>be me>have a BPD cunt mother who used me as a emotional tampon and freaked out whenever I expressed any sort of individuality and would sic my pussy whipped happy wife happy life attack dog of a father on me for daring to defy her and would then later tell me to stand up to her because he sure won’t when I was eight years old>end up a shell of a human never had any friends or a girlfriend and addicted to the internet because it was the only safe place I have>manage to move out to section eight housing despite both my parents trying everything to stop me>block both of them and disown both of them>have to figure out how to develop into a person and try to make something of the rest of my shit lifeBe honest is their really any coming back from this?
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>>34509790no. youre likely to be BPD too. you know what you need to do, apple doesn't fall far from the tree
>>34509790Same except my mom divorceraped my dad and I grew up without him. He took me in after I stopped going to school and got me back on track but I lost the will to live after he died. Slipped through the system and moved back in with mom only for all the trauma to catch up and develop CPTSD. Couldn't find any affordable housing so I just gave up. I have one more ace in my sleeve which is a business I invested in and it actually looks like I'll be able to move soon, but all I really look forward to is buying a ninja 600 and wrapping myself around a tree. Wanna be friends?
>>34509790Spiritual-maxx, ayahuasca-maxx. I.e. personal development + community
>>34511816Me too. Also this is good advice.You may not believe it but your mother has the empathy of a hamster. Would still eat you if necessary, but still wants you in case the gene propagates. Your father also is unwilling to endure harm to protect you. No heroic, macho attitude men 'should' have. But he is fearful enough that he didn't look for better.They know everything you suspect and deny because that part of the brain where truth is doesn't trigger. Will never trigger.After years of difficulty forcing me to adapt, introspection and drugs, I experienced empathy. It's not permanent, either.So if your parents didn't do the work, their empathy is that of a simple minded mammal. Society made food and shelter available without creativity, why work harder? They weren't curious. And that's the end of the story.
>>34509790I am in a worse boat.>>34512053Good luck to you.
>>34509790>theirWhat the...
