I'm 30. I had a girl show interest in me in middle school and fucked that up when she realized I was a massive sperg. Same in Highschool with another girl. College I only got 3 hook ups the whole time I was there and got performance anxiety all 3 times. Never finished with anyone. I got crippled when I was 25 and my left leg cant keep up with the right. Right shoulder got surgery, but it will never be normal again. Almost went homeless in 2019. Missed meals in 2019.I have lived through so god damn much alone. I wanted someone to be with me through everything but at this point the scars of life have run too deep. Women aren't interested in a short crippled guy who's got a thousand yard stare after going hungry and losing himself in 2019. I'd say I'm just happy to be alive. But I'm just alive. I should have kept those acid tabs.
>>32329935I can't say much to offer you help you but I will say this, someone will come along and appreciate you, God rewards those who struggle, but keep on living.
>>32329950Hey thanks Christbro. I do not share your faith, but I accept your well wishes.
>>32329955All good mate no worries, I'm glad it helped a bit.
At least you got three hook ups. To even get to that point is unimaginable to many guys
>>32329935>College I only got 3 hook ups the whole time I was there and got performance anxiety all 3 times.you have literally no real problem. if you can get 3 hookups you can get 3000. you aren't hard gated into true forced loneliness. not even worth posting
>>32330406you a boohoo nigga worse than me. and I bitch enough to post here.
>>32329935pretty much in the same boat op. 30 years old, never had a girlfriend. i graduated from college with latin honors, countless older people tell me im so polite and well mannered, but to all the broads whining about dating some douchebag who doesnt show her any respect, what good has being courteous done for me. i wouldnt go as far as saying im a khhv, but the few times ive hooked up with chicks something weird ends up happening and i either get performance anxiety or some sort of weird cock block happens right as im about to seal the deal. the last time i went to a rave with 2 chicks, came back to her place, the 3 of us were making out on her bed, feeling each other up, having a fun time, and then suddenly she says wait a sec im going to be sick, and starts projectile vomiting into her garbage can. it was pretty much that moment that sealed it for me. i realized i was going to die alone. no matter what happens, some inevitable fate will always prevent me from having a girlfriend or a hookup. im done trying.
