>>31534815
I had a small business but was gonna off myself and shut it down a year ago.
I love on welfare, so I don’t have to work for my housing. If I sit around all day doing nothing it makes no difference. There is no future for me to look forward to and I’ve been ground down over the years. For the past three years I have been so suicidally depressed that the majority of my time was spent in bed doing nothing. Now I don’t want to die, but I have no passion and I just don’t care.
No family, no friends. My biggest hobby has been watching YouTube and playing video games. I’ve never actually created anything and now I am old. My body hurts and I want to do things even less.
Is it hopeless?

>>31534815
I have experience losing passion.
Not reigniting it though.

>>31534883
Then we both need this advice.
The worst pain is the cold numbness of not being able to feel anymore.

just do it