Aren't you lonely?
yeah
>>286119066Nope.
>>286119066Not lonely, but touch starved.
>>286120064Anon...
By all metrics I should be but think my brain got its wiring mixed up wrong and ended up with the schizoid personality type.
>>286119066No longer. I found an autistic female (girl) who likes me at the ripe old age of 32. We're all going to make it.
>>286120267I found a 31 year old autistic GF a few months ago, and I fucked it up really bad a couple months in. She was the first girlfriend I had that was more intelligent than me. I miss her.Don't be like me.
>>286119066Yes, but there's nothing I can do about it.
Misaki should cuddle me once I come home exhausted from work.
I got a job and tried to not be a recluse and things didn't get better...
>>286119066Yes
>>286120267>>286120301i found an autistic girl at a convention and got her contact info and she completely shot down every attempt I made for us to do anything together and nothing happened at all before she unadded meI hate women
>>286119066yeah but i'm benching 2 pl8 again so it could be worse
For me it's manga Misaki. Which version do you guys prefer?
>>286122379Anime
>>286119066Nope, but after a few months, I still have yet to go out with her. She wanted to go out this month, but she got ill, which means that she will probably be working 7 days a week for the rest of the month and since she will be travelling in March. Half of those cancellations (two of them) were mine (Dengue fever sucks), so it is not like she is avoiding or playing games with me.We message each other daily, though and she does like me (her words), to the point of wanting a second date, despite not even going out on a first date yet. I also draw for her a fair bit (almost daily), but I am not that good (despite some of the folks on /ic/ saying that I am good). If you want, I can post one.Also Kureha Misaki best Misaki. Luv me Divergent Eve, simple as.
5 minute misaki
Aren't you lonely?Aren't you tired?Aren't you lost?Aren't you in pain?Are you even alive at this point?Don't you need her?
>>286123453https://litter.catbox.moe/ob3kby.mp4
>>286123453But I already have you... in my mind
>>286121548I did too and now I'm a recluse who was to leave his home and interact with insufferable people a couple times a week. Weirdly enough that did improve my mental health in some ways (and made it worse on other ways)
>>286123474cute!
>>286121548Working just frees your mind from the sense of shame of not providing for yourselfNothing else changes
>>286123601Our angel is that cute.
>>286119066>Aren't you lonely?yeahhow does it feels when a woman loves you?
>>286123474It's time for a rewatch.
>>286124205How does it feel when your imouto kisses you on the cheek?Unforgettable.
>>286122379A dead Misaki
Being lonely hurts
Satou rejected this.
>>286119066All these clowns who thought the message of nhk was "Get a job" when it was actually we are all so fucked but let's try our best and not shut ourselves off to others
918 days!
>>286119066I want to have sex with her
>>286125325Not being with Misaki is fatal
>>286125377Satou is a retard
>>286121341>Miskai should cuddle meFor how long?
No matter how shit this board becomes I can always count on retards missing the whole point of this show.
>>286121548>he fell for ti
Misaki's fat thighs
>>286128333What was the point?
>>286119066She's not coming, OP. It's time to let it go.
>>286124634gay and lame
>>286128333>le heckin point>muh media literacyyou don't need to become a soulless normalfag like yamazaki to be happy, but yea waiting for a real life misaki dumb
>>286132728Media Literacy is when bluesky leftism. It's just that simple.
>>286124205Pure oxytocin, core memories that you will never forget.
>>286124205Infinite reserves of low-level confidence.Secure, moisturized, getting-on-with-it.
>>286119066I've been alone for so long that I would genuinely be confused and made uncomfortable by someone wanting to spend time with me. There's no room for anyone in my heart at this point, only myself.
I like in a group home so not entirely. But in some ways I am because most the mentally ill people here are 9x worse than me and are extremely anti-social, so it often feels no different than being alone.
>>286133187Saame, r u in a coed one
>>286133203Unfortunately no or Id be banging every day haha
>>286119066of course i am. ive barely left my house in 10 years or so. used to laugh at the idea of shut ins. then i became one. oh the irony
>>286133218I was a couple years ago, and got a long term relationship with the only gril in the house lol. It was a not bad relationship mostly good, staff never let us spend a lot of time in bed together which felt like we were targeted.Im glad I finally have enough saved to get my own place soon
>>286133263That's good anon. But also fucked that you were targeted like that. Two adults in a relationship need to be left the fuck alone.
No one mentioned the point of NHK until>Look at how smart I am for watching it the right way
>>286125377she makes him worse
>>286134196He did it to himself.
>>286134236I want to cuddle Misaki to sleep.
>>286134241>JUST
>>286121682Actually incredible. I don't know how much of this was intentional but It's unreal how good this page is. Actually unbelievable.
Thought I would share since good suicide-themed shows are so rare, but WataTabe aired a short while ago.It leans more on the social dynamics around suicide and having no will to live. I thought it was nuanced and really good. Just a warning, it has yuri elements in case you are allergic.
>>286135125wrong thread faggot
bump
>>286134241Misaki was supposed to save him
Misaki was supposed to save ME
>>286128333>trying to make a point by saying nothing
>>286121548>I got a job and tried to not be a recluse and things didn't get better...Same. Got a job, and honestly it almost got worse. Now I get to be around people and can see constantly how awkward and behind I am compared to everyone else. It has made me realize that aside from keeping myself from being a burden on my parents, work hasn't changed my long-term plans. No house, no wife, no budget for anything beyond basic hobbies after saving for a couple paychecks, 40 years of waging.
I want Misakiss.
>>286121548Having your own money automatically makes things better.I live by myself thanks to the money I make at work, and that gives me a lot of piece of mind.
>>286136662He didn't deserve it.
>>286125377satou is gay
>>286119066NoWomen like Misaki don't exist irlWomen only want your money
>>286139635Faggots like satou shouldn't exist in real life.
>>286137473Come back
>>286125377He didn't.
>>286128333the show doesn't have any "point". the author of the original book said himself that he simply wanted to write a story about his own life and how he felt, without any major message or theme
Did anyone bother with the rebuilds? How bad are they?
>>286140576didn't misaki become an e-whore in the rebuild?
>>286139942No.
>>286141793wtf?
Misaku
>>286138173
>>286143878
>>286132728Yamazaki ended up liking his farm job and judging by the ecchi figgies in his room, he's still an otaku. I don't think he became soulless, just happy.
Milksaki
>>286143678does satou ever kiss misaki in the manga?
>>286119066I want to her to swallow my semen while it drips from her hair and I am filling her pussy
>>286146348Stop degrading your angel.
>>286146988Is manga misaki a sociopath?
>>286148965Nah, just manipulative.
manga > anime > novel
>>286148672No
>>286146988BPDemon
>>286146273yes. also sexes her
>>286119066Lonely?There's a solution for that. It's called tulpamaxxing
>>286151792God, imagine filling Misaki with cum
Imagine Misaki sucking your dick then riding you
>>286153019That just gives demons a chance to influence you. I speak from experience.
>>286139684I agree, you have to take accountability for your own life, but my point still standsI'm not lonely because women suck, they only want men for their resources. I have nothing to give. I'm not a provider
>>286154722Why should I be lonely when women only want you for money? This exists in every dynamic, traditional and modern.
She saved me.
>>286156392how
>>286119066not anymore. at some point during 13 years the body adapts to the new normal.
>>286137240No. YOU were supposed to save Misaki.
If you don't work you don't eat. This is the moral of NHK.
>>286151792ok fine I'll read it
>>286151792does it show them kiss or do we just assume it happened offscreen in this part?