anybody here schizoid who managed to find meaning and purpose and live withthe fact that you have no self or ego and can enver be fully committed or attached to something?
practice grace
>>32626098Fowwow Jesus Chwist
>>32626137elaborate. its hard for me to do when i dont care about much at all
>>32626098>the fact that you have no self or ego and can enver be fully committed or attached to something?You lucky bastard. Entire religions have strived for that. Buddhists are out there rn dressing in orange and shaving their heads to achieve what you have.
>>32626098I'm fully committed and attached to knowledge and the pursuit of virtue.
>>32626228Buddhists are self righteous faggots. the majority of homeless people are schizoid. its not a gift at all, theres a reason i specifically asked for schizoid answers. you dont know what its like,
>>32626251are you schizoid? hows that wokring out for you? you have a job? a house? family?
>>32626264Relax schizoid, I was merely joking.
>>32626290its not funny man
>>32626296https://youtu.be/9EiEvM8xnBs?si=bOkbTBRQ8PVw1yPo
>>32626268Maybe avoidant but I fit the criteria for both, not diagnosed. I have a job and a house, no family of my own, a few online friends. I've pretty much tailored my life for comfy solitude so that I can focus on my interests in peace.
>>32626321I don't know how to help you man, but there is this movie with peter dinklage called the station agent. He seems schizoid or avoidant and its a very comfy movie.
>>32626572No worries, I'm not here for help just to discuss schizoid/solitary life. Thanks for the movie rec, I'll check it out sometime!
>>32626162nobody appreciated this joke
>>32626636i did but its not the right time
>>32626663sorry :( i don't have advice but i hope things get better for you anon. rooting for you
>>32626098you gotta hit the forest more often
>>32626098Yes, because zero holds an infinite possibilities.You're just going through the edgy angsty high school phase of your schizophrenia. Literal bottomless level of Hell. Try not to off yourself and it gets better from here on out.
>>32626725And yes, we were all biorn from chaos, so don't be afraid next time it reers its head towards you. It's just a thing.
>>32626098Op here what i failed to mention is the ocd i also have which makes the schizoid problem harder to navigate or come to peace with
>>32626098>the fact that you have no self or ego and can enver be fully committed or attached to something?Yes, none of that prevents or even slows down meaning or purpose.Just have meaning and purpose in what you do. It's not hard.
>>32626264No way, you guys wouldn't want so much wine and weed if you were schizOID, you fags are schizO
>>32628363>the ocdOh, you're that faggot who categorically objects to and opposes all wellness and self esteem.Problem is you.
>>32628444you dont understand and wouldnt understand unless you experienced it. im not going to lie to myself, its impossible to do.i get no pleasure, enjoyment, or satisfaction from doing what normal people do. the point is because i have no self i cannot grow or fully ive myself to something. i have to keep myself seperate from and not comitted to anything i do or else ill be entirely engulfed. doing shit does not grant me a self it just leaves me entirley open to abuse .
>>32628500i have diagnosed obessive compulsive disorder and havent left the house in 2 months. you just gave a meaningless statement with nothing to ground it
I don't think any shitzoid has ever achieved this, it's a central feature
>>32626098rope fucking faggot. youre a schizo not a schizoid learn the fucking difference
>>32629060maybe you should learn the difference retard
>>32626137FPBP
Taking care of animals. I stay away from people as much as possible but animals give me purpose
