Have you ever intentionally or unintentionally harmed an animal that you deeply regret?Did you forgive yourself? Spill your worst here here.
>tortured insects, dissecting them live, burning them, electrocuting them>neglected a small frog in my posession, that slowly starved to deathThese are the worst and they haunt me to the point of suicidal thoughts.
I have neglected and killed every pet I ever had. Goldfish, turtle, mandarin bird, duckling, even the ant farm.I used to perform "experiments" on lizards, like burning them, blowing them up with firecrackers, waterboarding them and cutting them open too see what was inside.I tried to raise baby birds by feeding them nothing but bits of moist bread until they died of malnutritionI once caught two dozen froglets in a tub and forgot about them until they dried out and became mummified.I begged my parents for a dog, they got me a German Shepard puppy. I proceeded to play with him for about a week, then I ignored him in the yard until he got too big for my mom to take care of so they took it to the pound.I once took home a lone kitten who was looking sickly, he hissed at me so I got scared, put him in a bag and left him back where I found himThere, I think that's everything
>>4845967How do you feel about these, indifferent?
>>4845970I feel nothing, it was my parents fault for not teaching me how to take care of animals really. I stick to plants now.
>>4845967>>4845975Yeah, none of this happened. Get better bait.
Something was done to me in Junior High.I did not have the language, understanding to give it a name.I was expelled for the rest of the semester to cover it up.My family didn't believe that I didn't do anything, and that it was my fault.I gathered a bunch of toads into a kettle. After a few days(?), I started lighting fireworks in the kettle and closing the lid.I took my trauma out on myself, too.But they didn't deserve it.I had, up to that point, been the one to always confront other kids about torturing animals. Even if I was too well-behaved to actually fight about it.I held on to my hatred of everything for a few years after that, but, that was the one time I was so dissociated I felt no remorse or empathy.No excuses.I took the sorry thing some monster did for his own gratification, and I took it out on maybe a dozen frogs in a kettle I left to rot in there.
>>4846002I don't understand this story, what was done to you?So you exploded a bunch of frogs because of it?
>>4845947who the fuck would feel guilty about killing antszoroastrians wouldve made you a saint for doing that kek
>>4845975It is actually your school's job to teach you how to take care of animals.
>>4845947I hit my dog once for barking when I was a teen. Ever since that moment she barked less often. She's getting old now and I will never forgive myself for doing what I did. I will never trust myself to have an animal companion, for I am afraid what I will do to it. I deeply care for animals now and I hate myself for what I did to her. I hope I burn in hell when I perish.
>>4845947so many edgelords cumming here 2 larp
>>4846224Its redeemable and remorse is evident, you dont deserve to burn in hell for a bad thing you atone for already :< Dont deny yourself animal friends over it if you get the chance to have another
>>4846230this, just don't hit a dog again
found an injured bird once and thought I'd but it out of its misery by whacking it with a stick. completely overestimated my strength and wasn't able to kill it in one blow. started to panic because the bird was flailing around so I stomped it a couple times then shoved to to the side into the grass and walked on.
I jerked off a dog once.
>>4846230Pretty sure it's a subtle troll.
>>4846016 people sometimes talk around the fact they were raped because it's not easy for them to say it
>>4846333It wasn't rape. I assure you he enjoyed every minute of me pounding g his boy hole.
>>4846230Thank you for this response. Maybe one day I will be able to forgive myself.
I was 13 years old and my uncle had just gotten a new puppyWell the puppy was teething and it kept on nipping meEventually I had enough and when I was in the room alone with the dog I let him bite me and then I shoved my hand in his mouth, held the back of his head with my hand and pushed it into his mouthHe tried to get away but I held it for 20 or so seconds and felt a lot of sadistic pleasureIt didn't help because the puppy kept on biting me
I had two degus and this Christmas I left them with 2 weeks worth of water and food, then Ive gone to Austria and got a nervous breakdown there that ended in almost two months in hospital. One killed and ate the other and survived.
>>4845947Probably making spiders fight
>>4846789I did this too, one allways killed the other, it was an interesting game but I regret it now.
