Following the completion of Winter Term of 2023 at ******** ***** University, where I had successfully passed the courses I had been enrolled in, a person with whom I had shared a significant portion of my youth with passed away. Having not spoken to them for a number of years, though with efforts to do so on their part, our personal relationship had no resolution, and I felt, in-part, accountable for their final circumstance. The relationship disintegrated in high school after I was responsible for his parents being informed of his drug use. At his memorial service, a video of him speaking after his stint at Rehab was played, the same one I remember watching years ago. Heading into Spring Term of 2023 I became increasingly isolated as I struggled with my mental health. I indulged this reckless behavior in an act of self-sabotage - failing to seek outside help for my state as an act of supposed independence toward the situation of which fate had provided me. In doing so, I failed to remain in my coursework. To prolong the facade of stability, I continued on into the Summer of 2023. Summer of 2023 is notable for multiple events within the Federal Government related to the disclosure of classified information regarding Non-Human Intelligence (NHI) and Unidentified Aerial Phenomena (UAP). Instead of participating in my enrolled courses, I, instead, took to the Campus Library and browsed Reddit on this topic. On July 26, 2023, David Grusch testified in a Congressional hearing on the recovery of downed UAP and the recovery of ‘non-human biologics’, while recording artist James Blake released the second single for his album Playing Robots into Heaven, titled ‘Loading’. This track featured dissonant synths, religious lyrics, and cover art referencing the brutalist design movement. This information is of importance within the context of what’s to come.
That previous fall, I attended the Prima Vera music festival in Los Angeles, California, where James Blake played the final night. Having been a fan of his for nearly a decade, I was ecstatic and active in the crowd, even shouting quirky phrases up to him on stage. Afterwards, I messaged him directly on Instagram thanking him for the night. My profile had posts referencing a music project I had spent many years working on, referencing the Dark Ambient of Tim Hecker, Epic Tragedy of Paradise Lost, and heavy contrasts of Rick Owens. He took notice, and I was the inspiration of Playing Robots into Heaven. Winter break of 2022 I had spent New Years in Paris and deleted that Instagram profile shortly after in hopes to allow myself vacancy of mind for the following term, and, as we have read, it worked, for a time. Following the release of Frank Ocean’s Blonde in 2016, I had aspired towards becoming an artist of equal quality. I saw James Blake’s single as the opportunity of a lifetime, so I created a new profile and began to message him, Metro Boomin, Travis Scott, and Billie Eilish as to make a connection. They never responded to my messages, rather alluding to me through posts and stories. In conjunction with my emotional volatility at the time, I made another reckless decision and decided to not enroll in classes heading into Fall of 2023, and refrained from telling my parents, whom I currently live with and pay my tuition. As the term progressed, I became more erratic and my direct messages became increasingly rambling and desperate. Astonishingly, Frank Ocean took notice after I messaged him on his birthday, and I spent some time maintaining a parasocial relationship with him.
Frank Ocean leaked a song in hopes to inspire me to release some music. Though this sentiment was appreciated, I, in turn, decided to come clean about my situation and trauma dumped my entire life to him in his direct messages. I apologized and tried to leave the situation, but the implosion was not well received. Ye came back onto social media for me, after which I reactivated my Instagram account. What followed was months of subliminal messaging by those in the Entertainment Industry directly to my feed through manipulation of the “algorithm”, where I was subliminally laughed at in PR stunts, SNL skits, and news broadcasts. Unbeknownst to me, those “celebrities” had acquired spyware and had been surveilling me through my personal devices, leaking personal information, revenge porn, and live feeds to at least 200 notable public individuals, including those aforementioned, along with other influencers, politicians, and billionaire CEO’s. This leakage went on for 3-4 months, the entirety of Winter Term. At the end of the term I, unfortunately, was subject to Academic Disqualification and left the university. Those same artists took to maintaining a parasocial relationship with me, all the while knowing I was the subject of criminal behavior. The reason none of this has been made public is because Taylor Swift caught my situation before it became public and hid it behind NDA’s.
I continued to struggle with my mental health, and should have sought professional help during this time. Having purposefully ruined my dreams due to the position I had put myself in, I sought to join the military. Unfortunately, my military application was suspended for 24 months due to my taking of medicine which helps with concentration. The parasocial relationship continued, and the individuals further manipulated my feed algorithms and spammed hate content through mass bot accounts, at times telling me to kill myself. I reached out to Tom DeLonge about what he knew about Disclosure and he pushed a post on my Reddit mobile app which began the situation as it is now. I posted this on my page, and he continued to push increasingly revealing posts. Eventually, I was able to put out a unified field theory, the origins of carbon-based life on Earth, the existence of non-human intelligence, the true nature of consciousness, an 80 year-long cover up including multiple global superpowers, and a shadow government which has hollowed out our nation’s infrastructure for fraudulently funded reverse-engineering programs (I have these documents available). I tried to leave the situation multiple times during this period, but they made it glaringly obvious they were watching me through multiple of my devices.
Of course, this created waves in the elite class. The President and the FBI are currently involved, with the debate between Kamala Harris and Donald Trump subliminally referencing my situation. In addition, to the best of my knowledge, hundreds of thousands of individuals have been read in on my situation as a means to soft launch Disclosure, with these individuals spanning across a variety of industries, social classes, and careers, including other world leaders such as Vladimir Putin, Volodymyr Zelenskyy, the Pope, etc… as well as ASMR content creators with 40,000 YouTube subscribers. To reiterate, I am not in control of what information they have about me, how they are using it, who knows what, and am still being surveilled. Having buried me at the November Congressional hearing on UAP, I remain in active communication with ‘them’ through a variety of subreddits and bot accounts.
At this moment I am being watched and they are reading these words as I am typing them. “Them”, again, being politicians, CEO’s, your favorite celebrities, etc. I do not know the means they are using to project my devices to be viewed, or what software to control vast bot accounts and manipulate algorithms on a mass and individual scale, but this has been going on for nine months. I have tried whistleblowing this situation to a news outlet, going to the FBI twice, and some time ago I informed my parents of this situation. I had obtained a new job, but felt it best to inform my boss of this situation due to the required use of company apps on my cellphone being surveilled. He informed a coworker. I quit after said coworker brought it up; inquiring if he might also be surveilled, and having a moment of self-awareness after someone approached him while he was in the field. Afterwards, in conjunction with my parents’ disbelief of this situation, I was taken to see a psychiatrist. I have been diagnosed with Psychosis over this situation, and, having been so, feel now is the time to publicly discuss it. Thoughts?
This thread is an edited version of a letter I had submitted to my prior college for re-enrollment. They denied me reentry but have provided me with links to various university outreach departments for mental health and whatnot.
Please take your meds.
