I'm 27. I've spent 4 years working and failing at something I'm trying to build. I'm at chapter 19 of Nikaido Hell Gold and I've never been so depressed and dreaded about my future and age. I don't know what to do.
>>284534867Could be worseYou could be 27 and have nothingNot even failure
>>284534867>Calling a thread a general on /a/Seems you failed at something else, anon. Nikaido deserves better than this
>>284534867>I've spent 4 years working and failing at something I'm trying to build.And that's a good thing, the Heavens are telling you to stop being a jew.
>>284535031Don't listen to this guy OP, pierce the heavens and kick reason to the curb!
>>284534867Ganbare!
>>284534916The jannies might as well allow them since they will never ban all the shounen jump 24/7 threads, Naruto One Piece and dragonball will be on the noard forever.
>>28453486722fag hereIt doesn't get any better does it?
>>284534867Keep going
>>284534916I wanted FKMT fans to see the thread. And I hate this new captcha, I've been trying to reply since when you did hours ago
>>284538885>>284534867I couldn't stop myself, I had to keep going. I arrived to Nikai Dou. FKMT is just a master at whatever he's doing
This manga deserves a storytime
>>284539520a while ago it was posted. as far as I know the translations stopped abruptly. that was probably 20+ chapters ago by now. if anyone does find more recent translations I would love to see them.
>>284539763What volume is chapter 45 in?
>>284534867Have you read Akagi?
>>284541291I read everything FKMT wrote up to 2020 once I turned 18, and picked him up again these days because I was feeling depressed.
>>284541332Then you should know there's no need to be afraid
fuerzas, León
Zawa..
>100+ chapters already>like 30 translatedI still believe though. It'll be out when it's out
32 here. We learn more from our failures than from success. You will never be "trapped" by failure, nearly as much as success. Im on my second career now and ready to leave it and move on. I no longer consider my life, or anyone's, to be something you can call a failure or success. It would be like calling an apple or orange a failure, the term doesnt actually apply. I can sincerely recomend pursuing the Book of Five Rings, A lot of Musashi's rules on mindfulness and strategy are actually legit ways to Zen out your life, relax, and thrive rather than just struggle along.
>>284544813>A lot of Musashi's rules on mindfulness and strategy are actually legit ways to Zen out your life, relax, and thrive rather than just struggle along.no, it's about how to swing a sword
>>284544813keep on keepin' on brother
>>284541461The first time I read this I didn't understand it, but now that I'm over 30, now I get it, I don't need all those luxuries, love is enough.
>>284545606>love is enoughWell how is it going for you
>>284542940Nikaido Hell Translation
>>284534867I'm 30. I grew up sheltered, overprotected and guarded at home. I learned loyalty to my parents and to christian morals early on. I studied medicine right outside of hs and finished it. I dreaded it. My dad embodied a symbol of stability and direction to my family, he died from pandemic and that worldview shattered. I worked 2 years in a hospital for 80 hour weeks and wanted to kill myself. I NEETed in different occasions for 4 years total and so far I have no direction.All I have is being a gooner, I jack it to loli, I've been wishing to draw perfectly for years. I've been wishing to play piano, violin, flute, or whatever expressively and got some basic hold of those instruments. I wish I could have time to delve into fantasy shit, historical shit, Language shit like Tolkien did. I wish to make a name for myself expressing what I think is important in ways that move people.But I was born in a shithole, with family who thinks money is everything. I go to therapy, therapist thinks I am a dog who can be trained to be happy, just grind yourself in a shit day, surely that won't soil the few things I still think are important after a life of soiling everything else to fit.I treat Ten and this manga as my bible. I take it FKMT says "give up! Life is in the moment, fuck up and have fun!". Well I can't believe it. If I stop believing in my nonsense, I will lose myself. I feel like Akagi, the thing I fear the most is losing myself, fear losing myself while living.Now I will probably end up getting a shit boring job and keep doodling my way into 40s, 50s, being an amateur forever. An ugly wife will come, kids will come, and generational trauma will pass to them. I fear that future.But. But!I STILL WANT TO FOLLOW MY STUPID DREAMS. I WILL KEEP GOING.
>>284547157Dangerously based.
