>work>chanz>work>chanzhey /adv/, what should I do to break the cycle?on new years I told myself to stop being so emotionally tied to my hobbies like waiting for the ocd validation to start a new movie/show, vidya, book, etc. I completed a long time bucket list item and felt empty and still do. I still think it's too soon to start my next bucket list item but that's the ocd talking. now all I do is endlessly refresh youtube, 4channel. after posting this I will go to the gym. also how do I fix myself to go outside and be a normal person even if I'm self conscious about being a 1 person party.
