no you're just the A+ at the end of LGBTQI

you have a right to be respected and no one should make you feel like you don't belong for being different

>>32318481
Brother you're depressed, scared of intimacy and the architecture of your psyche is based on negative self-beliefs.

Starting your age I began taking viagra because I thought I was impotent, had Ed whatever. Even questioned my sexuality. Masturbating a came without even being hard. Blood work came out as normal.

When starting relationships and getting comfy I'd be horny all the time until depression started to settle because I was unable to be vulnerable and congruent with my very reel feelings, needs and truths.

Now at 28 my dick works as good as never before and its all 90% mental well-being 10% working out and 100% having a good girl at my side.

Go take therapy, shrooms, quit porn and be bold in speaking ypur truth to girls. Dont get fooled by hookup culture, expecting to fuck on first dates. Dont care about being called a fag for wanting to take it slow. A sex god slumbers within you and there is are good girls out there with the emotional maturity to unleash that.

Love yourself, G, and do some serious soul seeking.

>>32318527
Hope I'm not asexual, I'd just kms.
>>32318547
This meant a lot, I really gotta get tested because sex is not the only thing I'm not interested in. I gotta force myself to do everything these days, barely making food for myself and skipping gym frequently, etc.. Probably depressed, but not gonna self diagnose just like that, I'll test myself.

>>32318481
i am also like this.
>>32318547
based response

>>32318547
>Brother you're depressed, scared of intimacy and the architecture of your psyche is based on negative self-beliefs.
>Starting your age I began taking viagra because I thought I was impotent, had Ed whatever. Even questioned my sexuality. Masturbating a came without even being hard. Blood work came out as normal.
That checks out to me almost perfectly. Currently in a relationship and I have no libido and when I do try for the sake of my GF I almost always struggle with ED (has worked in the past, though it has always been a struggle, but I think the past half dozen times has resulted in failure) and it's taking a toll on my mental well-being. A week ago she asked if I wanted to take a break from trying which was a relief, but to my irritation she has asked/initiated four out of the six past days and gotten visibly upset when I wasn't in the mood, which doesn't help to alleviate my negative attitude towards sex because right now it seems like it's damned if I do, damned if I don't. I've got to go to bed in around 20-30 minutes and I'm already starting to dread it. Not sure if I should just mask being happy (instead of feeling hollow like I'm doing right now) and give sex an attempt or if I should just take the hit, say no and then do whatever emotional maintenance I need to do so soothe her afterwards.
My erections aren't always very hard but I can get very hard when jerking off (though I rarely do that nowadays, it happens maybe once every other month if I wake up hungover, I try to save my limited sexual energy for the relationship) so I know it's just a mental block but I have no idea how to get over it. It seems that trying and trying just results in more negative experiences which further sullies my subconscious attitude towards sex. I'm wondering if sex just isn't for me, I've never had a high libido and when I do have sex I don't feel particularly into it - my wind wanders to other things instead of enjoying the physical sensations.

>>32318583
>This meant a lot, I really gotta get tested because sex is not the only thing I'm not interested in. I gotta force myself to do everything these days, barely making food for myself and skipping gym frequently, etc.. Probably depressed, but not gonna self diagnose just like that, I'll test myself.
Yeah, I feel that. I'm not excited about anything and I haven't been in a long time. Gym is a chore and I'm completely numb just thinking about going to the movies, a museum, going camping, learning and instrument, drawing or whatever it is that people do to enjoy themselves. Everything is just so gray and it feels like there's a big hurdle to do anything, and even if I were to surpass said hurdle the reward wouldn't be worth it. I'm half contemplating just buying some ADHD medication and use stimulants to force myself to learn programming or something.

lmao when i was 21 i would cum so many times in a day. i would fuck my gf twice and jack it