From 9-14 I used to watch lolicon occasionally, before I full stopped that pedo shit. I feel like ropemaxxing as I turning 19 now, really just feel disgusted with myself. Any advice or am I fucked?
>>31679873Yeah sure, I dunno, whatever, your life.
Why the fuck would you rope over something that get spammed on this website daily
>>31679873The fact you're disgusted is a good sign that isn't reflective of who you really are. Perhaps you should seek therapy. Maybe you just had a really bad porn addiction.
>>31679884Yeah I was suicidal for my teenage years, a ton of skipping school and masturbating. The more I masturbated the worse stuff I got into, when I reached loli I was disgusted with my self and quit that shit. I still jackoff though I'm trying to quit, couple times a week to normal vanilla porn.
>>31679873What would you think of someone who confessed the same thing to you? Would you think a 12 year old was a degenerate beyond help or would you think they were obviously a dumb kid following hormones and not really understanding what the fuck they were looking at/doing, and that it's their morals and choices as an adult that is the important thing?If you feel that badly about it you could look into what you can do to try and make a difference, maybe saving up money/making extra money and donating to a charity that helps survivors of child sexual abuse.
>>31679930Good point, not donating money nor helping survivors or any of that libtard shit. Just wanted to know if this made me one of those pedo shit bags or not. peace
>>31679873>From 9-14 I used to watch lolicon occasionallyIsn't that like watching porn since you watched someone your own age? I know a lot of guys who watched that shit and zoo stuff because of it's shock value. Maybe some really fapped to it, who knows. They are "normal" adults now.
>>31679873I got blackmailed by a pedo to send underage nudes, should I rope myself????
>From 9What the fuck how were you able to get that shit at 9
>>31679873>just feel disgusted with myself. don't be you're a victim of the jewish porn pushers.. they try to get you while you're young.>hentai on psp 11-12
>>31681190Our generation is one of the most cursed with evil outside of our control, op is one of them, take something to think.Op found this stuff late compared to alpha kids, they are now finding porn and bizarre shit even earlierThis is something that goes with the modern apathy from parents to secure their children, from the porn industry and their consumption, from the media and so on
>>31681243>>31681563>>31679907More to address , and that is the only way to escape from this shit is to leave any form of porn, the whole of the porn industry is meant to steal the vitality from those who consume from it.While you think is the beast way to progressive deuse of porn, reality is that porn is something to think and an habit.The way I stopped using porn was a week without web browsing, but I suppose is better to try this while you have people to talk to or work withWith these week allows you to look at what you think and with this you may find better use of your day, porn is something that steals our time as I said early.Don't let the jews in the Induatry control you like and indian
>>31679873You probably watched Mickey Mouse cartoons around the same age. Does that make you guilty of bestiality?
>>31679873if anyone should be watching child porn it's children, dw
>>31681648>While you think is the beast way subliminal or a funi typo...bottom line of post is true the only way to win is to not consume.
>>31679873It's fictional tho
It's not that deep, when I was a teen I liked lolis too, in the cases where they were depicted as girls in high school or middle school it never felt weird since they were supposed to be around my age.Now that I'm an adult I don't like them anymore since love would be the better word to describe it. Such is life.
>>31681825men don't really stop being attracted to anything just because they get older though, so it's tick tock for him until creepville
>>31679873you were a kid anon be easy on yourself! :)
>>31679873Are you dumb, stupid, or dumb? Huh? The moralist online were the same group praising Susan Wojcicki son’s death. You’re taking their opinions seriously?
>>31681190Are you retarded? Loli has been a thing for decades, it's older than most of the zoomers infesting this site nowadays.
>>31679880spbp
>>31686982>most of the zoomersAll*
>>31679873You were a kid yourself, anon. What are kids gonna be attracted to? Other kids. As long as you aren't into that sort of thing still, you're fine. I am glad you admit it was wrong.
>>31679873I think your over worrying about literally nothing. Kids use to do "I show you yours, you show you mine" even before internet and I doubt any of them killed themselves. Life isn't about living perfectly, you've been in the darkness, deep enough to appreciate the light. Killing yourself is just denying yourself a redemption (in your eyes) to live in that light.
>>31679873you're overthinking, find something to do, a job or a hobby and the rest will be daijoubu.
>>31687552nta, but God this gave me a lot of hope. Very well put.
>>31686982HE WAS A FUCKING NINE YEAR OLD YOU OBSESSED FNF PEDO NIGGER COMMIE EPI SPADETRANNY ACK YOURSELF NOOOOOOOOOW
Lol I started fapping at the age of 11. Depraved shit like tentacle, vore, bbw, breast expansion, all types of crazy shit. Nowadays I fap to vanilla or just bbws and honestly I feel normal? I dunno, just dont make it define your character OP.
>>31679873Anon...do you have OCD? cause if this thoughts about being a pedo haunts you every moment of your day you probably have POCD which is intrusive thoughts about pedophilia, it's by far the worst one and i had it too and during those days i almost killed myself because i thought i would harm some innocent kid. but it never happened cause thank god im not attracted to that horrible shit, listen we all masturbated to weird shit as kids, we were naive we didn't know what was sex and we had the horrible opportunity to live our childhood with unparented internet making us discover extremely depraved shit. But im telling you know, if you feel like you wanna die cause you are scared of hurting someone you are not gonna hurt anyone, that's the main rule of the intrusive thoughts. my best advice to you is to close 4chan and try your best to get your mind out of it, jerk off only when you feel like it and FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DO N O T TEST YOURSELF, that is your mind tricking you to be even more anxious about it, stay safe anon, i know you will not hurt anyone.
