>Impress group of narcissist girls>Get idealized, talked about constantly, "he's so cool" (actually 4chud but started exercising and worked on my personality)>They spent 3 semesters talking about me, trying to get me, but I avoid them because I'm chud>Finally (2024) they do a lttle thing where they trick me into seeing the girl who liked me a lot>My chudness emerges for a brief moment>She gets confused, ew, gets the ick>She becomes different person, I become total chud, smile insecurely>She tells me I can just go, with indifferent tone>Don't know how to react, know there are no words I can say to win this retard over, it's finished, she doesn't like me anymore, I am discarded>Make joking comments but nothing works, she has become sarcastic and basically wants to wrap up asap>I feel humiliated, as if I was in The Bachelor and lost, but I didn't want her>Chud overdrive afterwards>Idealize her, miss her, want her>Start identifying with chud version of myself again, rather than chad version they idealized so much>Stuck in destructive cycleHow do I break free from this? I did nothing wrong. I didn't even want them, and I feel like I've been set back 5 years without my own doing. Now they talk about me negatively. I know they are the ultimate losers in the end, they are miserable people and they suck, but at the same time maybe not and I am a chud
meditate on this image deeply and you will be cured(also stop worrying so much about what you are or what other people think you are or what they say you are or whatever. you are you. and that's okay. just live as well as you can.)
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>>32320580I am a 39y old 4/10 neet chud with no job, no house, no money, no future, nothing. Most women are invisible to me and I won't settle for anything less than a 7/10 with a banging body and pretty face who is half my age.God owes me a beautiful loving white wife to make up for the cards I've been dealt in this life and for all the suffering I had to endure.
>>32320580Keep obsessing over it and you'll never get over it. I hate this advice but just move on, it is what it is. You just got nervous and let them get the better of you, now just build your confidence up and be able to laugh about this in a few years
>>32320580Happened to me as well.
Some things you can’t change and other things you can For example if you’re mentally retarded you are limited But you can attempt to modify some behavior Essentially you fell into the trap of honesty caring about success with these women and psyched yourself outMen with near unlimited options with women know another one will come along quickly and aren’t as effected At least you know you can act well enough to bring them in, by pretending not to careOnce it was obvious you really did care and got desperately nervthey assume you cannot bring in other women Stop caring and have the outlook that more options will arrive I cannot stress doing this enough when you’re young and more options exist These doors close quickly so don’t waste time on these women move onto the next group
