>ask friends to go out with me on a specific date>something i deeply like, hold very close to my heart.i go with them on their stupid shit so i feel i get to have at least some respect.>day is coming>"hey so we're doing it?">"yeah">3 hours before>"sorry something came up" 5 times in a row>next day they post stories of them at the thingnot even the first time it happened.i fucking hate this shit. i don't ask for anything but this. this. one. fucking. thing. once, rarely twice, a year. it's the only social activity that makes me happy and i never fucking have it.sure, i can go with my siblings, but they hate when i become the center of attention and become very resentful.i fucking hate this shit, what is even there to do? i'm clearly not a person to these fucking faggots. I have been deeply depressed for two years now, i just want my stupid fucking release.i know i'm "weird" or whatever the fuck, but i mean fucking really WHY. WHY LIKE THIS?happens with old friends, happens with new people.i'm kind of asocial, not the only guy like that, i hold some fringe beliefs, but never talk about it, i don't fucking get it anymore, man, what am i doing wrong? why do i deserve this level of backstabbing?
You wanna know the real truth?People are box office poison I used to be like you. I thought people had many flaws, but when the chips came down they would do the right thing They don’t. They always seek profit and power and self-enrichment. They hate people who are lesser Find like 1 or 2 ride or die friends and just be happy with that, most people are garbage.
>>32594399not all friends are good friends
>>32594415Had those friends, they moved far away because the world turns like that, i guess.>>32594418yeah no shit
It's better to go to places alone than with fake friends. You're better off without people
>>32594438some things cant be done alone where i live because there is always some hooligan waiting to pick a fight.
>>32594399Did you let them know the event was a big deal to you? If you presented it as just a casual thing, they can't be blamed for thinking of it that way.
>>32594483they know.
>>32594483Most empathetic normscum
>>32594483i guess to expand on it, the women i meet usually stop interacting with me when they realise i am not gay. I don't really get that? being flambouyant is unacceptable if you don't take it up the ass? I know they let those actually gay be very, in my eyes, uncomfortably close to them. Is it because being gay makes them lesser men in their eyes or something? The guys usually don't care, and i know that's really not the factor cause even when i'm not flambouyant about it and i let them know, they're somehow even more hesitant.>>32594490to expand even further i think they'd figure it out based on the level and quality of effort i invest in it. Hell, maybe that's the problem, my dedication to it.
>>32594399So as I understand it:You remain attached to shitty peopleAnd you're crying about it.Them being shitty once is on them. You continuing to invest energy in them after that is on you.> WHY. WHY LIKE THIS?Because you lack either the will or the power to retaliate and they know it.If you want shit to happen, you have to make it happen. If you can't make it happen, get used to it not happening.
>>32594548well thats true but you dont have to be so mean about it
