>what do I talk about with people?Anything, just always be yourself. You can't make everyone interested in what you do or say, if they aren't just don't talk to them or change topics to something you two have in common. >how do I talk to girls?The same way you talk to everyone, see above. It is important to notice that it is not because you talk that you are being yourself, being yourself is actually pretty fucking hard because we are always bound by societal rules and our own expectations. You have to meditate on "Did I mean to say that?" and "Am I capturing my current feelings correctly?" otherwise you won't be yourself.>where do I find girls like me?To be clear, there are no signs that people the way you are, and judging them by the way they dress and behave is a fatal mistake. Sometimes the e-girl is a normie and the normal girl is a complete channer degenerate, you have to talk to people and be yourself to find out about people. DO NOT discuss ideas, do not ask people what they think of X or Y because it is intrusive, just talk about any fucking thing in this world that expresses your feelings correctly. DO NOT SCARE THE HOES.
I just interview people. Everytime I talk about myself it's a failure>love life: I either get rejected or paired up with coomer girls who have a black heart (and a fat belly)>family life: miserable>sports: get trashed/dunked on>weight lifting: injure myself/get lazy so I can never get passed DYEL>art: /beg/tier for years>games/history: nobody wants to hear the trivia facts of Bullfrog, or the propaganda of Cato the YoungerMy life is a collection of failures, and if I talk about myself I end up embarrassing myself