when i was a little nigger, 3 years old, i thought: as soon as i can take care of myself i will fuck off into the woods and find enlightenment. that's important and i shouldn't forget this shit.ffwd. 38 years. i'm still sitting on my fat ass, enslaved to a computer.how do i bring back my seriousness and confidence from back then.
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>>32590901>nigger seeking enlightenmentTry 3D-rotating a cube in your mind. That's peak nigger enlightenment.
>>32590901stop masturbating to AI generated slop
Is this the sad kid actor from Star Wars?
>>32591534good advice.>>32591537it's just some kid generated by dall-e without reference to star wars in the prompt. perhaps that's the training data it pulled it from.>>32591501thx for bumping. so i'm not the only one here interested in such questions.When I was small my motivation came from the fact that the world is full of terror. Parents fighting violently, caught up in their identity. Chicken outside eating a worm without him even being able to see it coming. Old cock gets beheaded, cooked and eaten by us. Things like that. I had a clearer perspective, could see better than the animals, could see better than my parents, not yet caught up in this identity. I would sit in the garden and try to find the way out of those walls of five sense trapping my consciousness in this body. I came to a state where everything disappeared, and there was only bliss. But I wouldn't know now how to get back there.
>>32590901ask the buddhists brah
>>32590901Enlightenment in the woods is a myth. Thoreau's cabin was actually in Emerson's back yard, and Mrs Emerson complained that when she rang the dinner bell, Henry got to the table before Waldo.
>>32590901>get sense of urgency and confidence - how?How I'd do that:Use whatever reasons / motive I have for wanting those things, to justify simply conjuring them out of thin air, because they're literally a part of my own subjective experience, so I can just do that.>how do i bring back my seriousness and confidence from back then.I legitimately have no fucking clue how you'd do it if "Literally just try to and it should happen" doesn't work like it does in me.
