I was somewhat recently diagnosed with depression, and even though my therapist says I've gotten better (I've been lying to him desu) I know I haven't completely recovered. Doing small tasks is a major struggle, I feel overwhelmed all the time, and the constant suicidal thoughts have creeped back in, not to mention I'm in a bit of a do or die situation right now regarding university where I've been telling my parents that I'm going to graduate when I'm almost definitely going to fail one of the required classes for graduation this semester. Needless to say, I don't think therapy has completely worked for me, it helped in some ways, but obviously me lying to the therapist and my parents about my mental state hasn't helped. Any advice to get out of this? I think I might need SSRIs at this point even though I was adamant against taking them before. I'm not a fan of psychoactive drugs in general (years of vyvanse and adderall use already fucked me up), and I'm very wary of the hormonal side effects of SSRIs specifically, considering the gym and my gains have been the only thing keeping me from killing myself thus far. Any advice?
>>32324830Bump
>>32324830>Any advice to get out of this?How about you stop lying to your therapist for a start?
>>32324830> I might need SSRIsThat’s what they want you to think.
>>32324830https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QT3fOMJdfbc
