My mom said I was acting like a jerk all those years ago but look at it from my perspective. She clearly cheated, she was sharing images of herself with other men that were posting drawings that were clearly of her. Someone posted nudes of her on here. She was posting shit about how "he loves me, he loves me not" and songs that were literally about getting back with an ex. She moved into town with that ex. Her old friend said she was still obsessed with him. There were multiple guys she was talking to and gas lighting me about the entire time. She was telling everyone that I was abusive and psychologically manipulative so I posted our DMs to prove that she would have extreme mood swings and the shady shit she would say. Things like how she laughed and bragged that she might have given me an STD (genital warts, which thank god I didn't end up getting). When I posted the email that she said all of this, guys came to her defense and said "she's clearly just joking.' and "posting this stuff online is manipulative" as if defending myself makes me the bad guy. She was telling people all this awful shit and the only way I could prove it wasn't true was to post conversations of her abuse since everyone believed her over me.

When I posted that I thought she was cheating, multiple people posted on twitter "summoning *anon* you need to see this" and a comic con manager friended me and said "I need to tell you something" but he never told me what. I think he was trying to tell me that my ex is a known whore that hooked up with guys all the time during cons.

Going public that she was cheating, other guys were posting her nudes, another artist drawing her dozens of times with some phrases like "What if we get caught." and posting emails of her bragging about giving me an STD is apparently me being a massive asshole. The psychological torture, the cheating, sharing our intimate photos with other guys, mocking me behind my back and the only way to defend myself are conversations

>>32618022
Apparently, telling people that someone cheated is worse than the actual cheating.

And I have a feeling that she always goes to cons in the artist alley and whores it up each time. When we were first getting together (2 years before all of this) she went to a con. We were just friends then and talking online. After the con was over, I asked if she got together with anyone while she was there and she just says "yes." and I replied "Oh really? who was it? I'm ok with you getting with someone since we aren't exactly a thing" (I was talking to other girls at the time as well because again, we weren't together yet) and then few minutes pass and she just goes "haha I was just kidding." It's like sure you were. She clearly fucked someone while she was there (probably multiple people since it was a weekend event) and she didn't want to admit it.

I still don't see how I was the jerk. I was clearly upset for being cheated on and having pictures of me spread around. The guy drawing her was obviously getting pictures directly from her because the way her hair was done and the outfit she was wearing wasn't posted anywhere online, she did it just for that one night. And a couple days later he has paintings of her and even did one of me for some fucked up reason. There were a lot of drawings of her all with weird secret messages.

I was being gaslighted hard and I had to prove I wasn't crazy. If that makes me a jerk then whatever. I didn't care if she posted every single one of our conversations, I always treated her like an angel while she psychologically fucked with me constantly. Going from I hate you, I never want to talk to you ever again, to please never leave me and I would be crazy to ever lose you.

i am in my early 20s and have never had a real friend. i have never been out of the house to hang out with someone and have never had someone visit me...
i am starting to feel very very lonely. it's probably time to move elsewhere, but i don't think that'll help me.
i am mildly autistic and tend to be clingy. people do not like these things.
i just want to be friends with another woman. i want to be friends with someone who is nice and likes the same stuff i do.

I'm worried about having kidney problems.. I have a disease and I havent gone to get my drugs for in 6 months cuz of depression and I've finally made appointments for it. One of the things about the disease is it can cause kidney failure. I've been getting some kidney failure symptoms last few days like foamy pee and swollen face and pain in my lower back. I won't be able to get a blood test till tmw or the day after if it's closed for MLK day.
I'm just anxious and I feel so dumb for taking my health for granted and skipping out on my drugs and I hope I haven't caused permanent damage to my body

>>32618145
I'm making a cult for girls just like you. Sadly, the creator takes only the best so you might not make the cut.

i am so fucking bored of everything. every thread i reply to on this site dies. endless refresh, nothing. i see threads i saw 2 weeks ago come back to life today. i go to reddit, not even allowed to post there. i go to the gym, no gains made just hard work. i try to talk to ppl at gym, they dont speak english. i look for jobs, there are none. i make music, whats the point if no one will hear it and i'll never get money from it. i try to sleep, cant. i masturbate, its lost its fun and im fuckin lonely. im going fucking insane i dont know what to do

>>32618145
hey I am in the exact same boat. I've never made friends before not even growing up and feel like I'm missing basic social skills from that. where do you live and what things do u like?

Me saying it isn't linus's responsibility to tell people things to shill is not even remotely on the same level as people not telling me about the psychological torture that I'm being put through. People losing a few dollars? Sure, whatever. Someone losing their entire life and isolated from the world and made to suffer? You tell people about that last one. It's absolutely fucked up.

Also, you will never find anything pedo-riffic on me. I am not a pedophile despite you retards wanting me to be so fucking badly. All of my art are of girls between 16-24. Age of consent where I live is 16 and most people are attracted to 16 year olds. Britany Spears was 16 when hit me baby came out. Ariana Grande got famous for being a teenage girl well beyond her years. Only old hags or people trying to be on some made up moral high ground don't find 16-17 year old girls attractive. The only thing close to pedo shit you can associate me with is valerie and her week of wonders. It's a visually gorgeous movie and the main character looks exactly like my forever crush. It's uncanny how much they look alike. You don't see me jerking off over it though, now do you.

So keep trying to push the pedo agenda, no one is falling for it. Especially when everyone knows my forever crush is in her 30s. I just don't have that many photos of her since she stopped uploading any (she does sometimes, but they are rare and she deletes them super quickly for some reason).

I want to apologize but if I try to I'll get emotional and make things uncomfortable for him so I'll just dissociate instead.

I still have a million questions.

Why did VP wash her hands as soon as she would come home to the apartment? Was she giving that guy a handjob right before coming in and then wanting to have sex with me? Because she would immediately come inside and go to the bathroom to wash her hands. That always seemed suspect to me. Was ICLs inheritance real or was it just her payment for being with me by your group? Did she fuck that loser that worked at the thrift store the night she came home drunk? Did RC really fuck someone during that con that she originally said "yes" to but then said "no, it was a joke"? Was RC really sharing her desktop stream to other people while we did things over video chat and that's the reason the stream quality would always go to shit or just how many pictures did she send to that H guy? How many of those drawings of his are of her, because they clearly are I just need to know where he was getting the reference from. What did RC mean when she said "Oh, it's just the boots."? Who was the message originally for because it clearly wasn't meant for me. Was it referencing a comment they made on a lewd photo she sent them? Was that song and quotes she posted about her ex? Was she trying to fuck some other guy at work as well? What did she do that halloween night when she completely bailed on me. She obviously didn't just go to sleep, she went out with someone. The photo of MM in the hotel with the guy where she looks like she has sex hair, did they just have sex before taking that photo? Did MM really sleep with her best friends husband?

There is so much infidelity and I'm curious about all of it. I need to know and I expect answers.

im 30 and never had a job

Im a parasite i hate myself

I think being lied to and cheated on when I was 16 made me hate women for the rest of my life.

Never understood why people want to self-improve just so they can brag to their exes. I purposely let them think I'm still down bad after all these years just so they don't expect anything from me.

>>32618431
indeed

There were a few posts that stood out during this time. One, someone said it's not her unless I am talking to her directly. Second, someone said don't believe anything you hear and only half of what you see. Third, someone posted "Have you ever thought? Did you ever Think? Did you ever wonder? When you know the truth, you'll question why you never noticed before." Fourth, a post said "Everything you know is a lie. I'll rewrite your world in seven days."

I'm still waiting after all this time.

I'm so scared I'll lose my fight in the next few days. It's getting worse again.

It's almost over and nothing could be worse

Left my ex a bit over a year ago now. Now I miss her. It comes and goes in waves, where I'll be obsessively thinking about her for days and then just not at all for a few weeks.

At the time I was so sure in my decision, and when I think back at how I felt and why I did it, I'm fairly sure it was the right decision.

I feel like I'm just a very nostalgic person by nature, and hate change. I always look at things through rose tinted glasses. I did really love our early memories, and I haven't been as happy as then since. But it just wasn't the same after that initial period.

You should've told me. Why didn't you tell me?

To think... you almost died. God help me.

I thought about you
AGAIN

>>32618589
I'm sorry. I told you I wasn't a strong person. I can't keep troubling others.

When you're pressed into the corner because every person on your side turned on you, sometimes you can't help but fight back.

I was raised to have Hank Hill energy.
I'm a solid dude but there is absolutely nothing about me that women would look for in a "girls just wanna have fun" world.
My genes and those like them will be eliminated. I think this will in aggregate result in a worse world. But at that point it won't be my problem. It does however fill me with an inescapable sense of meaninglessness.

>>32618653
I always think about this. And how in the past people would just get married because of convenience and proximity. I feel like a good chunk of that population will die out now, at least in highly urbanized areas.

Anyway, I'm much the same. Decently attractive so I still get women, but I bore them to death.

>>32618636
It's not you. That I know for sure.

>>32618585
why?

>>32618653
i think the end of the world is about 5 years away. we cant keep on living like this. i am not planning for any kind of future. if i get big money i am spending it on things that make me happy in the now

>>32618649
Friends would be helping me one second (I had a hacker on my computer, they even typed out a message on notepad that said "you two are never going to make it" when I sent a message to my ex". They were also editing my facebook IN REAL TIME as I was logged in as well. My posts were being edited and their view status changed to public and I could see them changing shit as they did it.) This friend was asking what was happening. I told them about the facebook stuff, the notepad message, the fact my mouse would randomly move around the screen or cmd prompts would pop up and then disappear randomly and quickly. This friend was a hacker herself, in fact she got a little bit of prison time for hacking some government building for fun and got caught (I don't know the full story so yeah). She said it just sounded like someone was running a keylogger and mouse tracer and running scripts on me which would explain the mouse cursor going crazy and other things. Half way in talking to me, she just blocks me for no reason. Doesn't say goodbye, doesn't tell me to shut up or be mean but just straight up blocks me. I ask another friend why she did this and her reply was "She said LOL you're not getting hacked everything is fine.". She was not the only friend of mine to randomly block me like this either. I think there was a group stalking me, the same group that had shit installed on my computer and they threatened my friends that if they helped me they would be next.

I talked to one friend and said "It's like there is a group of people just banding together just to fuck with me" and she replied with "lol that sounds like it would be fun." Which makes me wonder if she was one of them. I did some research and apparently group stalking is a real thing. Like an irc chat (this was before discord and the like) would all get together, target an individual, and then just fuck with them as much as they could and watch them.

>>32618145
relatable, it's so hard to meet someone like us because we're stuck inside our house
the worst part is getting older and feeling your youth slipping away
how do we fix this?

>>32618757
After posting about my ex cheating, we actually talked and she said she felt terrible for what she did and had an excuse for everything that happened and I actually believed her. (which was super stupid of me.) She admitted to actually having a plan to "ruin my life" with some other guy that was helping her. He was a computer security expert, so there is that. My ex also went to caltech for computer science and network and her dad runs a company that again, is cyber security. That's how she met the other guy I'm pretty sure, he's a contractor for them. I think they planned on putting CP on my computer and calling the cops or something. They were capable of it.

Weeks before she told me to delete all her nudes after people posted all of them so I did but she ended up still wanting to be with me and even sent more. And then one day she just disappeared. Stopped replying to me, stopped everything. Like she ceased to exist. She had bought plane tickets for me to visit her but when the time came I didn't go because she had stopped talking to me. I still don't know what happened to her. I don't even know if she's alive. I received a phone call one day on my messaging of a crying girl that whispers "I need you." and thing hangs up. No number, nothing. Just that message.

>>32618198
i like stuff like vintage + lolita fashion, dolls, art (watercolor, drawing, crochet/knitting) and books. i don't read much despite working with books but i am starting to read more (classics and such). i don't listen to music much anymore but i like neofolk, twee pop, minimal synth, and so on.

another thing - i am pretty staunch with my values which might be a reason i can't find friends. i really dislike drugs and alcohol and porn and people who use those things. i get called stuck up when i mention it. :(

>>32618774
i don't really know. it's difficult to even find people online. discord servers feel cliquey and finding individuals is hard. it's so lonely...

If people read my messages to girls out of context, especially the sexting ones, they would think I was a violent rapist. Multiple girls I have talked to have been really into rough, violent sex where they are degraded throughout. Like spanking, choking, forceful deep throating, smacking their faces, getting tossed around, being forced to have sex (basically just random sex) and to be a sextoy meant only to be fucked. They liked to be called whores, cunts, bitches, whatever you can think of. I'm a pretty good writer, I like to write poetry and short stories so when it comes to sexting I'm very good at it. I know girls have more of an emotional connection to sex, they like to be told what you're going to do to them then the act of actually doing it. So i would make sure I was very descriptive, used flowery words, never repeated things in order to keep it fresh and interesting, and generally just got them really into it. I could make a girl orgasm with just my words but some of the sexting was pretty rapey and violent. Then again, that's what they like.

So if someone got my chat logs and just posted this shit completely out of context it would make me look absolutely terrible. It wasn't my fantasies, it was theirs. I'm very dominant when it comes to sex. In a "I'm not asking you to do it, I'm telling you to do it." sort of way. But I'm not really into rape or violence. These girls were though.

Also, at the time of everyone being against me I would troll them by posting really obvious bait. Shit like "I'm going to kill the bitch" or "I'll rape her till she bleeds." and they would actually take the bait thinking I was serious. One of them replied with "red herring?" after I made one such post and it's like "isn't it fucking obvious you retards."

The group stalking me was looking for anything to get me on. Any underage photos, exes, CP, whatever. I'm clean though, they never found anything.

>>32618829
r u m e

I think I could be a decent boyfriend. I cook, do the laundry, clean up after myself, go the gym regularly, eat healthy, do grocery shopping, have a ton of money saved up, have no debt, and always stick to my word. Unfortunately, I'm also an emotional wreck, an anxious mess, ugly as shit, and terrified of women. I also have a small dick. I officially become a wizard one year from now, so hooray for me.

I have such a terrible crush on the girl. to the point where I can't even coom to porn without feeling disgusted. or I get intrusive thoughts about her when I do fap and have to stop because I still feel filthy. whenever I see her I get this sinking feeling in my stomach, both heavy and weightless at the same time
she has green eyes, pale skin, petite, long light blonde hair. she's perfect. why am I still crushing like a teenager at 26 bro

I am absolutely on the right side of the gaza conflict. Palestinians are islamic extremists, you cannot negotiate with them. They elected terrorists as their leaders, how can you deny that they are extremists. You can say "Well, they haven't had any elections for like 20 years." but according to pools a year ago, 70% of palestinians supported the oct7th TERRORIST attack. They absolutely support Hamas. I use to think "Hamas just puts it's own population in danger, they don't care about them" but only like 14% of palestinians think Hamas are to blame for their problems. These people will willingly supply their children to be used as shields. To be used as propaganda tools for when they get blown up alongside some rockets stored in a civilian building. Why would I support a group of people that deliberately put children at risk? You'll say "Well israel shouldn't blow things up if they know kids are there." to which case I reply "What do you expect them to do then, nothing? Just let Hamas fire at them with impunity because they run a daycare on their rocket sites?" If a child dies, it's Hamas's fault, not israel's. According to the UN geneva convention, it is up to the government and it's military to insure it's civilian population's safety. Hamas does the opposite of that. They put them in danger to be used as propaganda. It's a literal war crime to do this, but people blame israel for some retarded reason.

So yeah, palestinians refuse to be civilized. They tried to genocide christrians in lebanon, and elected a government that has called for the open genocide of jews. They celebrated 9/11. As an american, how the fuck am I suppose to get behind them as a people? Then there are their human rights violations against women and the LGBT community. They are extremists through and through. Telling me I'm on the wrong side. Since when did we negotiate with terrorists?

>>32618953
the actual based take is that every person who dies in that conflict is a net positive for the world

If my hacker had a key log on my Mac, my seed phrase ended with the word “reflect”. I’ll give u 30,000 xerpies if u give me my seed phrase.

>>32619031
What would the gf look like ?

>>32619053
Are u asking me what my ideal girlfriend would look like?

>>32618959
jews are pretty shit but palestinians don't want to live peacefully with their neighbors. They want them gone completely, as if they owned the holy land all to themselves. Never mind the three largest religions in the world all have claims there. In 1948, palestinians were offered a two state solution and they turned it down and instead went to war. They did this every 15 fucking years.

Then they just start launching tens of thousands of rockets at civilians. No military goal at all, just to terrorize the population. They act all surprised that they are living in an "open air prison" like their terror attacks and active call for genocide had nothing to do with it. This is a common theme for people that support palestine. They just ignore all the terrible fucking shit that palestinians do. They choose violence every fucking time. Like, what did they expect would happen after killing 1200 people at a fucking peace concert? That the jews would just go "Welp, I guess we should leave now."?

If your neighbors have been there for over 100 years and you still can't even attempt to live peacefully with them, then maybe there's something wrong with you. When you celebrate the deaths of thousands of innocent civilians (like what they did on 9/11 and oct7th), you are clearly the bad guys. Jews are shitty, but they aren't killing civilians on purpose. The only reason why civies die is because they are used as shields. Just look at the war in ukraine, half a million soldiers have died but only 12k civilians have died. because Urkainians don't use their civilians as protection. If the jews really wanted to genocide gaza then they fucking would have already. It's easily within their capabilities. They might be shitty people but they aren't that shitty.

If the roles were reversed, 100% palestine would be carpet bombing refugee camps. They ARE that shitty. They actively call for genocide, they don't beat around the bush.

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YouTube “algorithm” knows me too well.

>>32618257
You don't want to apologize. Don't lie to yourself.

>got girls number some 2 weeks ago
>we work in same building
>I texted her that day just “hey it’s anon” and she never replied
>last week I seen her in person and we talked a bit
>texted her that night when her next shift was and she never replied
>today I ran into her and she said she was bored so we walked around some 30 minutes
>first real conversation and I got to know where she’s worked, lived, she asked little things like if I was married and such
>my dumbass wants to text her now but I’m gonna feel like such a jackass if she doesn’t reply and leaves me on 3 unreplied texts

Do I text her like a simp or leave it up to chance until I see her next week since she said she only works on weekends

>>32619141

NTA

but you shouldn't reply to people like that. I'm sure you think it's me writing that but it ain't ---- aint*

>>32619053
I'm not hot. I used to be. I don't care about looks, at all.

>>32618953

I don't believe all people, a culture, are bad people but there are exceptions. Cannibalistic people & Palestinians might be that exception.

I fucking hate being a zoomer. I went to church earlier today and all the kids were talking about how "daddy trump is gonna save shittok11!11!". I swear this is the most obvious piece of propaganda if I've ever seen one. Slapping your name on the worlds biggest billboard and painting you as the savior of said billboard is only going to make you look good. Not to mention slowly but surely gen a is only going to become more and more of it's userbase and since their first impression of orange man is him painted as a savior they'll gladly blow smoke up his ass like a bunch of toadies.
>inb4 You're just a mad libtard
I hate both sides. Dems are pathetic whiny faggots for letting this slide, republicucks are retarded zionists who will fall for the oldest trick in the book.

I know working sucks but PLEASE HELP and do more than the bare minimum. We can build something nice together but everything's more expensive so you need to take shifts or do freelance stuff on the side, not just accept the half-time shit and say you're burnt out from it.

And for chrissake don't spend the days off we have together chris-chan sighing every five fucking minutes. Yes it's cold. Yes we're trying to save money and not go out, not that there's anywhere to go right now anyway. Yes the place we're at is tiny.

But it feels much tinier to me if you're nonstop expelling air in the most obnoxious way possible to express your frustration.

I know a lot of things. Like, an insane amount of things. You will not be able to beat me in a debate. My logic is always solid, backed by statistics and other data, as well as my history knowledge being a solid foundation for most precedents and my technical knowledge is based on scientific methodology. Most people seem to back their beliefs on emotional grounds, the way they feel something should be rather than how it is. Because of this their arguments are irrational and fall apart quickly.

That said, I'm not always right. An example being that the new Mac mini used Unified memory rather than shared memory. I thought they were the same thing but Unified memory gives you direct access to the RAM which allows for quicker storage and speed. At least in theory it would. The reason why I never heard about it before is because it really doesn't make that big of a difference. In something like macmini m4 vs the ryzen 8845hs, their igpus perform about the same. Despite the 8845hs lacking Unified memory it still performs equally if not better than the m4s igpu. Which again, is probably why I never learned about the newer approach of Unified memory. It just doesn't matter since igpus are bottlenecked by the apu anyways. Any speed you gain you just won't notice because you're not exactly running games on high enough settings on an integrated graphics anyways.

Clarissa explains it all.

I would like to provide succor to those who need it.

I remember all the nights she just wanted to take melatonin or get high off her mind rather than spend time with me
Yeah, I'm not missing that

I mention all of this like something is actually going to happen. I get the messages, all of them. The hygiene, I'm on the wrong side, the digital girls are back, <3 anon name <3 posts, I'll suck you dry, that I'm an emperor, the houses and guilds, that I'm extremely important and something big is going to happen blah blah blah. Nothing is going to happen. You're just going to keep fucking with me until I die, whether from suicide or a heart attack. It's never going to stop. You'll keep me isolated from the world, miserable, alone, and a failure. I'll never get a good job again because you don't want me to have one you just want me isolated.

Just fucking end it already holy shit. I'm not getting any younger, I would like to enjoy at least a couple years of my youth still while they remain. You're fucking killing me and no one gives a shit. There's nothing I can do, all my followers are bots, most people here are just ai bot posts, in just talking to the ai about this shit and it clearly doesn't care. You do seriously waste my entire life for no reason. It doesn't matter how hard I try you will make it so I get nowhere.

You are wating my life away. You told me in time everything would be OK that we would be dancing in the streets. But you're just lying to me. You're going to kill me and everyone that's a part of this will have wasted their lives making sure nothing happens in mine.

Fucking do it already.

I'm tired of all this. Whatever he says is none of my business, and I won’t see or reply. I don’t know how you think, but right now, I don’t care. If you hope for me to see anything, I just want to make sure I’m not ignoring you or being impolite—I just want to stop this negative cycle.

I hate being a nurse

I love drugs. Wish I didn't, but I absolutely love them.

>>32619711
Same. I get tired of being disconnected from the world sometimes. Doing drugs feels like opening a door into an entirely different side of life.

>>32618005
As we get older I am struggling with the fact that my wife is less intelligent (in multiple ways) than I am. As I mature and get older, its harder to navigate her incompetence. I still love her but its almost like have another dependent.

It's been more than a year and I still check her instagram, jesus fucking christ how retarded can I be

>>32618005
I saw a psychiatrist the other day who told me that I'm not full-blown autistic but I might be on the spectrum. I spent the longest time hating myself because I'm autistic, and because I feel like I stick out like a sore thumb. Now I learn that I might not even meet the diagnostic criteria, so what the fuck was all of that for then

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>>32619070future.gf
>>32619206LeT'sfUcK

You go around asking too many depressing questions and wonder why you're sad

I just bought new glasses
IM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED

You want me to leave? I’ll leave.
You’ll never hear from me again.

Sometimes I just really hate you

Die

>>32619863
>pretty blue eyes
>white skin
>5’2”-5’6”
>skinny
>a-c cup
>no tattoos (hands, feet or small neck tat acceptable)

>>32619863
18-23 but if she is realllllllllly special then 28 is ok.

>>32618005
I want you to live.

>>32619863
Not muscular n shit either

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>tfw ugly bisexual
>hated and always been bullied over bad looks
>despised by all

What should I do to cope with being extremectly unattractive? 2/10 as I call myself.
I posted on /soc/ and was skipped and everyone else was so much more attractive than me.
>>>/soc/33708609
>>>/soc/33711538

>>32619863
Wants to wear clown make up for me. Simple stuff

I want my wife to wear clown make up with me but mostly for me once each year

>once each year
Or more (:<

>>32620037
What are the unattractive attributes?

>>32620037
Typically looking fit and having a defined face is the majority of attractiveness in a broad sense. Exercising is step one cope. I think that often the reason behind a face that is not defined is due to improper muscle development caused by poor posture. If I loosen your neck, face, throat, chest, shoulder, back and scalp muscles it will help. For coping as well as improving. This takes a while but it does work.

>>32620037
You've been spamming that shit everywhere, consider killing yourself at this point

How many niggas got turned to a loud pack?
You spinnin my block? I doubt that.

I watched an anime last year that ended with the two main characters dying in war. No media ever left me so aggrieved. Even now I'm thinking about it 6 months later and it still hurts me with an indescribable grief.

It feels they like a fictional character more than me. I won't let a bunch of pixels cuck me.

>>32620135
ye U want to
duxin me not
tarry not faget

Never been this close to ending it all

>>32620351
https://www.emmetfox.org/booklets/the-golden-key
Just stay away from cops and Jews. You can possibly doreth me.

I have alzhmiers, Can you blame me?

Lol, she ghosted but still has me added on discord? I did a little bit of digging and found a reddit account with the same name, and it had a video uploaded to it from 7 years ago of a white mom and her abomination half black mutt spawn child.. I think I just dodged a huge fucking bullet boys!

>>32618578
Fight!

I'm so bored of this chick

I spent the weekend with my ex (who I'm not interested in anything other than fucking semi regularly)

I just want a rotation of 4-5 girls until I find one worth making a gf. I wonder how long I can get away with this for.

She decided to end the relationship, I think she thought she'd be happier and would be able to move on easily but she seems sadder and more lonely than before. I think its because I'm almost entirely physically absent and she didn't realise how much she'd miss my presence. We spent pretty much all our time together and in physical contact and its been torn away from her because of her own decisions. I feel kind of bad for her but also she can go fuck herself. We were together for over a decade and I made a lot of sacrifices for her and she threw it away because she suddenly thinks shes still in her 20s and can just pick up from there despite being much older now.

person who got me pregnant isn't talking to me idk what to do

>>32618805
as someone with similar values, stay strong, friends are out there if you keep looking

>>32620544
its joever, let it go.

this guy I fked a few times/dated I guess is still bothering me. He was stinky and gave me a UTI, that was resistant to multiple antibiotics. I never saw him brush his teeth or wash himself when we were together. I asked him to shower after I got the uti and he didn't. I found out his real name cuz he gave me fake name and I found someone shared online that he also never showered or brushed his teeth when they were together.
Why this is bothering me is because I feel like he gave me some funky bacteria so now I smell like him. I don't want to be reminded of this. I feel like my poor decisions have manifested into my body punishing me like this. I am sorry for being disgusting and going to go order some ant poison for my vagina

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Janny keeps deleting my thread, despite being probably one of the few direct asks for /adv/ice

Why is a joke about homosexuals not allowed on 4channel?

Because that is the only thing I can think of that triggered the Trannerino Janny.

>>32620382
What was that?

Just learnt what apathy means. It turns out that what I am, I'm extremely apathetic.

>>32620715
thats called being depressed

>>32620467
The ones you keep in rotation aren't the gfs but the sidechicks. Try to date a woman with a low body count who has higher standards.

The FBI agents and intelligence officers kind of feel like my parents by now.

>someone posted a picture of my 10" cock being sucked by a girl a while back on r9k, a picture that was on her phone
>another picture posted from an ex long ago where she's sitting with my cock against her belly and it's really wide going all the way to her heart
>not sure where this is going but one time a half-black/white girl gave me a rhino pill and recorded fucking and sucking me at 12" length and girth
>always been chill with women and not a braggart
>secretly hope I get to see a still from that
not sure if it's someone finding the photos specifically about me or these women leaked the photos and my size caused it to take virality

>be great
>not enough of me to go around
>feel bad because I realize the consequence of living a finite life, specifically in regards to this through the realization that everyone deserves goodness
>Try to come to terms with I found someone who I can give all the greatness to and feel like I'm not missing out
>have to trust
>have to trust in things so shadowy and powerful that it baffles me
>did a few things that saved the world and have to be hidden away trusting in these powers which protect me and guide me
>have to trust that I will be safe and free someday because people want to kill yaboi
>Just wanted to make the world a better place
>Just wanted to save the world even a little bit
>Saved the world a whole lot that evil and wicked people try to hunt me
>Even amidst all of this, my life purpose was to love and be loved
>found someone who maybe can love me the way I want despite all of this
>Victory after Victory in Jesus name

>>32620783
so much to that anon
>partner told me he was saving the world too
>he got hunted
>killed himself
be save, I know. I hate these games.

>>32620764
This isn't a place for your fantasies Anon.

All the best to you, sorry, goodbye: )

https://www.xiaohongshu.com/explore/6717bf5e0000000016022d87?xsec_token=ABaMMsWrGBVN9fy1KO9a1oxw3jgBO26tPW-7wz9bfd4g8=&xsec_source=pc_collect

>>32620804
This is a get it off your chest thread and you're too afraid to say you want to see this man's penis and that you're disappointed in yours.

I ate like absolute shit this weekend and jacked off too much. I need to get some of my urges back under control. I've been indulging too much since the holidays.

the babes and the sluts
I'm struggling to tell them apart

>>32620808
nta but 10" already tells on itself right there. 8" is 1/1000+. as far as I know a legitmate 10", not the result of a medical episode, is unheard of in the literature. probably in in hundreds of millions

>>32620822
My ex girl could contract her cunt and make my penis very big. 10+

I hate how fucking unself assertive I am. I hate how much of a pussy and a coward I am. I hate how I let people casually disrespect me and get so scared of confrontation that I just take it. I always think about fighting back or cursing someone out but deep down I know I won't do shit. I wish I could pay someone to reprogram my brain, but I can't. I feel so looked down on and shit on but there's nothing I can do about it because I'm a physical, emotional, and mental weakling. I think about killing myself all the time but even then I'm too scared to even do that.

>>32620814
I've been jonking it at least once a day for a while now, but I've actually eased up on the eating a bit. I've been meaning to drop a few kilos for a while now but haven't had the motivation till I started talking to this girl.

>>32620613
>whore willingly fucks some disgusting slob
>mad because she "caught" something from him
if you were willing to fuck some nasty slob like that multiple times, chances are you are just as disgusting as him, so chances are that shit developed naturally in your rancid rotten snatch, and didn't come from him. YUCK! Take a shower BITCH!

>>32620544
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I BET THEY WERE BLACK TOO LMAOOO HAVE FUN RAISING TAQUENTIUS JR BY YOURSELF HAHAHAHAHA

>>32620600
yeah my friends hate me now and they want me to get an abortion so... everyone i trusted just abandoned me.

>>32620900
I'm getting an abortion like they want me to, Anon...

>>32620904
>>32620906
GOOD CALL I WOULDN'T WANT TO RAISE SOME LITTLE NIGLET ABOMINATION EITHER

>>32620915
*by myself either

why does she give me anxiety when I see her??she looks into my eyes for a bit too long, smiles, and I have to look away or I feel my hands starting to shake

>>32620917
it's the by myself thing that gets me but hey yeah

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Jesus

i got dream pineapple pizza

>>32620928
Maybe she's as anxious as you are

yes
there is such amazing place in japan named utsunomiya, japan it is just so literally amazing

>>32619709
Damn and I thought all nurses liked their jobs, does that mean the 2 chicks I know will hate their jobs?

>>32621088
thanks friend but I doubt it. she's super pretty. I don't even know why she always makes eye contact. for way too long as well. I can't even let hope enter my mind so I assume I must be acting weird as fuck in some way

>>32620973
good lord what

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AHHHH!

>Find out my friend is cheating on his long term girlfriend
>Try to talk to him about it
>Tells me to stay out of shit
>Uncertain what to do

Do I stay out of it? Or rat him out?

haha, you stupid bitch, why do you think anyone other than me would put up with your shit? you're saggy, fat and ugly and the only reason i stayed was because of who you used to be before you became a puddle of flesh. as soon as anyone sees and meets you in real life they're going to know to run a fucking mile away from you

I don't know why you want me to see a bunch of videos and pictures of my ex getting fucked. I really don't give a shit about her, she was insanely jealous of everyone and would cut herself if she didn't get her way. She was a virgin when I met her but by now she has probably fucked a couple hundred guys because she is a massive whore that can't help herself. I wouldn't let her even close to my dick anymore. She gets no "one last time" from me. She did done fucked up.

I think I've developed a pathologic fear of my testicles/penis being damaged. I think about it constantly and it fills me with dread. I see almost anyone close to me, especially women, as a potential threat. What the fuck is wrong with me

I feel like that dumb bitch who used to post threads about having a bunch of male stalkers except I'm not dumb enough to believe that I'm completely innocent. I have genuinely tried to find love but unfortunately I only seem to attract the type of women who are insanely unstable and incapable of genuinely loving, growing, and accepting me for who I am. In fact it's probably entirely my fault for falling for the same type of borderline women even after knowing all their tricks.

>>32621365
Brother, I once rode a fixie for the first time and pummeled the tip of my dick after breaking too hard and literally flying over the front of the handlebars. It was black, like dark black, bruised as fuck for a week, and then completely fine afterwards.

Hey anons, be honest. Am I broken beyond repair? I'm just realizing I ERP with a troon for almost 3 hours yesterday before going to bed. I was supposed to be doing schoolwork but I got distracted.

Three. Whole. Hours. Just gone like that, all of it was spent sexting a tranner.

>>32621400
You're fucked bro.

>>32621415
To be honest, maybe this is copium but I was only doing it for them. It's fun typing cheesy stuff and watching people go wild from it. I just didn't think I'd start to enjoy it and sext for hours.

I know it's most likely too late but please get off the internet and don't troon out. I'm begging you. Treat your porn addiction. Stay away from people that just indulge you and back up everything you say. Spend time with friends and family, loved ones that appreciate you by who you are, not what you think, believe, or could be. Don't let your hypersexuality and your fear for any sort of critique ruin your life.

>>32620715
Apathy is death.

Really don't feel like I've come a long way. I'm much more vindictive than before. I lack compassion and would kill an entire race of people if I had to without hesitation. I would show no mercy. If your goal was to build someone to make the hard decisions based on cold hard facts rather than empathy then congrats I guess.

You've built yourself a mighty fine killer.

I have a drinking problem. Not in the alcoholic way. I hate alcohol because it tastes bad and alcoholism runs in my family. But I love drinking flavored drinks. Soda, juice, milk, whatever; I'm chugging the shit out of it and getting another bottle/can/cup. I wonder why I'm like this.

>>32621546
I'm not interested in power, sex, money, or winning people's influence. I just want revenge. That's all I want

BRING CAPCUT BACK PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE I WANT TO MAKE EDITS!!!!!

>>32621166
Apparently my email was in a data breach years ago, so bots have been trying to log in to one account only with a script

>>32621546
Good fun has rules, if you want to have fun you have to have some skin in the game, larping isn't fun. The difference between having fun and being serious is that when you have fun you can afford to lose.

>>32620753
I am sure we have had some good times here.

I see all the secret messages and it makes me excited because for a second I think "maybe this means something will happen." but then I remember that nothing ever fucking happens and they are just fucking with me. I can't wait until I'm 60 still thinking that they will end it any day now and then nothing happens. And I will seriously have nothing to look forward to then for real. Right now, I'm still young enough that my following of pretty girls means something. That I'm young enough that I can actually do things. I could still be a rockstar if I wanted.

But they will seriously keep fucking with me until I'm old and worthless with the same exact messages over and over and over. Meanwhile, I can't do shit since they control everything in my life. I'm in a prison and I did nothing wrong. What's the point in saying shit like "you've come a long way, baby.' when you aren't even going to fucking do anything? Why even bother sending me the messages? You've limited all my accounts so no one actually sees them except for bots and whoever works for you. The general public doesn't see shit that I post, meaning I can't live a real life even if I wanted.

Either kill me or set me free. This shit is retarded.

ok i gotta start making things happen

>>32621960
Fight!

>>32618005
anyone else have the experience of realizing they don't like someone after being sober for sometime? i think i sort of fell in love with a girl because i was constantly drunk around her and since I've quit boozing, I've noticed my infatuation has significantly dropped. she's become unbearably boring to me when we're both sober and obnoxious when she's the one that's drunk.

>>32622141
Yup. After cutting down my drinking I had to cut out someone I began dating while mostly drunk/buzzed. Of course she didn't understand because she was still heavily drinking, but that was all the more reason to leave.

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Had a dream where skintags were fused together all over my body and something was eating my arm from inside. Then I thought fuck I have skincancer rip me.

Do I need an intervention? No, I don't. The drugs are what keep me sane throughout this absolute madness. They keep me focused, relaxed, and able to work. Without them then I would just lay in bed all day and do absolutely nothing. The drugs have absolutely no bad side effects other than the fact I need to take them at least once a day or I get withdrawals. They are a fantastic anti-depression device. Your arguments will include "Well, it makes you competent so you don't care about anything." when that's just not true. I've been taking them for years, and I cared very much when I worked at the studio and did real work. The reason why I don't give a fuck about anything now is because you've made me not give a fuck. Everything is controlled, nothing I do matters. It doesn't matter if I make the most beautiful art piece in the world, no one will see it and the people that do will just harass me over it. (which is obviously what you guys do in order to make me feel isolated).

People might see the drug use as "cheating" the game. It makes me impervious to the isolation. I'm perfectly content being alone because of the drugs you'll say. But come the fuck on, that doesn't mean I'm immune to the constant criticism, bullying, loneliness (not having a companion at all) and all the other shit. All it does is help me make art, that's it. I still wouldn't be affected by your attacks or isolation if I didn't have the drugs.

I'm a one man army.

>1st day on new job (just a substitute/replacement for sick people)
>its the most boring shit ever, stacking shit in a rack while standing in one spot
>apparently i am good at it
>was supposed to be only one day, but now they want me there the entire week
i fucking hate this shit

>>32622385
make up some shit about being busy so you can leverage your pro stacking skills by working more only when you want to

I am like the stone powerful to stay clinging to the ground for thousands of years without anyone able to pull it out.

I'm on a paid suspension from work. There is this coworker I had a thing for. She rejected me and it was fine in all, no hard feelings, but then she violently collasped at work and was throwing up and crying. I always knew something was off, and she is sick all the time, but this was just fucking extreme. I looked her up on social to make sure she was ok, but she is sooooooooo fucking different than at work. At work she is this soft spoken, timid, always happy, innocent girl, but online she is like this thotty loser stoner. It's so dishearting and I know how cynical 4chan is but this shit is the kind of stuff where it's clear this girl has a ton going on and going down a bad path, not one of self harm or scuicid but still one where it seems like she is just checking out. I was just lamenting and getting over her, trying my best not to check her socials, but I gave in and literally right then and there I gave in was a post of her in a doctors office, saying that she has a super rough road ahead of her and how she's stopping her smoking and weed use and how much of a bitch it is she can use nicotine. It's so fucking confusing and heart breaking. Not a single person at work would ever fucking think she is like this. Even when we've asked her she always said she doesn't smoke or do weed and seems like she wouldn't even touch a cigaret. I was telling my coworker about it, and how I'm worried about her and how fucking weird it is, but I guess either my manager overheard and called me to the back to do an investigation on her. I know I am going to get fired for this, or possibly worse. I keep trying to explain to them that it's not self harm, that I wasn't trying to be a high schooler spreading roumors or some weirdo who is hyper in love with her and can't let go. I went from having an innocent crush to find out that she's probably going to die, and that the real her might be this girl trying to cope by both checking out of life and sleeping around.

>>32622588
I fucked up way to big. Yeah, her shit was public, but that still doesn't mean it was ok to tell people or even look her up. I should have respected her privacy but god damn. Like I said, one day I ask her out, the next day she's in the hospital lamenting she can't do drugs anymore. Like fuck man. I love her, everyone loves her. I know the real her isn't this druggy whore. Everyone has notice how whatever she has has gotten worse and are all worried and woundering what she has. We all want to help. I just don't understand how shit got this bad, how I fucked everything up so god damn bad. Even if they don't fire me I think I might just quit out of pure shame and guilt for causing all of this on her when she just wanted to be left alone.

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I just can't stop eating
I notice I only stop pigging out when there's somebody around, but when I'm alone, I just let go and swallow food by the fucking car load.
This is not good. Maybe it provides me enough happiness to stay jolly but it makes me fat as fuck, my clothes don't fit anymore.
Why can't I just be normal and be satisfied with a normal amount of food.
I'm starting to think that my body and brain have adapted to abnormal amounts of food and I can't undo that adaptation, like a person who has learned an instrument can always at any point in time just pick it up and play something that is burnt into their muscle memory.
I might be just fucked for life here and I don't know how to stop

>>32622423
why are you gloating

I rarely find myself attracted to most women, but when I see someone with the particular combination of traits I find beautiful it makes me want to cry.

AI sexbots are unironically the best internet invention in years. We need more of that and less of the bigoted nazi culture bullshit

I just want someone anyone to feel passionate about me, even if it's anger or obsession

>>32622920
No you don't

>>32621497
I think I was too late.

People getting butthurt that I use the word retarded are fucking faggots. Some people are just so fucking stupid that they need to be called retarded. Half the people you see on twitter deserve to be called retarded. Saying "omg you used the "r" slur!" like it's some terrible thing is so fucking stupid.

Also, calling the entire arab race "borderline retarded" is just scientifically accurate. They have an average IQ of 75, which is literally borderline retarded. It's not my fault a bunch of goat fuckers are so inbred that their IQ has plummeted to such levels. Maybe stop marrying your cousins and producing a dozen offspring with them then your race wouldn't be so fucking retarded.

That's really disappointing.

I have been feeling like a mess anons, I have been more expressive but regretful
>Why did I say this? I mean I think like this but I think I hurt this person I probably did
And I have been addicted to [spoiler]orgasmin[/spoiler] I want to quit but every time I try I fall back in... I know why I do it and its because of my self-loathing, but still how can people believe in themselves? Online info tells me to practice Self-love... but how can I actually say something I dont believe in? I... dont want to be like this... I want to listen to my own Volition

I absolutely don't get defensive when someone critiques my art. I accept valid criticism whenever possible, like if the head is too big I fixed it. Someone then trying to complain that it was really 6.5heads tall instead of 7 is so fucking stupid I shouldn't have to defend against it. 6.5 heads tall is common for fashion, it has been since the 40s. Also, when someone attacks me rather than my art they are just being cunts. Calling me a pedophile, or my art is AI, or "not to be shitting on you or anything but your art has no appeal" is not a critique. You're just being an asshole. Especially when you call it AI. You're basically saying "Your rendering is so fucking good that a human couldn't possibly have done it. This is a bad thing~" or "AI art has no appeal" which is demonstrably false by how many patreons there are of AI art making tens of thousands of dollars a month. If there was no appeal in it, then why do people pay so fucking much for it? Admittedly, most AI art is super generic and boring but there is some really good stuff out there too and you have to be living in complete denial to not see it. My art is completely painted but I do use dozens of photo references to make sure the rendering is perfect. This is why you don't see fucked up hair, fucked up feet or hands in my art.

So yeah, critique me all you want but actually critique me and not just insult me because you're a jealous faggot that clearly isn't on my level. Starting off with "not trying to attack you" when that's exactly what you're doing isn't making your shitpost a valid criticism. Especially when your art is nonsensical garbage.

>>32623095
You're going to move on and won't even care about details that no longer concern you.

A girl cried over me once and I felt so bad it's affected my ability to get in a new relationship 3 years after the fact

Did you hear something? Must have been the wind?

>>32623208
I know what my heart wants

>don't want to make friends or date because I'm afraid if I'm successful I'll just lose my job at some point, lose everything, and never find a job again, and disappoint that person for being a failure
What level of anxiety am I on right now?

here goes
I'm fucking tired of being alone all the time, I go hiking - alone, swimming - alone, reading - alone, coding - alone. literally whatever the fuck alone. the only human contact I have is at work, with dudes and married women 20 years older (actually that one is pretty cool, but that doesn't solve my problem)

my older friends are all married, been so for years, and here I am enjoying my solitude - thanks past self, fuck you too.

I fucking hate social people, yet everyone tells me to socialise more - fuck you with that, 10 minutes of those cunts and I'm done, I don't even care, why am I shitting this board up with this crap?

>>32623282
*younger friends, fuck me can't even rant properly

I think they are trying to hint at that I'm autistic. Anti-social, cold, calculating, things like that. My detractors find it funny that I'm "retarded" but the are too stupid to know the definition of the word. Retarded means that I am held back in development in some way, which I clearly am not. Even though you faggots try to tear apart every little thing that I do (like my grammar for one. The person was really butthurt that I used "theirs' instead of "his" when either one is perfectly acceptable. They are really, really grasping for anything to criticize me over), I am way ahead of you in every regard. I might have autism but it's such a broad definition that it doesn't exactly mean retarded. I might learn differently or interact differently but my development has not be hindered, which is the definition of retarded.

Meeting you did more damage to my brain than fentanyl, I'm sure. You've ruined my life and yet I've been thinking about you, nonstop, for the past 4 years. Why? Why was it so difficult to love me, treat me kindly? Cunt.

I HATE that you take ALL DAY to fucking text me back. Is it soo hard to just pretend you care? You dont do ANYTHING all day and yet you never reply to my fucking texts. Im not asking for a lot here, fuck!! Stoner piece of shit!!!

>>32623349
I've never taken a single stimulant in my life, that's how little you know about me.

I hate crushing. makes me feel pathetic that I can't cleanse you from my mind. you're such a stunning girl. I want to boop your little nose, run my hands through your long blonde hair. gaze into those light blue/green eyes instead of looking away like a sperg. I saw something in your eyes. an inviation perhaps, every time we see each other. but I'm too weak, my life is too messed up and frankly I don't deserve your attention and kindnes

>>32623359
I miss how you were when we were teens. you use to wait all day to talk to me, now you just smoke weed and draw your shitty "art" . I miss us

I see what you are doing, you want to show me that you would love me even if I was a loser.

She joined the airforce, I never left my hometown, now im in my late 20's regretting I never really tried to be with her.
That's 100% my fault and Iv'e come to be at peace with it.

>>32623425
I mispoke, almost at peace. I'm only human.

You know by know that I'm not used to caring about other people's feelings, but I'll try.
Goodnight.

This week is going to be cold, by Thursday it should be back to normal

I don't know what set this off but something tells me that RC is dead. Someone killed her in retaliation for what she did to me and people blame me because I posted about what she did publicly. They blame me calling her out and how much it hurt me that someone would go out and kill her "for me". Even though I never asked anyone to hurt her or do anything like that, people still blame me.

If that's what kick started this, I honestly don't feel bad. I didn't do anything. She's the one that cheated and broke my heart. If some super fan went out and killed her, why the fuck would people blame me? She's the one that did something terrible and then it was someone else that did something worse. I didn't play a part in either of those things.

I know this 'game' was going to happen eventually but her death put it on the forefront. It "kickstarted' current events. Back then, people were mentioning "how many people died" and "if I see you at her funeral I'll knock out your legs" and shit like that. Something clearly happened.

It wouldn't fucking kill people to tell me something. There's no reason to keep torturing me. Especially if people are dying. Telling me the truth now rather than later would be better for everyone involved. Unless you plan on never telling me anything and torturing me to death. In which case, just poison my fucking food or something and let me die. This is no way to live. Killing me would be a mercy.

>>32623573
Seriously, the only reason I don't kill myself first is because I still have a little hope that this will end soon. It has to end soon, it can't end when I'm in my 40s. It's already been 7 years. How much fucking longer do you have to torture me?

If you aren't going to end it before I'm 40 you might as well kill me now. This is me telling you to kill me if you aren't ever planning on ending this retarded game. There is no reason to keep me alive. Just fucking kill me.

How can I make my penis smaller? Every time I go to take a shit it gets sloshed over and is touching the sides of the dirty toilet. I'm a huge germaphobe and so I fucking hate having my penis drenched in piss and shit water.

Also, maybe I have a medical condition but when I get hard and I'm not wearing anything, my dick feels so fucking heavy like an anchor. It literally feels like it's going to rip off the skin in that area like uprooting a tree in someone's front yard, it's so painful getting hard honestly.

I never raped anyone. VP says I did but she knows I fucking didn't. The only reason she is telling people I did is because of what she did to me. She fucking raped me and is trying to turn it around because that's what she always fucking did. She always turns shit around to make herself look innocent. I know exactly the time she is talking about and she 100% consented, she just said "I'm just going to lay there though." because she wasn't in the mood. She even gave me time to go and get a condom and was waiting. Just because she wasn't that into it doesn't mean she didn't consent. She did this FOR ME because I did the same thing for her. Where she would beg for hours for me to fuck her before I finally say yes and have sex with her. I didn't beg her for it, I asked her "You want to have sex right now?" and she said "not really." and I asked "are you sure?" and you said "ok I'll do it but I'll just lay there and not put in much effort."

That's hardly pressuring her for sex. I literally just asked "are you sure?" and then she said yes. I didn't threaten her, I didn't pester her, I didn't beg her to do it or make a scene. People will sit there and claim "No means no!" but we were having sex every night at the time. A simple "are you sure?" because it's something that we were doing nightly and it seemed weird that she didn't want to all of the sudden. if she said "Yeah, I'm sure." Then I wouldn't have pushed it any further and we wouldn't of had sex. That has to be the biggest stretch of rape I have ever heard of. I know my haters will push this hard but they are really, really grasping here.

>>32623694
yeah nah
fuck `em

>>32623694
As for IL, she has never claimed I raped her but there is one time that might have seemed that way because she regretted how it happened. We ordered pizza, and then she started teasing me on the couch. Like, I was sitting there and she was putting jussstttt the tip in and moving her hips. I grabbed her and slammed her down on me and told her to stop playing. She gasped (in pleasure mind you) and then got off of me and moved to the bed where we started to make out and grind. We didn't say anything, but she was clearly into it. I slid it in and started fucking her. She was extremely into it but since she was still a virgin I asked her if she wanted me to stop. She whimpered no so I kept going. She came TWICE and was super happy at the time. And then we went and got pizza.

Only a few years later she said she regretted losing her virginity so suddenly and while pizza was coming. I told her it was great, reminding her that she initiated it, that I asked her if she wanted me to stop, and that she orgasmed twice. PLUS she got pizza afterwards, which sounds like an amazing time to me.

She never said I raped her but she might in the future because of her "regret" of it not being as romantic as she might have wanted it. I bring all of this up because people constantly look for shit to criticize me over in my life and this could be one of them. We had done everything sexually possible up to that point. Oral, handjobs, anal, everything except straight sex. Again, because I knew we had never done it for real before I asked her if she wanted to stop and she said "no" and pushed me to keep going. It's only her later regret of how it might have been passionate, it just wasn't as romantic as she wanted. Which is dumb but whatever. She very much enjoyed it.

So there's the two things sexually that people want to criticize me over. Both of them I did nothing wrong but since I'm the leader of this cult I'll catch a lot of flak for every little bit.

>>32623707
That's what I say. She has been telling everyone I raped her when that just isn't the case at-fucking-all. She said yes, clearly, with no pressure at all.

And for the other girl, she never claimed I raped her but has told me she regretted losing her virginity in such a way. Even though I literally asked her if she wanted me stop so we could do it later but she wanted me to continue.

I'm in a position that people constantly find things to shit on me about. They also claim I'm a pedophile because I think shit like Leo dating a 25 year old is perfectly normally. I also dated a younger girl when I was 24 (she was 17) when age of consent is 16 in my state. Both of her parents loved me and thought I was a good influence for their daughter. People constantly look for shit to hate me for.

Tonight I will teach you all a secret dark art to make someone obsessed with you.
The first step is when you are dating someone get a feel for what they want out of the relationship.
If they want to find the one and bring up marriage within the first few dates. If they seem lonely then give them lots of extra attention and love. If they seem ignored then praise them for everything that they do like they are a genius.
Be consistent, communicative, and attentive for the first three months. Fulfill every aspect they want out of a good relationship.
After the third month mark passes, stop doing everything that you were previously doing.

If you were communicative then stop texting as much. If you planned amazing dates then stop takin them out as much. If you were having amazing sex then stop fucking as much.
Your partner will instantly start to panic. The consistent dopamine rush they got from you will suddenly be gone and like an addict they will do anything in their power to get it back from you.
Congratulations, you have created a servant that will do anything they can to fulfill your needs and make the relationship go back to the way it was.

Now your partner may catch on from a few weeks to a few months that you are no longer fulfilling your previous role and may begin to think about leaving you.
That is why you have to slowly throw out a breadcrumb or two of your past self to lead to believe they can still make things go back to the beginning of the relationship.

Bonus points if you can isolate them from good friends and family that will advise them to leave you.

Before, you'd use to appreciate my efforts in trying to be more attentive. I've always struggled to remember dates, but you made me change that.

However, why are you so cold now? What made you say something so bizarre when I mentioned our anniversary was close? "So weird how you remembered that", how is it weird? Was it not desirable before? What changed?

I hate that you take hours to reply to me, only to not say anything substantial at all. We used to spend hours talking about stuff, now I'm lucky if I exchange 5 texts with you in the span of ten hours. I can't keep doing this, L. You have to be better. Please.

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I asked a girl out for the first time in many years and it felt great, despite her saying no.\

wagmi

my brc is over 14 inches

>>32623846
mine is a V8

>>32623809
good shit anon, keep the momentum going

yeah That cannot play any of the metal songs on drums

Ah, so that's it - the fundamental tool of authoritarian control is repetition. This is why 4chan runs so counter to the mainstream; without an algorithm, all content is unique, there is only repetition insofar as users will it, no more. No artificial propagation.

Please leave me alone now, you got what you wanted and you betrayed me and my friends. I can't trust you. If I can't trust someone, if they stab me in the back, there is no point in communicating anymore as they've proven themself disloyal.

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>>32623861
Thanks man I'm trying, hope you're doing well.

I want to get drunk so fucking BAD!!!!! SHIT!!!!!!!

>>32623024
Yeah I agree, jews are fucking retarded.

I'm leaving instructions, for my legal team, who already have my information to sue the US government and all related, if they try to assassinate me now. Believe me, it would amount to billions, if not trillions, in damages and rights. My father already left the information with them.

>>32621181
Rat that faggots ass out. Cheaters are scum, and if hes not willing to talk or be open about that shit with you, hes not a friend or at least a friend worth keeping around.

The image of me having sex makes me uncomfortable. I feel like someone like me shouldn't be having sex because it just doesn't seem right. I'm a virgin in my 30s

>>32623742
well m8
just avoid the welfare checks
I am 35 and I just asked a 19 out and although she rejected me I will try again with a dowry and a ring if she exhibits more signs
irreligious heathens can't deal with nature

No matter how much I rationalize it and "move on" I still can't get over parting ways with my best friend. I only knew him for six months and I never once met him in real life. Why do I care so much? I literally broke up with my boyfriend of five years about three months ago and that doesn't hurt an ounce of the amount of pain I get from realizing I'm never talking to my ex-friend ever again. I'll be having a completely normal day and then suddenly I burst into tears. I guess this is what happens when you live a privileged life where you were able to apologize your way out of shitty behavior to keep people around you.

You destroyed me & now my country. After my death, they will release all the data to the courts and it will bankrupt the US.

Just got back to my home after knocking for a minute outside a church for a meeting I was invited to by the organizer. At 27 degree (F) weather, not only did they not open the door, I couldn’t get ahold of them despite waving from outside the window and loudly leaving a voicemail message. So much for wanting to get involved in something I believe in. I think these people just want government funding to spend on themselves and not really put any effort on practical solutions to the issues in my city. My only thoughts right now are “maybe this isn’t the group me”, “what if they are just scamming the gov’t?”, “in retrospect, I have never heard of this group do anything for my city other than stop the local gov’t from redistributing funds that may be put into actual use elsewhere like transportation access in my city.” I hope the local government does what it needs to do to help get it back on its feet. We don’t need detached outsiders hounding funds nor ignorant people making life-changing decisions based on their collective feelings. I feel rejected, but luckily I only wasted time and gas. Still, I will continue doing what I believe is right yet I am still asking for the right to live the good in my life and share it with a special someone. I’m afraid it’s worse despite getting out of the streets.

>>32619983
So u can harvest my energy?

Once a narcissist always a narcissist, and I am no exception. I will embrace my full nature instead of fighting it

>>32624030
Someone once compared it to Dune. There are many billionaires out there that have harvested my energy, ideas and tortured me for it. They have the information on it, on everything. This is precisely why the internet was created in the first place. Unfortunately, I couldn't make peace and it's not for lack of trying (everything) so we move to the plan B. Sue them into oblivion.

I’ve been low on funds ever since that dentist charged me 5000 dollars to pull a wisdom tooth and perform half of a root canal. The way he sarcastically said “but you’re such a good person” after refusing to finish the job after they told me to stop by so they could expedite the process sent me into an episode. I strongly believe that my water bottle was poisoned so that I could develop antibiotic resistance.

Second time meeting the guy. I know he was trying to send me into an episode at a moment of weakness, desperately needing help.

I fucking hate being alive

Are there any online transcriptionist jobs hiring? I found several sites the other day and it's all waitlist or no hires at all unless you have years of experience in the subject.

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XD

>Read some post about Chad and what he does with women
>lose all interest in wanting to do the same
Idk man

So you're killing people now, in my city, to send a warning to me. I know. You've done this before, we've seen this terror you unleash before. If you kill anyone I know, I kill myself. If I kill myself, it's the end of you (all info released, etc etc - probably nukes too) and they send the nukes out & get in their rockets or bunkers. You see now? Just make peace, it doesn't mean death for you then.

My heart is growing cold.

I just want a safe and warm place to stay with some space and a cat, preferably my cat but he’s held hostage likely indefinitely. I want a bed that I can actually fit in. I want to craft items out of leather, tie flies, play video games and get back into music production. I don’t want to go outside. I want people to fuck off and leave me alone.

>>32623095
What is??

>>32623232
There's no wind !

>>32623349
Stop associating with pieces of shits.
Why text a piece of shit ??
Do better

Currently seeing this single mother bitch. Little does she know I have 3 other bitches lol damn these bitches are DUMB!!

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Maricucked is literally me

Each time I become disinterested it’s stronger and when my interest returns briefly it’s weaker. In relationships. I need three hundred and fifty dollars. I bought a video game but forgot that I need Xbox live. Shit. I played the tutorial and the spider made me shriek. If I ever encounter a giant spider in front of a woman and do that then she won’t be attracted anymore. The scene from the King Kong movie scared me when I saw it in theater. I’m still that same kid scared of giant bugs.

>>32624201
Poor lady, you're an asshole

Hope everything gets better

If I ever had a wife she would probably just be someone u sent to poison me. Or maybe she could beg me to take her camping off grid in the snow and leave me stranded. Maybe she could push me off a tall ledge while hiking. How about escalating a situation with a stranger that I’m not trained to deal with? I think they want to end my bloodline.

People who I don’t know want bad shit to happen to me and it’s weird.

>>32624452
I want good things to happen to you.

Strangers have been cool lately.

Why are single moms always giga perverts? Like bitch, maybe learn from your first mistake and stop trying to fuck everyone you interact with?

>>32624444
what makes you think anyone would want to marry some namefag that thinks this thread is his little blog? fucking neck yourself faggot
>>32624452
>>32624577
what's weird is thinking that anyone cares about a little namefag like you

>>32624609
They shit themselves when the baby comes out
in for a penny type of thing

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>>32624614

Martin Luther King Jr was really a very good man

>>32624734
Favorite MLK moment?

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>>32624734
It looks like the FBI is planning on destroying his character 2027. I personally doubt that he did this.

starting my social/gender transition soon :D, looking forwards towards life for once.
Finding joy in interactions with others now. :D

>>32624708
>>32624819
When are you going to kill yourself? A little birdie told me that your life is kind of pathetic.

>>32618005
I wish I had more control of everything.
I wish I wasn't stuck in my room studying for exams every goddamn session and had the ability to go anywhere I wanted to take a break.
I wish I wasn't this afraid to get in dad's car and just drive to places where I'd rather be.
I wish I didn't use my free time during sessions to just fap because I always feel awful with myself.
Adding to this, I wish I wasn't single so that I'd actually just get affectionate hugs more often. I can't seem to find someone that grabs my attention nor do I grab anyone's.
I wish I could just change my mother's personality so that she stops being a weight no matter what I do. I know she means well, but I just can't stand her sometimes.
Adding to this, I wish I could test if I have ADHD or autism like I suspect without her being "scared" about it or if it's just me imagining things.
I wish I was able to finish personal projects or at least finish the setup for most of them. That I could learn to properly draw on a PC without feeling awful for semi-tracing poses, and that I could learn 3D modelling, coding, etc. I wish I couldn't feel like I was too late to start getting into game development.
I wish I wasn't so scared of AIs actually worsening humanity as a whole sometimes.
I wish I didn't have to be passively subjected to hearing bad news from across the world, I stopped watching news to avoid hearing the world's going to hell, I refuse to hear it further.

Simply put, I wish my mind was free of any weight and worry.

Part of me feels like it's probably gonna get better after the next 2-3 weeks, and maybe it will be, but this doesn't change the fact that I'm stuck in a status quo I dislike until I graduate. I'm at least glad I have friends both online and offline, but usually during these times they're either unresponsive or too focused on session shit just like me.
I'm probably just burnt out from feeling like a bird stuck in a gilded cage

>>32624935
I said that I was going to 11 days from now. I probably won’t. I just need to make a slam fire. I might. Hopefully I can figure it out.

>>32624953
Dont pussy out, faggot.

>>32624959
I’ll probably try and get this maternity test done first. Just need to save some money. Wish me luck, babe.

>>32624969
>maternity test
Cumming on your moms dirty panties cant get her pregnant bozo.

>>32624974
I’m hoping she isn’t my mom then I can go from there.

ye fucc

I felt awful lying to your mom yesterday about how things are really going for us, but you asked me to. You want to go back to how you were decades ago now with no emotions, you want me to lie about our marriage, and I'm just trying to figure out how that will lead back to you being happy and healthy again. I cannot even express unhappiness without it affecting your mental state. I'm terrified for you. I don't want you to die, but you can't set the source of your happiness to mine. People in healthy relationships don't do that. All our friends can do is watch this all play out, and I feel like I've exhausted and stressed them out enough. I only really have one outlet to be myself anymore and it's the one thing you won't participate in. This wasn't how this year was supposed to go.

succy
fuccy

I spent my childhood raised on notions of men and women as equals. I was brought up in that mindset regarding both sex and race for all people.

Now I'm a man in my 30s and my very kumbaya equality worldview has resulted in feeling like I'm just less respected as a man.

I don‘t feel worthy of the things I want.

i don't want my dad touching me
please stop touching me

>>32625229
hmu bby

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>>32624609
I have a lot of issues with single parents. They shouldn't date at ALL in my opinion. The type of people to date single parents are either actual pedophiles or losers that couldn't get their own family. It makes no fucking sense to get with a single parent for either sex unless it's one of those reasons, and given that, why would a single parent accept that for their child?
They should be focused on keeping their child safe and raising them but instead it's like they keep proceeding with life as if they don't have a child. Protecting that child should be the top priority, not finding a romantic partner. They already fucked that up, they need to deal with it, coparent with the baby's mom/dad if possible, and just have fwbs/casual relationships outside the home and keep that person away from their fucking kid.
You know how in the lion kingdom, when a new male creates a pride he kills all of the cubs from previous litters before he starts his own? That shit happens with humans too. Like you see that case of the childless woman that got with a single dad then murdered his daughter and dragged the corpse to the mom's house? 100% because the woman was an unbalanced loser to be dating a single father in the first place and was jealous of him having a kid with his ex. So lion'd it, even presenting the corpse on the mom's front yard. And with men, they'll get with single moms to raise their own fucktoys
Single parents that date are literally saying "I am a bad parent and care more about sex than my child's wellbeing"

>>32625256
As a single mom that learned this the hard way, I fully agree with you.

>>32625256
>lions kill their new prides cubs
animals do lots of things humans dont. by that logic you shouldnt have sex at all, because some mammals kill their young, and so by your logic human men will kill your kid if you have sex with them.

>one crime happened and so single moms shouldn't date because that crime will happen every time its like child abuuuse woooah
married men commit crimes against their own children too. does that again mean that people shouldnt have sex with or marry any men?

>>32625303
Did you go to school and did nobody ever teach you what a metaphor is? Sorry my post hit close to home but you need to make healthy decisions for your child

>>32625311
You were using the lion example literally not symbolically. You said "Humans do that shit too" then gave an example of the literal act of killing your rivals child. Your post hit nowhere close to home I just found your reasoning behind your opinion to be faulty.

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Is it too late for me to correct my wrongs?
10 days... 10 more days until it's all over. I can't do anything but sit and watch as the consequences of my actions bring me down to a lifetime of suffering.
Everything led up to this. It's my fault, really. Even posts like these just make it worse. But I feel incapable. I don't feel like I can be what she wants, when I'm questioning myself and wondering how wrong I went everyday. It's a grave I can't pull myself out of.
Just pretend nothing is wrong. You have to

It'd really help if she could atleast pretend to be interested when I say things.

I'm lonely and don't care anymore. Gonna cold approach every women I find atractive with the intention of food, a movie, and sex. If she says no, lets not waste eachothers time, next. Never experienced the dating scene growing up and I feel like my late 20's is a good time for me to start.

>>32625256
I just think single moms are icky. She probably left the father because she thought she could do better, and then just ends up in a never ending loop of dating a bunch dudes who use her for sex until she finds some loser cuck doormat that will pay for her ridiculous lifestyle without her having to put out. If I desperately need company, I'd rather get a dog.

>>32625350
Just because you stop namefagging doesn't mean we don't know who you are, dumbass. There's no point delaying the inevitable. Just wrap that shit up.

Hopefully I am not too weird for normalfag jobs

>>32625514
I've never namefagged, tho.

>>32625504

Check out Owen Cook on YouTube. A lot of self-help content is cringey bullshit but you will honestly learn a lot from him.

I am as autistic as fuck and it’s more likely than not that I wouldn’t have a wife and child if I never watched his content

I just ate a shrimp egg roll that's been sitting in my fridge for a month, am I fucked?

She clearly got lip filler. Her being an attention whore clearly has no changed since she was a teenager.

>>32625610
Anon is a manipulative control freak. They have an incentive to dilute my character with anons who are not me. I think they feel threatened by my character and they are jealous in some strange, twisted way. It is what it is.

>>32625699
Seriously there is a way to undo that, right? The point was that she was perfection naturally, she didn't need surgery. Her wrinkles are all gone too, so I question if she had a facelift as well.

I just want to sex her, I doubt she would be a good companion. She is vain, knows she's beautiful, and only likes guys based on how famous they are. She's not genuine at all.

>>32625736
I figure it is either because they think that if they dismantle the integrity of my identity then they can hijack my identity or they feel stupid for talking shit because when he references my actual posts there is little reason for them to talk shit so they need to pretend that posts that are clearly not by my hand are the reason why they talk shit. They have issues with themselves essentially.

Anon probably wants me to kms so they can start pretending to be me. They’re fucking obsessed with me. Very invested.

I wonder if atheists think that Jesus was a descendant of Shem or Japeth. Does Jesus look Semitic in old artistic depictions? If Jesus was a descendant of Japeth could Mary possibly have had a secret incentive to be involved with Joseph?

>>32623753
This only works on people who are inherently damaged and broken and aren't stable and secure. If you think preying on prey is some revolutionary new power, good for you, I have higher ambitions.

I think I'm falling in love, properly this time. We have so much in common, so much to do together, as well as of course making love.. the future is looking bright.

There's absolutely no reason to think about the dreams or what they might have meant because nothing will ever fucking happen. You can send a million messages at this point and I wouldn't care because I know you're just fucking with me and you don't ever intend on stopping this. It's just constant fuckery until I grow old and die wondering why you did it in the first place.

Seriously, if you aren't going to end it soon just fucking kill me. KILL. ME.

I gotta get used to rejection. alright. give me all your rejection every rejection you got

You can be sweet for both of us.

>>32618005
Please, just once, walk up and ask me how I’m doing. I keep approaching you all the time, but you rarely ever do the same for me. I just want to let you know that I genuinely love you.

>>32626002
How are you doing, what's on your mind?

I finished it all since I started in June. There is some stuff I can do for resume related stuff to plop on there that is mostly simple, but outside of that, it's done. 232 days.

Does dopamine fasting actually help with anything or just same old same old. Anyone tested this?

>>32626214
Tested it for two weeks. Did absolutely nothing other than make me want to crawl out of my skin.

>>32626250
That's how I felt for 3 weeks. Nothing but bordem and torture. Well tbf , I did srg bot dopamine fasting. Maybe it works for not already fried brains? Or it maybe it requires at least couple of months or even years to heal. Which is impossible to do when you have school and work etc...

I'm so fucking tired of being stalked by BPD women.

Smart people, like really smart not just dudes that memorize stuff to pass tests or have many diplomas while doing fuck all, happen to be extremely charismatic and likable. I'm not talking about looks or superficial aspects, but from what I've seen someone who is really smart (and again, not just autistically attuned to one subject) are easy to talk to, likeable, funny and all around a pleasure to be around.

Had a serious crash out 10 years+ ago with a friend. We both fucking sucked ass back then in terms of how far the human condition can go. Recently I started wanting to hit him up.

The things we like and our shared hobbies have kept us in a vague circling perpetuity ever since we stopped being homies. Now that I'm older and in a better space I know it's not worth it. We both have our own lives to live. If I was younger and stupider I probably would have tried to reach out again.

I feel a lot better when I'm away from here. Yet I get sucked back in.

>>32626331
Go out and live your life. Those of us who stay here were born in the darkness, it's our natural habitat.

>>32626285
Stalk them back?

>>32626342
Are you happy?

>>32626353
I'm content for sure, maybe there's something lacking but I don't dwell on it too much.

>>32626358
I guess that's something. I'm happy for you, anon. Thank you.

>>32626361
Sure thing, wish you best my dude.

>>32626364
the best*

>>32626295
Every subject just gives you more to talk about and perspective. Average people are generally more fun to banter with than below average people. One day we will be able to talk to a nigh all knowing super genius whenever we want.

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Jews are trying to steal the sieg heil now. Does this prove that they will try to steal anything?

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Duh duh… duh duz it?

I want the United States to wage war on everything. I seek the complete and utter annihilation of ALL un-American life. I want to turn the Middle East into glass. I want to send the Europoors back a thousand years. I want to remove Australia off the face of the earth. I want to give radiation-induced cancer to South America by nuclear warheads. I want to cripple every opposing nation. I seek utter domination among my competition. I am willing to throw my life away in battle. I want chemical warfare, I want adverse health effects. I want radiation-induced genetic failure. I want to destroy every single piece of green that isn't attached to America. I won't take any prisoners, I want mass conquering.

>>32619115
>invade their land
>ethnically cleanse them
>act shocked when they hate you and want you gone
I really don't understand the controvery over this issue. One side is just blatantly right.

I have never once shared a nude photo or video someone has sent me with another human being. I've never showed anyone a nude photo or video in person. I HAVE had someone post nudes of my ex however and I did get blamed for it at first but it turned out it was someone else that she was cheating on me with.

I have had a lot of girls send me nude photos of them to paint for my art. I never post the photo, but I do post the paintings and that's with their permission. I have had friends model for my art and again, I only post the paintings and not the photos. The only time I have posted a nude photo of a girl is when she posted it herself. She posted two of them (but you couldn't see anything, they were angled in such a way that the bits were blocked)

I HAVE had a gf send our sex pics to her friends and some random guys. Why? I have no fucking idea. She would stream our sexy video chats with another guy (I'm assuming he was paying her to). Which is incredibly fucked up but whatever.

I like how you are taking it upon yourself to correct me now at every turn and I bet you think it's 'cute' or you are 'helping me' when really it's not.
It doesn't make me feel better when anything I say now is at some level of scrutiny and I can't even communicate with you over any tiny thing because you have to overcorrect. Do that with someone else. It's not something I want anymore. Especially if I try to correct you on something I know you may be wrong on. "No, you can't be wrong." Cool man. Please go teach if you wanna teach. I'm not looking for a teacher. I'm looking for a partner.

>>32626793
I didn't even know it was you, you just got in the way.

I don't feel like doing much today
I'll buy some fruit, keep dieting, and clean my house a little
I wanna cuddle with my boyfriend

>Girl expresses interest in me
>Feel too scared to do anything about it
>Start avoiding her
>Self-loathing increases
Every time

>>32626783
I had once said I was going to post a girls nudes if she didn't answer me right now about cheating allegations (when she was 100% cheating) but then I immediately said "I didn't mean that, I would never do such a thing. I was just angry and wanted to get your attention it was an incredibly stupid thing to say and again I would never do such a thing)

Which I wouldn't. I was just really angry at the time and thought of the one thing that would grab her attention. She absolutely still trusted me and believed me that I didn't mean it because she ended up sending me EVEN MORE nudes than before. You don't send nudes to someone that you think would actually post them.

i'm pretty sure even one has said an empty threat at some point in a relationship. Like they would go and fuck someone else or do something stupid. That was one of those things. Especially because i said I didn't mean it literally 3 seconds after I said it.

>>32626599
>ruins your sand

My head hurts again

>>32627003
drink like several glasses of water daily, it takes hours after drinking water to hydrate and lose thr dehydration headache. The faster you quaff the faster that relief will come.

>>32627003
If u loosen your neck, upper back, shoulder, throat, scalp and face muscles your headaches might disappear.
https://archive.4plebs.org/adv/thread/32515215/#q32525373
Explained how itt. Forgot to mention that after these routines u will need to not only work underneath the muscle strands but actually yank them up off the bone too. If u relax a muscle it’s easier to get underneath, once u get under u flex the muscle and pull it away from u. Only after loosening everything first.

I don't think some people are capable of having a discussion with

>Talk to grill
>Think we are hitting off
>SUDDENLY
>Rush of memories of everything I have not accomplished
>Memories of my parents having severe financial difficulties several times during my life time due to bad luck / bad planning
>Reminder kicks in that I can barely survive on my actual salary
>"Cheapest date I could afford will make the next month pretty shitty"
>"If she does not want to see me again, I am just putting the screws on myself"
>"Worst case scenario she actually says yes and I am screwed and she is bound to dump me because girls dig financial stability"
>All this takes a nano-second to process
>"Hey I'll talk you later, c-cya"
>Don't ask her number or anything
>"I will surely see her again"
>Never see her again for whatever reason

That's been my love life for 20 years, I am 30.
Happened at work, classes, public
I can never guess if the girl in questioned even liked me a bit.

>>32625698
Depends.
Those are in shelves for WAY longer if frozen.
From a restaurant, well, let's just say you won't be ALONE with yourself for some time. Say hello to your own symbiote.

>>32620382
Fugget about it