>ugh, I hate what I have become and secretly wish to die>wait I might get to peacefully fade from existence after eating that quantum cat boy? NOOOO I MUST SACRIFICE THE MILLIONS OF MOSTLY INNOCENT SOULS I'VE CONSUMED SO I CAN COME BACK TO LIFEWhat was his problem?
he never said any of that
>>288117035The public and the publisher persuaded the author to bring him back to life
>>288117035You got filtered. Alucard wants to be proven wrong, that the choice he made 500 years ago in a moment of weakness was a mistake. He is looking for a man in that same position strong enough to keep his humanity and defeat him. Like every other line of dialogue he has in the series is about men and monsters.