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>be me
> 28, gov office job, nothing special, 9 to 5,
>at least get to travel around Europe once every 2-3 months
> relationships have been unsatisfying lately
> beginning of this summer get super bored (and a bit horny)
>brainwave.exe
>out of sheer boredom post a message on a website for roommates
>offer free rent for a woman in tough place
>emphasize you don't want sex
>proceed to forget completely about the ad (don't believe women actually agree to that)
>2 - 3 weeks later get a message
>"hey about this ad. what's your idea?"
>holyshit.exe
>play it cool, say you just want a woman roommate that can take care for the apartment a little bit while I'm at work
>she (34) has a girl (4), tough breakup with the dad, been alone since she gave birth
>decide to help them out
>next day they come
>kid hugs me immediately
>heatwarmed.exe
>the mother looks nice, my type
>still playing it cool, not pushing for anything, let her relax
>month passes, we grow close, kid adores me, the mother and I even start having occasional sex,
>six moths pass, we have tough times, we fight, we make up, we fight, we make up...
>eventually decide to grow the f up and cut the bs
>tell her you love her and want to commit to her fully
>she tells me she has been into me since she saw me, loves me as well and wants my babies (yes, more than one)
>bestsexinmylife.jpeg
>get her pregnant with twins even though she smokes and drinks
>claims she will stop
>yeah right...

We love each other a lot and we will both literally kill and go to jail for our babies even if we end up breaking up but every time I bring up the cigarettes and alcohol she says she will stop them and gets irritated. I've given up on that front and just hope her mother instincts kick in make her stop. If something happens to my kids inside her because of that I won't forgive myself for not trying hard enough. I am a blind fool, I know.