Hello everyone, my name is Temirlan and I am from Kazakhstan. For the last 3 years I have been living with thoughts of suicide, due to the fact that I lost many people close to me (brother, father and mother in an accident 3 years ago and a girlfriend a year earlier). At first, I was held back by the thought that I wanted to help my close sister and did not want her to grieve even more. I had large debts, over $9,000, left over from my parents, so it was a difficult period for me. And now I’m already at rock bottom and on the verge of suicide, I think about it every day and try to think positively, because I still have a little sister. But I am still under pressure from the guardianship authorities due to the fact that our living conditions are poor; if this happens, I will definitely fold my arms and give up. I would like to think that God loves me, but if he exists why did we get so much pain and suffering. Every day I try to survive and just to bring food, I don’t even know if I can eat tomorrow and feed my sister without ending up on the street. It’s just that everything bad that could happen to us happened. I’m just trying with all my might and at the moment I’m already on my last breath. Yesterday the guardianship authorities arrived and did another check. And he said, if in 2-3 days my sister’s living conditions do not improve, then they will take her away from me. I don’t know what to do, and now I’m sitting here thinking what to do, I can’t let this happen. I have already tried to apply for various benefits and so on, but due to the fact that we have a highly corrupt country, they ask for money everywhere. At the moment I work two jobs (cashier during the day and courier at night) and sleep 4-6 hours, this money is enough to rent an apartment (18 sq/m in a terrible area) and for food. We had everything, I sold it a long time ago to pay off part of the loans, and at the moment there is a struggle for life every daymy telegram: Lastheroka
>>31543270hi temirlan. i am normally not nice to anyone on this board or website but here i go. im sorry to hear life is being so cruel to you, especially with regards to the deaths of your family. i know it is not easy. if i had the answers i would give them to you. it sounds like you are trying your hardest which is more than most people. my heart goes out to you & sister. i think god would be proud of your hard work.
>>31543270Hey BroLike the above person, I'm usually also here to insult retards with stupid "problems", but in your case I'm really sorry to hear what you're going through. I wish I could help you, my only advice I can give you is to not let your sister alone, because then you would let her behind with the same problems you have + she then has to deal with your loss too.Like the person above also said, you're already doing your best, other people would give up on things that aren't even real problems, you're strong buddy!I wish you and your sister can somehow manage this difficulz situation!
>>31543408im the above>coming to /adv/ to roast retards with fake problems and hope they wake the fuck up is pretty funny
>>31543270Scam spam thread.
>>31543424oh bother. guess i’ll never be nice to anyone here again.
>>31543424i don't begging or asking money, just want moral help from someone
>>31543270Anon, please don't do it, keep trying, keep fighting, I love you and so does God.
>>31543270OP is a conman who posts this once a week. If you contact him, he will beg for a "loan." DO NOT FALL FOR THIS FRAUD.
