How can I find my place in the world as an unsocialized autist?
>>32338659What do you want
>>32338663To kms but my parents would be sad. I’ve never really had any friends in my life.
>>32338659>unsocialized autistNot giving yourself a really undesirable label that handicaps you severely is a good start
>>32338678I didn’t give myself that label that’s how I would describe my situation objectively to this website. I can be more honest here than in the real world
>>32338676You may not have had something that you can qualify as true friendship but you have, by definition been involved in social groups and formed social bonds, even if they left you afraid and unsatisfied. Take comfort in the fact that there are people that are able take social action without having authentic bonds of trust and you can do it too.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYAd4-MkV7Q(can't find another clip where it shows Reese just sitting around with a group of people who don't know him so it looks like he has friends). Reese basically responds to things mechanically somehwat like a sociopath. Autists or quasi- austists generally are obsessed with sincerity to the point of isolation or immobilization. Just try to rock your own boat, say some crazy shit to someone who seems chill. Just flat out ask people if they like video games or movies and if they want to talk about it.Risk a little bit of humiliation in the present and you'll have permanent social experience to use later
>>32338718Why should I care if others see me as a nobody or as a somebody?
>>32338676>To kms but my parents would be sad.Then go do that. You will never find a place in the world if you don't actually want to. Being bitter misanthrope just makes you literally retarded.
>>32338904Don't argue with me you little bitch you missed the point
Humans are tribal primates. We are designed from the ground up to derive fulfillment through contribution to and acceptance from others. If you truly “hate” all people, then there is no hope for you. You will remain a miserable cunt until you croak. If you do not like being a miserable cunt, then you have to figure out a way to at least find some people that you do somewhat like. It really is that simple OP. I’m not autistic, but I have struggled with a general misanthropic apathy since the time I was a young adolescent. It’s something I’ve spent a lot of time working there, and still have to contend with it to this day. It’s easy to hate people. It’s much more difficult to look past the glaring flaws and see the good/redeeming qualities in people. Treat it as a challenge.
>>32338951So, where are they? Huh?
>>32338965Where are who? People you might click with? How the fuck would I know. Idk what your interests are or what your line of work is. That’s on you to figure out. If you have multiple interests that involve interacting with diverse pools of people and you’ve never met someone you even somewhat like, then you’re just a fucking asshole lol. I don’t mean that as an insult either, I feel quite bad for autists who struggle to ever connect with people. But it doesn’t change the fact that you’re not likable sadly.
>>32339006:( I'm not an asshole...
>>32338946Why do you have to be so mean? T_T
>>32338659YOU can't. Just wait for the euthanasia van to collect you.
