I found a job after college where I use all the adobe stuff on a daily basis. Every day, editing and creating artwork but not exactly portfolio pieces. I want to become a better designer but I feel like I'm missing a special sauce - something that drives me. I see designers online making great stuff and it's like their lives are centered only around design, how do I do something similar? I have never felt truly passionate about something, only interested. What's the secret?
>>32323363Meth
>>32323363I am autistic, but that doesnt make you productive or functional. So, well.Whats the actual secret? I only know mine. Basically my life history determined my interest (and its not UI stuff). Its like Im doomed to do my shit and I dont even know if Ill be paid for it, ever. You probably dont want to go the retarded way...Just do some side projects, or some collaboration. Social pressure is a great motivator
>>32323363>How do I become autistic?Damage or deform the parietal lobes of your brain until your sensory processing takes permanent hit, and then isolate/withdraw from socialising for a lifetime and you too can be autistic.
>>32323363do shrooms or any other kind of psychadelic, the majority of artists who have tried it have reported feeling more creative after doing it