The older I get the less I can lie to myself that any of this matters.
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>>32625831same problem. I guess just live and don't try finding meaning
>>32625831>>32626131Try finding something or someone you enjoy spending time with.
>>32625831Is that all you can say? If you're not willing to put in any effort then don't expect any advice that'll mean anything to you.
>>32626147Love and friendship are just more distractions. I don't yearn for escapism but for meaning and purpose. I am unable to create my own.>>32626151Nihilism has overtaken me.
>>32625831Draw
am 30 feel the same
We find purpose through identification and recognition. It's the reason we look at art, watch movies, read books, play video games. Some people find it within other people through socialization but we are autistic so art must be our salvation. Start working on your craft immediately
Art is enhanced by difficultyAny difficult thing that you do, that makes your stomach clench and your mind white-out, will enhance your art