I would like 2 preface ts shit by saying i’m not a 4channer, this is like my 3rd total time being on this place. i am not entirely familiar with you specimens ways of speaking and for advice I really just need to be 2 told 2 kms. Probablyxxi have switched schools 3 total times this year. 1st time was for mental health related reasons and the second was because we just needed to move. my new school is hell on earth. all of these people are retarded scumbags that make me wanna bash my head in. the whole town is weird, exuding a weird vibe to it that makes me uncomfortable at all times of the day. i have not been able to make friends for awhile because i hate everyone and know i will eventually just get annoyed and stop talking to whoever is unlucky enough to comply to my awkward advances. did i mention im a braindead tranny?? everyday sucks because i’m so innately jealous of dudes and just want to crawl into their skin and live as them. which also sucks because every boy at my school needs to DIE. i can count on one hand how many assignments i’ve turned in this year and my grades are only dropping. i’m probably gonna get some truancy bullshit someday because i miss a minimum of 3 days at least every month. i’ve started skipping classes more and more because i can’t stand my fuckass teachers and their grating voices. also can’t stand my classmates, especially the girls. i genuinely hate women. i admit fully that im an edgelord who only cuts for attention and ‘curiosity.’ but i keep getting the urge to cut, and genuinely freaked out when i lost my razor. i’m not even depressed in the slightest, why am i like this.also on top of all of this bullshit i’m obsessed with dead metal guys and mass murderers.anyways this is what amounts to yapping I know. But please, fellow people, tell me what to do. should i give up?? try to cut deeper??? try to find an older man on the internet???? bestow your wisdom upon the youth. please and thank you.
