It's normal to not have a long term memory?Like I don't remember much of my past.Also I don't feel comfortable when other people try to be friendly or praise me, I'm more confortable when others simply don't notice me or simply are indiferent about me.Also, I feel more confortable when a 4chan anon is very toxic towards me and want to be his friend over another guy trying to be very gentle and friendly.I also don't enjoy socializing a lot, neither having to go to parties, drinking, smoking or doing normie stuff like going outside, going to see nature, leaving my room.I rather read a book over socializing.I also don't enjoy discussing other people social life or listening his family issues.Also, I remember my closest friend I felt I was socializing too much if I went to his house more than once every two months.Never had a female friend.
>>32222840"Normal" is a very loaded term. Regardless, from your description you just sound like a typical introvert. There's nothing unusual about you.
>>32222840i think you're hurt from your past experiences in life, you are blocking those memories and probably damaging yourself in the meantime by getting away from people that want to actually help you?
