I just want her.There's no mistaking that."Shi―― ki――?"She still sounds like she has some reason left.----I don't like that.I've long since gone insane thanks to Arcueid.But for her to stay sane like that, I can't let it go.*pant* *pant* *pant*I release her.Her arms fall to the ground."Shiki----are you sane again――?"She sounds relieved.Without answering----I grab her skirt and tear it from her body."----! No, stop it Shiki!"Her hips rise up.Her hands move to push me away.I don't care.I push my groin against her waist."I said stop――! Snap out of it. Snap out of it Shiki----!"She tries to move back, but it's too late now.Freeing my imprisoned member from my pants, I forcefully enter her."H----!"There are no wet sounds.Her dry, unprepared inner walls resist my entrance.They resist, but they can't stop me.Ignoring the tightness around me, I slide deeper."Sto----ow, it hurts----Shiki―――!"She pushes up against my body in an attempt to stop me.But there's no power in her arms.Is it because of the pain? Is it that she doesn't have any power left?Either way, I don't intend to stop.My throbbing tool burns inside of her.Since it's dry, it's even painful for me.This pain, and the intense pressure around me, assails my senses.Pain and pleasure are so close they're nearly indistinguishable.My shaft seems perfectly eager to seek either one.As I continue to slide inwards,the pain and the feeling of her walls encircling me burn into my brain."Nh----!"Twitch.Her hips rise upwards.Slide.After a feeling of breaking through an unseen barrier, my shaft is coated with something wet."Hwa, ah----ah, n---!!!"A pained gasp.Arcueid's body twists and tries to escape.―― From deep inside of her comes a mixture of clear liquid and red blood.No wonder she was tight.If it's her first time----pain should be overwhelming pleasure.
"Ha----haha, ha."Then I just have to go farther.Fortunately, she's moist with blood inside.I pull back, and plunge in once more."Nhaa――!"Sticky, sexual sounds rise between us.As I enter, her body shakes.Over and over.Almost smashing myself against her,faster than my mind can process, the sensations inside her body assail me,I pound her again and again, like a boxer slamming a punching bag.More panting fills the air.Her breathing is totally wild.So she cannot think, I pound into her as hard as I can.Appropriately, she grows even hotter inside."Haa, ah, hwa, ah, oh----!""Ggah―――!"I let out a groan.She's so hot----It feels like I'll melt.Just pushing myself into her causes intense waves of pleasure to swell up inside of me.Not just around my shaft, but my whole body feels like it's being sucked up.As if----I was trying to push my entire being inside of her."Ga-----"I try to keep myself from exploding.I can't stop.The only sound filling the air is the lustful noises of flesh and fluids.----I don't understand.Maybe I just didn't realize it, but I feel like I've exploded numerous times already."N----, ngah, n, ah, n――!"Her fingers match my rhythm as she scratches my arms.Red claw marks.The sight of my blood only seems to encourage her."Tsah---!"A primitive copulation where I only move my hips.In the midst of the pleasure, I'm losing my strength.At first, it was only me.But it's different now.We move like beasts, demanding more."Shi―― ki――!"A jolt runs through me as I hear my name being called.I've forgotten until this moment.That I was a human called by that name."Gah----!"With all my strength, I plunge deeper, as if trying to reach her very core.The feeling of release.The burning inside of me bursts forth.
Thump. Thump.I can't stop the convulsions.Even after I climax, she still continues to stimulate me."Kka-----!"I try and pull back, but she wraps herself around me, draws me in, and does not let me escape."Ah----gh――――!"I can't get away.I've already gone past my limit, yet she continues to drain me.Thum― p.Thump. Thump. Thumpthumpthumpthump――!!"Ah----ha, ah------"My tongue hangs from my mouth.Saliva drizzles forth in my ecstasy, and my mind clears.I'm going to die.A destructive wave of pleasure building to a climax powerful enough to bring death.It courses through my entire body.I breathe harder.The strength drains from my body.I collapse onto Arcueid as I try in vain to catch my breath.Her white skin is now tinged red.Her normally cool body burns with heat.Pricking my ears,I can hear her breathing, still faintly accented with lingering pleasure.Panting, and gasping for air.Completely weak, and numbed by what I've just done, I can't think.We remain like this for some time.Residual waves of pleasure still crash upon my brain, and all I can do is look at Arcueid as she lies there----.―― I don't know how long it's been.It felt like many hours, but maybe it was only a matter of minutes."------"I pull back from her body and scratch my chest.My headache is gone and my heart has returned to normal.The urges rampaging in my heart have also disappeared and I finally start to comprehend what I just did."----What----have I―"I can't believe it.But the memory is all too clear.How I pushed her down.How I choked her and held my knife over her.―― and the disgraceful things I did afterwards."------"I don't know what to say.Arcueid adjusts her clothes and stands up.I----don't know how to apologize.Just saying sorry― how can that make it up?"----Arcueid, I----""Don't worry about it―― I'm the one who should apologize."She looks away uncomfortably.
"Wha--what are you saying? I was the one who did something wrong. If only----I had been stronger, that never would have happened.""No. I don't think it was something you could have resisted because you saw my 'Mystic Eyes'.""Eh----? Mystic Eyes? Like, Nrvnqsr's eyes――?""―― Exactly. I wasn't sane earlier. I was so thirsty, I couldn't control myself.That's why----I found some of The Dead, and tried to replace that urge with the urge to destroy to stave it off.Back then, I was unable to hold myself back----so that's why you saw my Mystic Eyes when you came.""―― Certainly I felt odd from the time I saw your golden eyes----but that's just that. I, with my own will--""No, that's wrong.Shiki, my Mystic Eyes of Enchantment completely captivate whoever looks upon them. ―― I think that's why you started to feel all those sexual desires.""--That----can't be right."Because even if she wasn't controlling me.I, I might, still like her."Anyway, this was all because of my carelessness. ―― I'm sorry, Shiki. I manipulated your body without any regards to your feelings."Her gaze shift away as she says this.―― Being apologized to like this hurts my heart.Because I didn't feel like I was manipulated at all.Rather----it seems like I used it to obey my own lust."Arcueid, I----""Don't apologize. ―― Shiki, this was all an accident. I'll forget about it, so please forget about it too. I think it's better for the both of us that way."Saying that, she starts to walk quietly."―― Arcueid――?"
"----I think this is enough for tonight. I killed all these Dead tonight, so it's probably useless to search any further.""―― That's fine, but what do we do with that mountain of dead bodies? If someone finds it, there'll be trouble.""There's no need to worry. Once something becomes a vampire and dies, it won't leave a trace. Those who refused to return to the Earth become ash to be scattered in the wind once they die. They will return and disperse on their own in a while."Without turning around, she disappears from the alley with weak steps."――――――"I can't stop her now.I still feel the sensation of Arcueid on both my hands."----Idiot. What a stupid idiot I am."I groan to myself.In the alley which became a stage of tragedy, I look up at the moon in remorse.
>>282514363I remember doing this in the VN and feeling bad afterwards.
Okay.
>>282514411It's been about 20 years since I've read the VN, didn't Shiki manage to regain his senses just in time?
>>282514948Technically yes.If I'm not wrong, as long as you have gotten a huge amount of good points with Blondie, you can still rape her and actually continue the playthrough.Otherwise, raping her gets you enough bad points that you will likely just get the bad ending where she pisses offs and kills you.(But canonically, Shiki stops)
>>282514363>>282515048All that power yet she behaves like a meek girl. If she didn't want it then couldn't she have put a stop to it herself.
