>23>5'6>High school dropout at 16>Astigmatism >Diagnosed ADHD at 20>Overbite yellow teeth>Severe acne>Pectus excavatum>Skinny fat>Asian>Round chinky faceIt's over. Curse this fucking life. I'm too spergy for people. The way I talk and walk signals anyone to distance. Obsessively conscious of my appearance, but then I don't have the discipline to keep up my hygiene. Very low impulse control for academic endeavors or exercise. I would rather play vidya or daydream. I only exist to be compared as an inferior to a superior. If there's a God, I beg to smite me dead. My abandoned pleading is proof that I am just a cruel joke for your amusement. There are days where I'm indifferent about my conditions, and I wish it perpetually, but I can't keep pretending anymore. I cringe to my core. I would like to believe I'm living a lie, a denial that it's not over, yet it is. I desire nothing but the world to devour under my feet. Fuck the dice roll of this universe.
>>31682005>1. Get GED. You need this for 90% of jobs. >2. Look into janitor/evs/patient transport/jobs at a university hospital or a regular hospital system. >3. See/ask if fine print gives you insurance benefits with that hospital group. Get insurance. >4. Use insurance to treat medical issues (ADHD, teeth, astigmatism, acne). >???>5. Profit!>6. If working for university hospital, they will pay for your fucking schooling. Get degree/training. PROFIT. Start with GED classes/course. This is the magic ticket. No one else is going to solve this but you, fucker.
Just take a fucking shower and learn some self- control. Jesus you're helpless.
>>31682027Also forgot to mention front desk jobs at hospital, slipped my mind.
