Sezaki Airi and Hanamura Hinako are in the same class but in different social groups with no interaction, yet they share a secret that they cannot tell anyone else. The girls' secret is that of love, selfishness and fetishes...Act 17Acts 14-16: >>285487617
She came
And that's all for today! Even Yuu-chan has noticed how much Hinako has changed. She's so much happier now that Airi is fully under her control.Are you happy?
>>285573281I can understand the other bitches abandoning her, but why hasn't Ichika visited Ai?
Isn't this rape?
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>>285572961>>285572974>>285572989power move by her
>>285574109I suppose not everyone understands romance.
>>285573156Ignoring the knowledge that we have, as readers, meta-knowledge that this is a yuri manga serialized in YuriHime, I think it's interesting that Airi's voice mock her for being a lesbian here, because up until this point being gay or being ashamed of being gay isn't really on her radar.Up until this point Airi has repressed it so hard that she's framed her relationship with Hina as one of possession, and even her freak out about being found out is more about her being a weird torture fetish bully than being a dyke. Even in the omake chapters, when she and Hina kiss she doesn't think about the implication, and when Hina throws hints her way about wanting to spend more time together Airi's mind immediately goes to "boyfriend" and not the obvious thing. And I suppose it's also interesting that the neutral word "lesbian" is paired with more explicitly negative words like "weirdo" or "pervert" (unless レズビアン or whatever it is in the raw has some negative connotation I don't know of) Is Airi a bpd dyke who is so concerned with maintaining her prim and proper image that she sublimates her attraction for Hina into weird sexual torture? Or is she not a dyke at all, merely mindbroken and following Hina's whims, and simply aware of what it must look like on the outside?
>>285575956This is the raw. It says レズ, which is more common than レズビアン, but still means lesbian.
>>285572816my penis could have saved them...
didn't expect hina to be the top
>>285575956>>285576459It's not so much that レズ has a negative connotation rather than it's very blunt for what's considered an intimate subject. If I had to liken it to something from a western point of view it's kind of like calling someone fat. It can be objectively true, and everyone can know, but describe someone as it to anyone and you'll get a awkward "ah... I see" type response. So in this scenario レズ being thrown in with other negative words does feel like it has a bit of venom in it.
Hinako should die
>>285577490That would be nice.
>>285576459百合 means gay, レズ means dyke
>>285573281Thank you for posting.
>>285572961>>285572974>>285572989Completely broken. Airi is so easy.
>>285573019>>285573036>>285573055This isn't full rape, but it is honestly probably more psychologically damaging than if Hina just clubbed her and raped her straight up. The kind of passive submission is definitely more painful than just being forced into sex.
>>285573132Like a fucking guided missile.
>>285575956I talked about this earlier. For some reason Airi was simply refusing to see Hinako through the lens of intimacy and affection. There was clearly something there, but she was refusing to see it, and every time Hina pressed on it, she got pissed off, like during the ageplay chapter. Airi was either in a lot of denial or had very contradictory feelings for her..
>>285572961>>285572974>>285572989Finally. This is where shit gets really fun
why couldn't they just love each other ;_;
>>285573207>bully not so tough after being raped
>>285583326Airi doesn't love Hinako though. She's only saying that so that she won't abandon her. Hinako is literally the only person left that cares about her, which Hinako encourages by gaslighting and playing into her fears by saying everyone still talks smack about her.
>>285584384They do love each other
>>285584696I personally think that Airi does have feelings for Hinako all along. It's just very muddy. But I think you can tell in those scenes where girls discuss boyfriends. Airi didn't need any because she had Hinako. That said it's not normal love and she doesn't need Hina. But I don't think its as simplistic as her not loving Hina. The whole thing is very contradictory and difficult. I personally think that Airi is afraid of intimacy with Hina due to her own facade and how the nature of her tendencies goes against them. At the end of the day she's very self-serving.
>>285572961incredible. Hina should train fbi agents on manipulating people.
>>285588331Hina's love truly knows no bounds. Manipulating someone who isn't really in love with you is the ultimate show of love because true love is selfish. Letting go and moving on is something people call emotional maturity but it betrays that the love you felt simply wasn't intense enough.
>>285584384Airi is incapable of loving anyone, and Hina is a pervert who thinks satisfying her S&M fetishes is love.
>>285589045Satisfying something that no one else would satisfy is a show of love and security. Being able to do anything your partner wants of you, knowing that this will make them need you, is the ultimate relationship security. Airi however proved that wrong and made Hina feel unwanted which is the true tragedy of this manga. Also I don't think they're exactly S&M fetishes, they're too fucked up.
Hina is the perfect gf whether you like it or not
Last for true love?
>>285589045Airi corrupted Hinako to misunderstand what love means
>>285594027You misunderstand what love means. We'd be lucky if someone loved us like Hina loves Airi.
>>285590483She would be perfect if she didn't ruin Airi's hair.
>>285595155I thought it was a downgrade too but that made it hotter. Imagine cutting off all her beautiful hair to make her look like a different version of you.
Almost there!
Act 18
>>285598346I love seeing Hina's games compared to Airi's. It's so obvious her heart is full of love and want...
And that's all for today! Airi has totally become Hinako's dress-up doll in exchange to not be alone.Do you like to cosplay?
>>285598545Not exactly cosplay but I'm ordering Jirai Kei clothes for my birthday in two days. I love the subculture.Anyways on the chapter, I really love how Hina's bullying of Airi has a completely different form, based on affection and sexualization. She really is the perfect one here.
>>285598464Manio sure does love writing about photographic sex work. Does anyone know if she's mentioned paying for onlyfans on any podcasts she's been on?>>285598545No, but I like seeing cosplayers post about construction or patternmaking because I have a modest interest in sewing.
>>285598200Is this airhead gyaru sexretly the sametest character?
>>285598966I should ask Anons to rate the characters at the end of the daily. I wonder if people like Airi or Hina more, if they like Ichika, etc. I'm not the OP.
>>285598412This is by far my favorite page of the entire manga. It's such a great contrast to the first diaper chapter and really shows how far Airi has fallen. This is peak domination_loss. This was the moment the manga cemented itself as my favorite. This whole chapter is my favorite and I was super waiting for this to get posted.
>>285598200
>>285598568I never really thought about it, but it's true. Hinako abuses Airi in a very affectionate way, completely different from the sadistic plays of Airi before. There's a line toward the end of the manga that I really love, but I'll talk more about it when we get there.
>>2855998721. Ichika2. Hina3. Airi4. Yoshimi5. Yuu6. Aoi7. SanaHonestly Ichika is the only one that's set in place. Hina and Airi had too much "character development" and I liked both of them better at the start. Aoi and Sana didn't have much characterization aside from being easy and them turning on Airi so easily soured me for them a little bit. Still waiting to see where Yoshimi goes from here. Yuu seems really nice but not very interesting.
>>285600354I always found it really sad. This entire part is so bittersweet to me.
>>285598144>Low cut glove arm ZRSeeeeeeeeex
>>285600525Yuu is gonna turn out to be the craziest one, isn't she?
>>285598144Airi can look really good with her short hair
>>285598144This manga would be better if they always dressed like this.
>>285598200Fuck you girl, I enjoy my depressive complacency.
>>285598211This is a genuine woman moment.
>>285598324Absolute Sex
This chapter is why I love this spread so much. This spread represents the whole manga to me.
>>285598262Hina won.
>>285598359>>285598376The duality of Airi-dom vs Hina-dom is fun. Good on the author for being able to write both distinctly.
>>285598464>all i wanted was to be with you hinaShe really has fallen.
>>285600299Airi just wants a pet or a toy to destress with and take out her aggression on. Hina would get you on some Munchausen's type shit where you're not allowed to leave the house or do anything even at home as she constantly lovebombs you and then rips at your insecurities in turn.
>>285598545Thank you for posting
>>285606134I wish I had a girlfriend like Hina. And in my opinion she wouldn't pick at my insecurities if I loved her willingly. Airi just needed a lot of work to get there.
I wish I learned about this manga earlier. I really wish I could have gotten this.
I'm sleepy but I want the thread to live
>>285604552In love, like she should have all along!
>>285609121Beautiful
>>285598545Thank you for posting.
I don't think there's ever been a more powerful domination loss than what's presented in this manga. From yanking a belly piercing because you got upset at your lover to having them take photos of you while you wear diapers. Incredible stuff and it still feels like an evolution of their relationship rather than something written purely for shock value
>>285615700And It's all her fault too. Airi created this monster and it became the only thing she (also a monster) has.
>>285616868I think Hina was this way all along.
Hina loves every Anon in this thread
>>285619424
>>285619424She doesn't like your cruddy
Act 19
>>285621797>>285621881She ghosted her for a month?
>>285621909No she just became a NEET
And that's all for today! Airi's room has become Hinako's personal rape room. But now Ichika is reaching out?Do you respond quickly to messages?
>>285622134Hina is such a good girlfriend. Airi doesn't deserve her.
>>285621942>>285621957>>285621976I think it's significant in this nightmare as well as the later one that what disturbs Airi is not the judgment of her peers but that Hinako doesn't need her. It's still selfish (it's still "I want Hina to care about me" rather than "I want to be good for Hina) but this kind of dependence is closer to love than what they had before. Probably.
>>285622424Dependence is a form of love in my opinion. And I'm pretty sure that both things always lurked in Airi's heart, genuine affection for Hina (that she was always scared of or bothered by) and complete selfishness and simply using her for her tendencies. Obviously the latter was always winning, but I don't think her dependence came out of nowhere. You can see this in those moments where the girls talk about bfs.
>>285622492The fact that others saying "Lesbian" appears in one of her breakdowns and that she got so upset at Baby Hina being affectionate I wonder if she was scared that hooking up with Hina would tarnish her image.
>>285615700I honestly think you're underselling how weird Hina's fetishes are. She's stacking like 4 or 5 of them at once (preschooler, cat ears, maid stuff, lingerie, diaper play) It's actually somehow worse than just mommy dommy diaper play
>>285622706I wonder what's up with that, given that Airi was perfectly happy to flaunt her relationship with Hina as a JC
>>285622707Most of it is just reversing what Airi did to her over weeks of time and compressing it into one evening.
>>285572816>I love your cruddy>I love your cloudy>I love your cloudy>I love your cloudy>I love your cruddyWhoever is in charge of the English titles will always be a do not.
>>285621942>>285621957>>285621976>>285621986So worse than being a freak would be for Hina to out-grow her.
>>285622036>>285622054>>285622075>exhausted girlfriend falls into your arms crying about being too lonely to sleep>immediately pivot to the sex toy you bought herHina's just as corrupted and emotionally cut off as Airi.
>>285624058What do you mean? She wants to make Airi feel good.
>>285621827>>285621844I always find this weird how in manga it's so common for a kid to basically drop out of highschool on a whim. In the west, it's so rare in normal households. Not just because of support systems and laws, it's just inconcieveble to most kids and their parents to just volentarily "stop going to school". No matter how embarassed you got. As a kid it's just not a choice you have. So it's always so odd to see stories where some becomes a NEET at 15 or whatever. Every day their parents should be bugging them "okay, go to school now, go to school, gotta go to school now". Or why didn't they just transfer Ari as a solution?Seems like parents in Japan are really fast to give up and go "well, guess my kid's not going to school anymore."
>>285622092>it's going in so easilyIs Hina calling Ari "easy"?
>>285625266Its part of their weird honor and shame culture, where the parents would rather let their kid hide themselves away rather than admit they as parents or their child became an abnormal failure.
>>285625304Airi is just so wet for Hinako
>>285622119That Airi face is pure sex.
>>285622707You're not seeing it through the right PoV. In reality it's all about humiliating Airi in affectionate ways that reinforce that she's hers. She treats her like a doll which is actually shown here >>285604391 At least that's how I see it. I think it's more what's behind these fetishes and not what exactly they are. For example you don't need to have a vomit fetish to find it hot to have your partner vomit for you just because you wanted it. >>285623438If you pay attention it lacks the sadistic streak. She does them in a way to make her reliant / submissive but she's not actually hurtful for sadism's sake.
>>285622151Damn, girl has got the weakest pussy ever.
>>285625266I dropped out of school like that when my BPD flared up and I tried to kill my toxic father for trying to take away my ability to contact my online gf and mocking me about it. I think it's simply that manga like this are very dramatic so extreme cases happen more often than in real life.
>>285622194Thanks OPI keep getting messages for people that stole my phone number for random shit, like not even scam stuff but doctor's visits or loan applications where callbacks are important even if you're scamming them.At this point I basically ignore everything that isn't a phone call.
>>285625266I forgot to add that for me it was actually at 17 so it was pretty close to your example of 15. The issues actually started way before too but that's when I finally did it.
>>285622707Hinako hasn't made Airi eat bugs or choke her out a window to drink her piss
>>285626085I mean, they *are* having sex
>>285572961Role reversal is so hot
>>285625266That's just Japan being ahead of us a couple of years when it comes to this stuff. When I (and probably you as well) was in school this stuff was unimaginable, but I have several teachers in my family and from what I hear these days you have one or two of these kids in every highschool and middleschool class. It's absolutely not rare anymore.
Hina deserved someone better
>>285631064Yes. She did. Her love is admirable.
Airi is so lucky to have Hinako
>>285622075>>285622134>>285622151i love jk yuri rape
>>285635649Yuri rape is underappreciated
>>285635649Source? <3
