Long story short, when I was hospitalised for a condition that almost killed me (or at least felt like it was going to), I developed through specific circumstances a really disgusting sexual fetish, that's at its core anti human and revolting to me. Even though its been a while since then, I can't break free from it, especially when I get flareups and feel extremely low. I feel emotionally dead and actually feel so horrible getting off to it that I stop, but the flareup continues and I come back to it. I really want to not have it anymore at all, and before you ask, no it isnt cuckoldry, but something much worse
Normally kinks who you develop over time are caused by porn. Do you believe that this has something to do with it or just with the trauma you've had?
>>32003881How many times are you going to make this thread
>>32003881Turn gay
>>32003881What's the fetish? Is it pedophilia? Necrophilia? That information might help
>>32004187yeah tell us op you coward bitch