have a good day/night /div/, stay safe

>>42481577
AQ
Someone last time said that all I need to do is to move on emotionally from my ex and everything will sort themselves out, I keep having dreams about her some good and some really bad to just piss me off, my mother keeps having dreams of her being my wife and she had a dream in which there was specific information of her she wouldn’t have otherwise known. I actually feel stuck though, it’s been since October since she broke up with me and I literally have not been able to get any luck in romance since because it seems almost like something supernatural is getting in the way.

Like I want to move on, and I have been trying to forget her etc., it’s like something is keeping me anchored and stuck. She broke up with me because her parents were pressuring me to get a job, and I lied about being a third year student when I only started studying again just before she broke up with me (I stopped studying because of struggles with adhd, and I just started meds now). She wanted me to have a very specific job though, which made me panic because I have struggled with even basic jobs and I got fired from a hotel porter job that was handed to me by my godfather because of my adhd/autism just made work impractical (I would pace back and forth stressed out by my thoughts while hoovering etc., I couldn’t contain myself unmedicated), she wanted a proper career before I even finished my studies. Now there is something to do with an initiation ritual related Saturn that I can’t talk about, but it put a sort of quest in my head that I needed to get the sort of proper job she wanted but also it had to perfectly line with my aspirations to get her back. The issue no job was good enough for this quest it seems, and no matter how hard I try to work towards employment anything I do fails (even volunteering, I even had a university assigned career mentor to help me).

>>42481592
I can’t seem to get a job no matter how hard I try, even when I don’t want it for her but for myself, it feels like a block.

Now for some further psychological context, I worked with the archangel Samael before breaking up with her because he’s in the heptameron and I asked to do shadow work with him. Before she broke up with me I heard him whisper that she was going to cheat on me, and when I got upset he told me to get over it. I had a dream of a demon woman in a sea of blood, her next boyfriend having sex with her and being angry that I took her virginity before him etc. on a lunar eclipse she said she had a series of bad dreams. Our last date was actually quite symbolic. Furthermore, I have limited sexual experience. We only have been intimate on two separate occasions, I was her first boyfriend and she was my first girlfriend and I took her virginity. It was a year long relationship. Aside from her I had 4 sexual experiences (not all of them having proper penetrative sex, in fact ED is an issue and I could only have penetrated my ex for 10 mins at most, I keep obsessing over the fact that I had 30 mins of penetrative sex in my life and though it seems like I am going into to personal much detail it is important to tell you this as part of my psychological state and obsessions). I couldn’t come to her house and she couldn’t come over (we both live with her parents), but her mother banned it until both of us finished our studies (she was an accountant and she was doing a course supported by her workplace to get extra qualifications, she passed after she broke up with me). Her studies impacted how much I could see her.

>>42481593

I was looking forward to us becoming each others first regular sexual partners, and I wanted it to be her because I loved her. Part of my obsessive state is that another guy she would date would have the opportunity to do that, since he might have his own place and there would be no more of her mother’s limitations. I am stuck with a sort of regret by that never coming to fruition.

I had a dream last night, quite negative, that referenced Samael being a part of what happened and my anxieties (she talked about how her boyfriend will want her back in the bed to have sex with her again despite the fact that I am yearning for her or something like that), but also undoing the curse of Samael with her and going back to how things were. Before that a dream where I got back with her. Last night my mother had another dream where I was married with her. My mental state over this has been so bad that I had nightmares of her constantly having sex with other people.


Of course this isn’t healthy, I want to move on and get a job and another girlfriend asap to save me from this hellish mental state. I feel trapped in a prison and a cycle though, please tell me how because I tried to get away from her emotionally but something is keeping me trapped. It’s like every time I try to do something a demon is cutting it off to keep me in a cycle where I am obsessing about the possibility of her coming back, in jobs, dating, everything

Tl;dr
AQ
Does everything feel stuck in moving on with love, with getting a job, and my life in general for good reason? Should I just do a cord cutting ritual for my ex? Is an entity doing this or is it just my subconscious?

June 2026 general AQ

Could someone give me a quick AQ about his coming month for me? I'm open to any divination method.
And thanks in advance, of course!

>>42481605
Do you you want a daily reading via telepathy for a year? Downside is you can not cancel the subscription for that period.

>>42481622
Whoa, how could this be possible? The amount of effort should be overwhelming, what is the price? Nothing is truly free on this universe, and that huge effort sure demands energy!

>>42481631
You will develop a daily schizophrenia episode for a year that lasts one minute each day for your reading. Thats the price.

>>42481640
So be it, then, my dear!

As they say, you cannot catch a tiger cub without before going into the tiger cave.

AQ
Am i going to make it through this year and succeed if it kills me ?

Trading

>>42481664

I can trade you, what is your q ?

AQ

just a yes or no card

Will I get her "back"?

>>42481684

9 of wands

I dont think so anon, you are going to hold on to it and i hope it doesnt but i feel this will wear you down

Don't carry this anymore anon, it is time to move on

Aq. Would I be happier with hf?

>>42481640
>>42481647
Please stop samefagging and get over yourself

>>42481683
My q is whether or not he has his family back together?

AQ

What might surprise me soon?

>>42481707
>Tower, 6 sword
Explosive diarrhea

Lewd aq. Would I be happier as a sub or a dom?

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Let's play a game

Answer my query, and I'll refresh a random tarot website as many times as the last digit of your reply, and I will give you the card and description.

my query is:
Why do I have so little success with the opposite sex? What am I doing wrong? Today another date did not go well
I can get a first/second date but not past that.

>>42481708
Uhh was this a legit card pull? Lmao

AQ

Are my recently deceased relatives at peace?

>>42481704

> 4 of pentacles, queen of pentacles, star, 5 of pentacles, hanged man

He is in a place where he is being looked after, cherished and protected. While not everything is perfect this are alright for now.

I would say that yes, family is around him, and that is what matters here

>>42481795
Thankssss what's your query

>>42481710

https://youtu.be/p37_Ux1G_BI

> 4 of swords, 10 of wands, 3 of wands, 5 of cups, knight of cups, 2 of swords

Well really i think it is a combination of factors between waiting too long to get things going to trying too hard and generally projecting a bit of desperation and maybe too much eagerness

I think the issue here is that you need to be a bit more authentic in how you talk to your dates how you connect with them. First date get to know them, clicked really well and broke the touch barrier ? Make a move go for a kiss. If not perfectly fine, focus on that the second date, pick a place and plan for something that gives you a place and space for that

Being a try hard, doesn't pay off, you don't need to, just be there, be you, and focus on them that is why you are there. Don't focus on the outcome, getting laid and such, focus on having a legitimate fun time and that will speak volumes, it comunicates security, you already showed confidence and romantic interest now you just need to look for the click

>>42481799

Will me and J have a good time tomorrow ?

Thanks anon

>>42481813
Thanks.

Your digit is 3

1, The Chariot
2, The Empress
3, your card: The Star

Description:
The Star advises you not to lose hope for something seemingly unattainable. It is much closer than you think, but wishing alone is insufficient. You must act on your thoughts as well.

aq
Will O and I end up together?

AQ
What do I most need to know right now?

One card?

>>42481881
Ace of dicks

Summer starts in 2 weeks, prepare to be flooded with next bf/next gf queries.

>>42481814
6 of wands rx 3 of pentacles rx 8 of cups sun rx
I don't think so, these cards look pretty bleak. You won't be able to work together on something and there will be disharmony, you will probably leave early

Trading

Aq. Should I marry a cute nerd?

How is div doing this lovely Monday? Everything good around here?

>>42482121
I'm a bit down but still fighting. How about you?

>>42482121
As good as it gets.

>>42482121
Oh hey ! Did you check my feedback?
>>42470160

Trading

>>42482219
Query?

>>42482254
Did I (male) treat B (female) how she deserves? Basicly I feel as though ive seen through her guise of "friendship" that I view as being built on a lie and a trick on her part towards me and now I avoid her like the plauge despite her attempts to act as though she did nothing wrong

>>42482121
Tired and irritable. Wish I had the girl waiting for me at home. Don't want to work any f*cking more. Pondering what seeing that one aggro drunk dude in my dreams means again - I think I know who he represents but it's a weird connection. How about you?

>>42482281
My query is:
>What area or aspect of my life are the recent angel numbers trying to get my attention about?

Starting yours.

>>42482297
Starting

>>42482297
>knight of pents rev
>Hanged man
>queen of wands
>death

The numbers are clearly focusing on your work/daily practical life. This area of your life has at best became routine and predictable and at worst its stagnant and soul crushing. Numbers are screaming for you to cease what you're doing and take a look at your current life from a birds eye view and to see it as a part of a larger whole. You have a flame of passion for life within you and your current set up dims that significantly. For your life and more importantly for you to transform the angel numbers urge that you need to let go of your current life/job and step into something that truly stimulates your passions. A more fulfilling job eveb if it pays worse but youll enjoy more, a new hobby you've been putting off, a sport to play on the day off, or since this is 4chan it could be something as simple and mundane as just leaving your house/room and touching grass

>>42482281
>Did I (male) treat B (female) how she deserves? Basicly I feel as though ive seen through her guise of "friendship" that I view as being built on a lie and a trick on her part towards me and now I avoid her like the plauge despite her attempts to act as though she did nothing wrong
You got:
>The Hanged Man, Reversed
>Knight of Swords
>The Magician, Reversed
You responded swiftly and properly bssed on what you knew at the time. That said, there is information that hasn't come ro light from one or both parties here. A lack of trust is strongly present and there's an indication of manipulation, knowingly done or unintentionally. Once again, this could relate to one or both parties. I leave it to you to trust your instincts and intuition if that's what's guiding you through this scenario.

>>42482342
Want to trade again?

>>42482147
Godspeed, anon. I’m more of the same. I feel good emotionally, though not completely at ease with everything, I may be botching something.

>>42482155
Nice, keep it up.

>>42482185
Heya, I did see, I just didn’t find the time to reply. Thanks for the feedback. I don’t know how young you are, since you said you’re a graduate I’ll assume you’re not much younger than me, since I also graduated last year. Changing by itself is not a bad thing, so long as it is a direction that you feel like you truly want to follow. If your parents don’t strike you as good role models that’s okay, you don’t have to be like them. You can judge and make sure you don’t follow them. If you need them to resolve your hurdles and financial troubles, as I said, talk to them and take advantage of the fact they’re not bad people. Maybe The Fool and Death cards were about you needing to maybe grow up and change a bit too. It’s all connected somehow, even though I can’t see every nuance that the cards are letting me see. In any case, if you need some advice or just a quick chit chat, I’m lurking usually.

>>42482282
I feel you. Wish you the best. That dream sounds odd lol.

>>42482358
Are you offering readings?

AQ
What do I most need to know right now?

ok so I have a kind of different question
confirmation bias or the opposite can be a bitch so:
is this thing just in my imagination or is it actually happening?
one card might be enough, but I leave it to the reader's personal choice.
thanks

>>42482358
>That dream sounds odd lol
People in my dreams often show up as other people from my past, it can be very difficult to pin down who they're supposed to be in the waking world. I *think* I know who he's supposed to represent, but it's a very very strange relationship.

>>42482382
All in le head: judgement rev
Fr fr no cap: 2 of cups
Yes it's happening, no you're not imagining things. Trust your instincts/intution/judgement more, its more accurate than you let yourself believe

Trading

>>42482392
holy shit. fr fr no cap? on god? wow. I can hardly believe it. which goes back to trusting my judgement more lol.
thank you very much!

>>42482395
Query?

Aq
Will E and I ever date?

>>42482425
Will me (male) and M (female) bang?
Yours?

Aq. Would I be happier with m or d?

>>42482409
Yuh, fr fr on god. No gas

Is anyone in this thread able to check if I am hexed or cursed in some way right now? I’d appreciate it very much.

One card??

>>42482439
Will I see the guy from Paris this year?

>>42482450
Starting

>>42482442
Lovers r page of cups magician queen of wands ace of cups world r
Reads more like a stagnation or misdirected will. Maybe from a love spell?

>>42482439
2 of swords r page of swords death 10 of cups r 8 of cups
No, you two will talk but there will be spaghetti spilling. You may ruin the mood by accident. They seem kind of sharp. You can probably find someone kinder

hi

>>42482466
It does sound accurate. I personally have not done any love spells recently (nor ever, really), but I did wonder a lot in regards to love these days, so you’re onto something. Thanks for the read. I’ll try to see what changed and how to direct my will properly.

>>42482486
Hey, how are you? are you doing reads?

>>42482486
hii, how are you doing?

>>42482488
Thanks
Would you be willing to do a reading for me?

>>42482486
Saa dude

>>42482486
Hello !

>>42482496
Of course. Ask away, though you may need to wait a bit since I am mid sets right now, I didn’t think anyone was going to read that for me so quickly and I kind of left it there :)

>>42482490
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>>42482498
>>42482500
if u were a cat where would you hide??

>>42482514
In my wardrobe, all day everyday

>>42482514
under the covers