>>32275573
a thread died for this

idk how to not be corny, but it's never worth it. ik a few ppl who've had the choice. there always someone who will notice you're not there. There's always someone who will find you motionless. whatevers going on you'll get through it. Control over your life doesnt mean throwing it away, it's how you live you're life and how you pass the time. Who you meet, what you see. Do something that distracts you. anon i dont know you but i have hope for you.

>>32276016
thanks

anytime, have a good night

>>32275573
be honest for once in your life, cris

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>>32275573
Do a flip lmao

>>32275573
If you had the balls and weren't an attentionwhore - you'd already do it. That's how it works - you either just do it or you go and farm sympathy points online.
You'll never do it because you're a pathetic loser. That's the fact.
Wanna do it - remember, down the street, not across the road. And do it silently. Faggot.

>>32275573
>but i want to feel in control for once
anon you are a bit pathetic desu, bc this thread is extremely ironic. You seek our direction when you want to feel in control? How does that make sense?

If you want to feel in control do things which go against your urges.
Sleep at a normal time tonight. Wake up at a normal time
Do a workout right now. Express your agency but doing things which are conducive to your goals. Then take a moment to notice that YOU took control and did those things, despite your body urging you to be still, to sleep in, and to not do anything. Congrats you're in control.

Now think about your life and create some goals like "volunteer as an emt and save a life" and start working towards those goals. Your goal might need some training, in which case you will need to sign up for a local community college (or wherever the relevant training can be obtained) and get that training. Then go out into the world with that new knowledge (the training) and achieve your goal. Then write down a new goal, do the training, go out... You will feel happy and fulfilled.

This will be the best advice in this thread. No problem anon. I used one of my goals in this writing, but you can think of your own goal or borrow mine if you want.

>>32275573
no, mr federal agent sir
you shouldn't
unless it's this >>32278694