I'm worried I'm going blind or deaf or that I might die soon. My eyesight and hearing seem like they're going and I haven't been able to defecate right. I don't know what to do. I just wanted to tell someone.
>>32221820Go to the doctors. Could be serious. Don’t take this as gospel - but looking up your symptoms lead to serious possibilities.
>>32221840I'm poor and the doctors don't care. They're probably looking to see if I'll die or resort to stealing food. Where I live they take bets on what the homeless will do and then the person that loses will get pissed and try and have you poisoned.Also yeah, I take it that we're back to "Jesus speak" because people have been playing "tower of babble" with how they structure language to fuck with me. They have gaslighters try and get women interested in Jesus while the person they're fucking with is dying. I've seen it in the hospitals. Epicly fucked up.The "code phrase" I've seen for the inception style "yeah we're totally fucking with you" is "Jesus loves you" along with stickers of same. It's done by crazies that are part of the feminazi crypto anarcho gay circles. Then you find out there's a guy at Costco or something named Jesus that's just giving you COVID. It's just incredibly sad. I remember this dick for brains in the ER with a faux religious shirt was comforting a woman that was crying and throwing up and I'm assuming had found out she had been led on.I'm not religious in a church going way but I'm just so fucking tired of everyone around me being a prick. And I don't want to be sick. So I don't know. I don't trust anyone to give me a job if it were even possible at this point. Everyone in my city just sucks. It's depressing.
>>32222171I’m serious anon, vision problems + hearing issues + pooping issues is a very unique combination that points to MS (Multiple Sclerosis). It’s a condition that also causes fatigue, tiredness, and impairs thinking, coordination, etc. Left untreated, it’ll put you in a wheelchair. Go to a doctor.
>>32222222really this is the get
>>32222222 v/OP, >>32221820, you have fucking cancer. Go to the fucking doctor.
>>32222222if this doesn't send OP to the doctor he should receive perma ban
>>32222222what a waste
>>32222222>American healthcare GETKEK
>>32222222It's a possibility. I don't know what it is. I'm going back to the doctors this week if it matters. It's privacy just gangsters poisoning me and there isn't much of a solution for assholes. I didn't have the problems before multiple people started fucking with my food so I take it it's some kind of poison that might have to work it's way out of my system and for which I may never recover. I just hate and distrust people now. I can't even take anyone seriously when asking how I'm being made sick. People were a mistake. There should have just been nothing.
>>32222270It matters that you at least are going soon, yeah. Bring up the symptoms with them, and try to keep the doctor focused on the symptoms and don’t let them steer the conversation away from the symptoms. It’s important you assert yourself and insist they take your symptoms seriously. If you don’t 100% trust the doctors and feel like it’s not favourable for you to just take their word, at least record the visit via audio recording, like on your phone or some other device. Discreetly set it to record while you discuss your health. That way you have proof of conversation, and it can reassure you that you’ll catch any lies or contradictions. Or maybe you may notice they are consistently telling you the truth over time. Who knows. Either way, it’ll help you feel less confused about your scenario. Good luck brother, and i’m sorry you’re having a rough time.
>>32222270a guy comes with every fucking symptom pointing straight to just one disease, gets properly diagnosed with a legendary get, then proceeds to provide even more pre-diagnosed symptoms, completely oblivious to the diagnosis.this is like the perfect summary of this board, really
>>32222270>multiple people started fucking with my foodSo you are shizo and have MS. You doubly need to see a doctor.
>>32222290Yeah fuck you too. Clearly hobo troll. I wouldn't have becone paranoid if you hadn't been drugging me in my sleep you cunt. Too hard to do your drugs in such a way that it doesn't bother other people and you had to ruin it for everyone. I don't like waking up high or fucked up. You're a dick that's looking for someone to blame for making someone paranoid and then being surprised he acts irrationally. You're a dick.
>>32222427Getting me high and fucked up and then singing and whispering to me at night and using a fucking strobe light for several months was a nice touch. You're fucking right I recorded your ass. The fuck did you think I was going to do? The hell is your problem man? And the dumbfuck part of the whole thing is that I'm a generally (rational in moderation non addictive not let's lay down in the gutter and shove needles in our arm) drug positive person. I fucking hate people so fucking much. But that's right. I'm supercop. Fucking hell man.
>>32222474Even the way I write and speak now is completely fucked up from all the shit I've been through and I can tell based on just rereading what I wrote. Everyone in San Francisco is a massive bastard.
>>32222483The fucked up part is that now everyone hates and distrusts me. And it's like for what? I don't steal, I don't assault people, I don't go around giving a shit about drugs or shit that doesn't affect me and I've had people switch hurting playing the "I'm not touching you" of dark psychology and mind fucking and just following me having people smoke drugs around me all the time for fucking years. So I obviously just write all that shit down because I have no idea what the fuck else to do. And when I'm circled by people being assholes then it's not like I can make friends or get a job even though I've tried. Is this just to prove you can fuck someone over just to do it? I'm not a billionaire. I'm not a Bond villain or the heir to untold riches. I don't have magic fucking powers. You just want to fuck over someone to prove that you can at which point it's like ok you don't believe in anything other than being a dick. Like not even "we believe in money or friendship" levels of easy. So I'm just fucked over for no reason. It doesn't make any sense to me and I just walk through life looking at all the people around em and going "yep, there's another one". At some point you'll all be able to cover your tracks so we'll from everyone that's fucked me over that any friends I do make will be bullshit and laugh or hate me behind my back from all the times they've managed to fuck me over. Which is like great, you've set up a system based on distrust so all the friends of those guys will hate each other because they're all moronic dickbags who think they're self important so they fuck each other over just to do it. And all of this started on me for no reason other than to cover somebody's ass. Or in a bet. Or just randomly because fuck it why not. Someone with power was bored. At least with mass surveillance and LLMs maybe this kind of bullshit social engineering might be a bit harder. But whatever it'll probably just make it worse instead.
>>32221820You do too many drugs.
>>32222222Epicest getIf he had MS for real he most likely wouldn't even be able to take his meds regularly, even on days when his psychosis doesn't tell him the pills are little alien eggs.OP, if you're still lurking here, just wait for it to pass, you will be daijobou :3