Is there no way out of all this?
No :(
>>32006721then do you really desire death? why are you in a rush to die? is someone going to kill you soon?death is promised to come sooner or later, you might never get to experience life againwhy do you want to throw it away?
>>32006788based Ritsu poster
>>32006721 If you fear suicide, that mean you still have something to lose.Instead of focusing on why you want to die, think and reflect on what's stopping you from doing it ? Suffering ? Dreams ? Family ?Seek for your answer and maybe you will regrow the will to live again.
>>32007049>FamilyNot OP but this is the reason for me. I don't want my family to live with the oldest son/brother dead by suicide. OTOH NEETing might be worse.I could have been normal, frens. WTF happened.
>>32006788Ritsu....
>>32007049Can't place an order online and don't have a drivers license to go there and get it myself.
>>32007373That's a good mindset to begin with. It means that you care about those around you by not being a selfish person.It makes you a good person.Why wanting being normal when you can be exeptional in the eyes of your loved ones ?I don't think they want you to be sad nor have to worry about you.Today you live for the reasons you mantion but tomorrow try to live for making them proud being their son/brother by trying to be the best version of yourself for them.
>>32006721Live a better life
>>32006721you're depressed mate. its time to address your inner turmoil with honesty
>>32007373you still can be.
>>32006721Join the war in ukraine. You will be giving your life for zog and get to experience the horrors of war. That should make you want to live.
>>32006721Everybody dies, OP.Just wait
>>32008630Why wait?