It all began in March 2022, when I started making my Minecraft server. I was getting some players and the idea of the server formed slowly. It was something like political server, that I wanted to make. I met a guy who started working with me. He made videos about the server and I started writing our own plugin that added nations system to the game.He always supported me and reminded me to work. And I really liked that. When previously I worked on some projects, I was very inconsistent and just abandoned projects very often. But working with this guy changed it.I can't say that the server was very successful, but we were getting enough money from the players to pay for the hosting and sometimes buy advertisement.In August 2023 we were kind of on a peak. We had many players and we started to make videos and streams on the server everyday. But in September school began. And I don't know what was I thinking, but for some reason I decided to leave all my friends, leave my best internet friend and leave the server. I just stopped answering them. They made some videos even after I left, for a couple of weeks. But it all just ended. It was impossible for them to run server without me. And they were also very offended by me leaving them.So now I just remember this time and think what should I do. I just can't do anything myself, I just abandon any projects that I start. And I also feel very bad for leaving my friend. I tried to apologize to him, but he doesn't want to hear me. Now he just blocked me.Where do I find that inspiration? How do I find power to start something new and not leave it in a week?(Attached image was one of our server's logos)
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>>32606288You learn and improve I played on this mc server that was a civilization simulator about 9 years ago, truly some of my most memorable times gaming I became king of a city of bandits, and we were assassins, and griefers. The main admin would fly around and watch me as I played into midnight and get on these teamspeak calls where they would threaten to destroy my country and take me out (it was a permadeath server like hardcore but you could respawn if someone found your "pearl" as long as someone held it you were dead) and I snuck in and one of my best friends betrayed me, so we set him up with a trade in a jungle, and "pearled" aka killed him, at that point I was getting spam whispered by the 300 people on the server to get on teamspeak, and I was shaking as I was on that call and they were asking for terms to release him. It all ended in a blood battle in a desert where we lost every man we had, and the server had their first true villain, I fought with 2 others in a tunnel as we all died off in a discord. Before that point the server was play wars, no one really cared about risking their people. Unfortunately the admin that would follow me around 10 hours a day killed himself in real life, and the server shut down. I guess my point anon is you should do it because stories like this and happiness will come from it for other people, and youll enjoy seeing it grow. I was like 14 when I had an entire army willing to fight for me and hundreds of other people messaging looking for alliances and setting me up. It really changed me as a person forever. Good luck op!
