hi, ill go right to the point. for the past 8 years or so me and this girl have liked eachother and just a week ago decided to try having a relationship because in the past she just drived me crazy cuz i couldt understand her or what she wanted.there is an important event in the middle of these years that had an impact now days, ill explain it in another post, here in argentina we call "boludeo" when a wonen just plays with you and your feelings. remember that for later.anyways, she broke up with her ex just a few weeks ago and when i propose to her she said yes but a few hours later she said that she wasnt comfortable with having another relationship just after breaking up so she said no to me BUT heres comes the event that i talked about.
>>32329737It's not going to work. Cut her out. If things were going to work you wouldn't be asking for help on 4chan.
so, one night we go to this girl house to play monopoly and shit ande she COMPLETLY ignored the fact that just a few days ago we slept together and kiss eachother all night. this ringd a bell in me and absolutly distroyed me because i didnt know what to fell or say because it will be seen as something out of place/wrong/with no sense. this is what we call "boludeo" , i confused myself.later that night, i was walking back home with a friend i a talked about this with him and i got a response i didnt like at all, ( HERE STARTS THE EVENT I TALKED ABOUT), he told me that i should just live with it so i could just have a GF at the end of the weekend.how tf you just shut up when you cant know what you want, arround 1 am or so i send this girl and my friend to fuck themselves via text and i said some reeeally mean shit to this girl.then we cut connections, till a month ago.
alr, with that explained i will go to the last part, heres what i cant stop thinking about.after all the shit that i said she decided to forgive me, now days we are something all do i dont know what.heres my cuestion: i know where im going and im not going back BECAUSE i like where im going all do its going to hurt me? or im just blinded by the weird love that this girl gave me and gives me? what do i do? thinking about this just sends me back to that night were i send everything to hell, is that a signal? do i do it again?Please 4channers, help me with your wisdom.
i forgot to say that i talked this with her, can you guys believe what she said?SHE SAID SHE LOVED ME MORE THAN ANY EX SHE HAD BUT WE COULDNT BE SOMETHING BECAUSE THERES ALLWAYS AN EXCUSE.how the fuck do you allways find a way to fuck up something? what the fuck? am i the stupid mf that just keeps going to her for the kisses and the love i cant get with ANY OTHER BITCH?????? i cant keep pretending im ok with waiting until she decides to be comfortable with herself to have a relationship. i need help before i make the same mistake, twice.
alr so i read everyting i said in the post, it is stupid.at the end i have taken the same decicion as allways, i will wait for her the time she needs but i wanted to point that i cant help myself and i just cant decide by myself anymore.i just want to stop feeling so dumb for loving someone that probably is just playing with me or boludeandome. what tf did i turn into?
>>32329776>go to this girl house to play monopoly and shitThat's a weird date. Don't you have a toilet at home?
