I’ll cut to the chase: I am very guilty of my privilege, being white (with a white mother and father and my bio-dad who doesn’t know me anymore is white), being above average in height (3.7 inches above at my highest when my back isn’t unwell).My mother says I am handsome, physically I’m a little overweight at 218.5 pounds ( I have a bit of a gut and some love handles and thighs and butt are fatty but I’m sure I’ll get sick of it and lose some weight soon).And I’m almost 21, I’m very privileged in other ways too, and I know I don’t deserve, I understand that I can become worthy by doing things that make it so, but I don’t have any drive for my life much because I know I’m a major narcissist inside my head and hide it from my personality but it comes out. Ima. Cockhead that doesn’t deserve my perfectLife and my privelege deserves to goTo the people that are in need. I’m sorry to my friends (before I lost them because I was made to leave the group by mom because of some texts they sent me and other things) who wished they had white parents like me, and wished they had white skin (sadly I couldn’t help that person other than be there for them but my mere existence at times would really hurt their soul because of my privileges, it’s not fair to all the people I’ve met who have impacted by my privilege being more than theirs kn somew ways, and wished they were above average in height for my country (people who need it should have it not me) I’m sorry to everyone.I’m sorry for being such a narcissistic abusife asshole behind the scenes too. I have many other privileges too, no I ahevtm had a girlfriend before or made love but I have many other privileges in life, and yet I’m being a scaredy cat and afraid to make a life for myself or do what I need to do, because at my core my privilege must make me think (even if I delude myself into thinking that’s not true) that my value must be high. long height and pale guilty
>>32579434What are you looking for advice on?
Kill yourself.
>>32579434my advice is to kys.
>>32579434you wasted all this time writing all this and it's one of the worst baits I've read omgwho could fall for this shit
>>32579444It’s fine if you don’t get it, TLDR; I’m guilty about my privilege.
>>32579440>>32579443That’s what my pals told me to do.>>32579438Will becoming more of a recluse (than I am now) remove the negative impacts of my privilege from people in society?
>>32579434Please give me any remaining privilege you have. I'm white, fit, well above average height, and I'll gladly take it out of your hands so it doesn't go to waste.
>>32579516>Will becoming more of a recluse (than I am now) remove the negative impacts of my privilege from people in society?No, not at all. You are not that important. Whatever you do or don't do will make no difference.
>>32579552Problem is I can’t in a straightforward way, but removing myself from the society pool inherently makes you more available. But I don’t get it, you’re better off than me, why would you want my privilege?>>32579607Well I guess I’ll do nothing like I am right now. Thanks.
>>32579434With great privilege comes great responsibility.
>>32579682That’s the thing I’m not man enough to do right by that brother
>>32579687It's easier if you find a group of good people and work on a skill at a job. Have some more confidence.
>>32579434Money is privilege. You should give me some of yours.
>>32579807I agree, I’m going to look for work again. Mom says the same thing.>>32579832If I do something like that again my family would say goodbye to me, it’s not the first time I’ve given my money away.
>>32579434You nutcase turds. Just do what self flagellating white females do, let a black man fuck your butthole.
>>32580363Fuck I’m a cockhead, I can’t see any reason why I shouldn’t be fucking whacked excepted my mother deserves a son and that I’m too afraid to do it or anything really. I’m a abusive prick.
>>32579510no person who thinks about that would come post it here tho, but this place is too stupid, look at the ammount of replies
>>32580517I have to get it out if I said this to my family they’d think I’m going down a rabbit hole again. Look I get it it’s stupid but it’s how I am thinking right now.
