>24>autistic>ugly>chronically ill>trying to distract myself playing pokemon but my life is too miserable so I cant focus on the gameAny way I can fix the loneliness and suicidal ideation? Theres no fucking hope for me to get a gf as I look like a balding pedophile and I dont want friends. And I'm a neet living alone off autismbuxx, I dont talk to my garbage family even if they wanted to
>>32565372not related to Pokemon, go talk to a therapist or post on r9k, what do you expect us to do for you?
Can you at least show us your team before you do a flip?
>>32565372Create something.
stop eating, go outside, exercise, shave
>>32565372You made this post already. Do you actually want help or are you going to be an attention seeking faggot?
>>32565373>, go talk to a therapistAlready did and got ghosted after a year. I'm still traumatised having grief and nightmares >>32565376I eat one meal a dayI tried going to college, volunteering, etc. No one likes meI have been lifting on and off for 1.5 years and I walk 10k steps a dayI get my facial hair trimmed every 2 weeks. I'm a chinlet so no shaving
>>32565372..didn't you make this post before..? https://arch.b4k.co/vp/thread/57117303/#57117303
>>32565372Hi Cyrus.
>>32565372>autisticTry to study normal people's faces and normal people's reactions to different social situations. Treat human interaction like a puzzle to solve. Intelligent, high-functioning people on the autism spectrum are able to get better-than-normie social skills far later in life. But only if they consistently study it like they'd study a puzzle video game or a coding course or a car engine dismantling youtube video. Figure out what behaviors of yours get good reactions from others and pay attention to which specific behaviors get bad reactions.>ugly>>>/fa/>>>/fit/Ugly people manage to fall in love and have kids all the time. You'll be able to as well once you socialize better, so long as you keep trying hard and dont give up>chronically illOoof. Details?>trying to distract myself playing pokemon but my life is too miserable so I cant focus on the gameWhen you're that miserable, try to get angry. Angry at your life, angry at society, whatever. Then use that anger as motivation to do something productive. Focus on one tiny, fixable problem in your life. Figure out what daily pattern or routine it would take to work on fixing this problem. Then while you're still pissed off at the useless fucking failure that is your life, use the anger as the fuel that fires you forward into this new routine.>Any way I can fix the loneliness>I dont want friends.Rethink that shit. Clearly you do. So meet other spergs. Learn a spergy social hobby that involves meeting regularly with others - D&D, Magic cards, Warhammer, whatever. Hang out with others who look like your caliber of lonely loser. They'll be just as eager to make friends as you are.>and suicidal ideation?Friends will help for starters. A sense of moving forward with some aspect of your life that was previously stagnant will also help.
>>32565372make it to route 209 then cry
you guys didnt fucking help at all
>>32565372I'm the same though i have a job, not chronically ill (Though i have autism) and i like my family
>>32565383You’re telling me man children on a board dedicated to a children’s game can’t give me the advice a trained professional would?
do drugs
>>32565372Not sure how to help. Do your best to keep your mind entertained in this bizarre world. This won't last forever. But I do hope you'll find peace wherever you go friend.
>>32565372>playing Gen 4I'd want to kill myself after playing that too
>>32565386Don't, they'll ruin your life
Do you retards not know lifting weights would fix most of your issues.
>>32565378>I have been lifting on and off for 1.5 years and I walk 10k steps a dayThere's absolutely no way you're exercising every day and still depressed. That's literally impossible. You are lying.>I walk 10k steps a dayRUN, lazy piece of shit.
>>32565372>BaldingEither accept it and shave or invest in implants if you can
>>32565372>chronically illwhat illness?
Wish I could go back and play Pokemon again
>>32565381this guy has the answer OP. put down the nintendo and hark you lil idiot
>>32565372It's hard to enjoy things when we are worrying about other things we should be doing, secure income, save and invest, perhaps seek training or education or certification or license. Then slowly grow a social life as nature allows, but also reach out, not just to old friends but perhaps family that you were good with as well. Rest and relaxation are made enjoyable in comparison to their opposites. One must balance intrinsic and extrinsic pleasure.
>>32565372Did you do anything based on the replies you got in your last thread?https://arch.b4k.co/vp/thread/57117303/
>>32565372This lady kinda changed my perspective: https://youtu.be/H8ms04LX7Vc?feature=sharedBasically you throw out bad thoughts and find gratefulness in what you do have. You forgive and show kindness.
I was 10 when Diamond came out. Followed serenbii.net knew all the gen 4 jpn names for the mons
