, we have to start working hard and get second jobs. I have been searching for mine and finally have a line up. I had to make this man get both his past jobs by pretty much force and now having to do the same for him to get this job so I can eventually leave him. I am finding him more and more repulsive and don’t know what to do. I can feel his energy and I hate it. I hate him here in my space and I hate how lazy and unmotivated he is. He uses everyone even his father for money. I am trying to find a way out of this I was him out of my life and you know I feel bad when I have to go fully into my masculine but I feel he deserves it.
Air queryShould I retain the attorney or handle it on my own
AqIs w talking to other girls?He said he isnt but sent a photo that he said he took earlier but like in the morning but only showed me in the evening so why wait...
>>42480561QueenOfCups~Not guaranteed, but there will at least be fruitfulness in the search or in the prospects.>>42480568EightOfWandsIVTheEmperor~Events and things developing still, time when the dice were thrown but haven't fallen. I see you being rewarded with, or in, a powerful position at the end.>>42480570I don't quite remember if I already got this one from you before. anyway~QueenOfCupsKnightOfSwordsIVTheEmperor~(Huh)This is like, a Court, royalty, family maybe. I don't think it's a single entity. I think they're observing. Feels kind of Celtic, Fae maybe. It's a difficult reading, sorry anon>>42480585That was my bad, your card was the Four of Cups. I get it. I think it was just advice to avoid apathy.
>>42480609So I'm not gonna die or something?
>>42480651>Trying againOh, I had tried replying to you the other day or so, and I just missed ya on your way out lol. >I don't think it's a single entity. I think they're observing. Feels kind of Celtic, Fae maybe.Yep ya picked it up correctly. I'm new to this stuff, so I'm never sure what's what sometimes and overthink it. >sorry anonNah, don't be, the reading was dead on. Thanks for the reading.
>>42480276Male, SWhen will I marry or find someone that likes me ?
>>42480276EWhat would happen if I were to run into N now?
>>42480276Are you still reading?Does the hispanic guy with tats like me?
>>42480659No. I pulled a card because I second guessed.Strength.You got The Fool when I specifically asked about personal safety. It's going to depend on your own choices.Strength means you can check if your obstacles are real, without worry.
>>42480715Thanks I really appreciate it. Is there any way you can do this one and I can trade if you'd like>>42480644
>>42479775fuck is you ?
Air queryWhy has my life been so difficult and ironic?
>>42480748
>>42480602FiveOfCups~Bitterness; loss; something remains. This can be an aftermath of a past betrayal. It could also be strong regret. I can't answer your Q directly, but there is recent pain here.>>42480681TenOfSwords~Later rather than sooner.>>42480694TenOfWands~Great weight, baggage. A bad vibe.>>42480704You're the last one.~ThreeOfWands~Surveil. I think he's considering, calculating compatibility.I'm done with readings for tonight, thanks everyone!
>>42480786Thank you :o
>>42480742>>42480644>Should I even take this question?The Hanged Man. The Star. Reversed.Decision requires knowledge and wisdom. Asker can incur loss With the wrong path. Pessimism can also exacerbate issues. The Tower. Reversed.The High Priestess. Reversed.I asked if (someone) is bad.The Emperor.Truth is justice and forgiveness means admitting sin. Could lose with or without the lawyer. But there's too much interference for a clear reading. My deck also called me stupid and selfish so there's that. I tried my best.
AQWhat might surprise me soon?
>>42480786Thank you so much!
>>42480779
>>42480786its always later and never soon
Air query, seeking guidanceCFemaleHow can I create more rapid growth in my current job venture? Is it worth pursuing?
>>42477977AQSomeone last time said that all I need to do is to move on emotionally from my ex and everything will sort themselves out, I keep having dreams about her some good and some really bad to just piss me off, my mother keeps having dreams of her being my wife and she had a dream in which there was specific information of her she wouldn’t have otherwise known. I actually feel stuck though, it’s been since October since she broke up with me and I literally have not been able to get any luck in romance since because it seems almost like something supernatural is getting in the way. Like I want to move on, and I have been trying to forget her etc., it’s like something is keeping me anchored and stuck. She broke up with me because her parents were pressuring me to get a job, and I lied about being a third year student when I only started studying again just before she broke up with me (I stopped studying because of struggles with adhd, and I just started meds now). She wanted me to have a very specific job though, which made me panic because I have struggled with even basic jobs and I got fired from a hotel porter job that was handed to me by my godfather because of my adhd/autism just made work impractical (I would pace back and forth stressed out by my thoughts while hoovering etc., I couldn’t contain myself unmedicated), she wanted a proper career before I even finished my studies. Now there is something to do with an initiation ritual related Saturn that I can’t talk about, but it put a sort of quest in my head that I needed to get the sort of proper job she wanted but also it had to perfectly line with my aspirations to get her back. The issue no job was good enough for this quest it seems, and no matter how hard I try to work towards employment anything I do fails (even volunteering, I even had a university assigned career mentor to help me).
>>42481376I can’t seem to get a job no matter how hard I try, even when I don’t want it for her but for myself, it feels like a block. Now for some further psychological context, I worked with the archangel Samael before breaking up with her because he’s in the heptameron and I asked to do shadow work with him. Before she broke up with me I heard him whisper that she was going to cheat on me, and when I got upset he told me to get over it. I had a dream of a demon woman in a sea of blood, her next boyfriend having sex with her and being angry that I took her virginity before him etc. on a lunar eclipse she said she had a series of bad dreams. Our last date was actually quite symbolic. Furthermore, I have limited sexual experience. We only have been intimate on two separate occasions, I was her first boyfriend and she was my first girlfriend and I took her virginity. It was a year long relationship. Aside from her I had 4 sexual experiences (not all of them having proper penetrative sex, in fact ED is an issue and I could only have penetrated my ex for 10 mins at most, I keep obsessing over the fact that I had 30 mins of penetrative sex in my life and though it seems like I am going into to personal much detail it is important to tell you this as part of my psychological state and obsessions). I couldn’t come to her house and she couldn’t come over (we both live with her parents), but her mother banned it until both of us finished our studies (she was an accountant and she was doing a course supported by her workplace to get extra qualifications, she passed after she broke up with me). Her studies impacted how much I could see her.
>>42481395I was looking forward to us becoming each others first regular sexual partners, and I wanted it to be her because I loved her. Part of my obsessive state is that another guy she would date would have the opportunity to do that, since he might have his own place and there would be no more of her mother’s limitations. I am stuck with a sort of regret by that never coming to fruition.I had a dream last night, quite negative, that referenced Samael being a part of what happened and my anxieties (she talked about how her boyfriend will want her back in the bed to have sex with her again despite the fact that I am yearning for her or something like that), but also undoing the curse of Samael with her and going back to how things were. Before that a dream where I got back with her. Last night my mother had another dream where I was married with her. My mental state over this has been so bad that I had nightmares of her constantly having sex with other people.Of course this isn’t healthy, I want to move on and get a job and another girlfriend asap to save me from this hellish mental state. I feel trapped in a prison and a cycle though, please tell me how because I tried to get away from her emotionally but something is keeping me trapped. It’s like every time I try to do something a demon is cutting it off to keep me in a cycle where I am obsessing about the possibility of her coming back, in jobs, dating, everything.
>>42481376>>42481395>>42481401not your blog. Off-topic.
>>42481408No, I am in a seriously psychologically damaging situation and I want advice on how to get out because I feel trapped
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