Neva give up your dreams.Do your best even when you feel bad.It will pay off
>>21759636Let me finish my nap first.
>>21759659Okay, take the nap then fight for your dreams
>>21759636I love playing piano but my hands are so goddamn small and I'm too poor to afford HGH
I'm a gatchafag now. Fortunately for me I chose the most fair and generous gatcha there is (I didn't know that before choosing it).
>>21759665What's a HGH?You could practice on a cheap digital piano that has weigthed keys.- I think weighted keys are important.>>21759697Oof. Hope you get the girls you want
>>21759665what about ibutamoren or anything else from this (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Growth_hormone_secretagogue) page?
>>21759958I got some of them just earlier, hence my post. With free rolls too (free as in didn't cost real world money, they still cost in-game currency). I have 3 more I want, but I am confident they'll come with time.
>>21759966That's good. I guess you are right about it being fair.I used to play blue archive a decent amount, but kinda quit lately.Since I'm doing so much other stuff I forget
>>21759963Thanks, I'll look into those. Hopefully they can counteract the fact that I don't own a single article of clothing or pillowcase or bedsheet that doesn't contain polyester>>21759958I already have a decent enough midi controller. Even with tons of practice it's just hard to play effortlessly like people with bigger hands can. Picrel is the largest possible interval I can play and only the tips of my fingers can reach ithttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xInP7Jcq9r0Look at how his fingers barely have to travel to reach their notes. FUCK MY HANDLET LIFE FUCK
>>21760038I don't know if blaming your hands will do much. I know there are virtuoso pianists who are women and asian. So their hands are much more smaller than average. Than there are young children who are insanely good at piano.You could maybe look into tips from other players who have small hands and focus on technique instead.
>>21759636pathological liar
>>21760055I'm a pathological winner
>>21760046Yeah, my hands are much larger than the bare minimum size to be able to play basically everything other than a few exceptions. They just aren't aesthetic very though. Thank u though I won't give upRewatching my vids though they aren't thaaat bad. I think I just need to lift more so they can be more muscly and vascular
>>21760069What's your goal?Becoming insanely good at piano?I'm not really a piano player, I am practicing the guitar and trying to improve at that. So most of my background is from me doing that
>>21760080Not really. I started really late (14) and to get to the point where people are blown away by your playing you need to start way earlier. I have a plan though to make some money and clout by playing decently enough so that one day I can attract a big brain foid that is more Hyperborean than me so I can make my sons celebrities by getting them to start playing at 6 months old and sending them to prestigious music schools lol. I'm pretty stupid so idk what else to do in life. Guitar is a lot cooler tho since it's portable and girls find it more attractive (I'd imagine)
>>21760100Well it's definitely easier if you started earlier.I'm gonna do my best to improve at guitar and make nice stuff in the future.I wanna make nice music, but I started when I was 20. I'm 22 now. So I have to trailblaze a lot.>start playing at 6 months old and send them to prestigious music schoolI have seen people do that. I guess you probably have a decent chance at getting them to a good level if they are interested and you prep them that early
>>21760113Well look out for the slavoid classicaly trained music family in the future and I'll look out for the Danish Mac DeMarco
>>21760125Idk If I will be that much known outside of fringe weeb subcultures on the internet.I make piano pieces sometimes, but I don't really play piano(much desu). Which is funny.Do you make music too or are you more into just playing/performing? Do you like improvising?
>>21759636kys yourself
>>21760130I used to make a lot of music when I was 15-17 but I really slowed down after that for whatever reason. I used to be a lot more creative with samples and effects and stuff but now I'm just autistically focused on trying to make my own original compositions which I'm really not good at yet so I spend a lot of time in FL dicking around instead of creatingThis is something I composed a few days agohttps://vocaroo.com/1hqyi8iKoIytThis is a handful of the stuff I made in my prime from 2019-21 in chronological order. I fell off hard lolhttps://vocaroo.com/1k87fo5dJbyNIt's kinda just been downhill from there lol. I had never tried to play classical music back then though and it's kinda all I spend my time doing now so it kinda makes sense. U got any demos?
>>21760960>so I spend a lot of time in FL dicking around instead of creatingI feel that.>This is a handful of the stuff I made in my prime from 2019-21 in chronological order. I fell off hard lolhttps://vocaroo.com/1k87fo5dJbyNI like this one. I have never been able to do much with samples, but I haven't played much with it. Reminds me of stuff like https://youtu.be/wExQLV7Ndps?si=3uUNgAStzf2N-WsrUsed to grow up finding music like this playing osu and it's pretty cool.>U got any demos?Like music? I have a few stuff. I have some sheet music, and some stuff in fl, but I haven't been doing much in fl lately.
my dream is to own a slave. i am so sad that black people are allowed to sit around collecting welfare. there is nothing more beautiful than a strong black body doing hard work while i collect profits from their labor.
>>21760976>1k87fo5dJbyNWait don't listen to this I fucked it up ;_;This is the onehttps://voca.ro/14GMUx8EElyhAnd yeah the only things I ever really sampled were drum fills, the rest I just came up with by messing around. I was also pretty good ish at sequencing drums
>>21761003>https://voca.ro/14GMUx8EElyhSick. These ones are pretty cool. Sounds like a partyhttps://voca.ro/1klC7lI1rM74Made pic related. A few days ago.https://voca.ro/14i5IidufRarNon sheetmusic one. I'm still not that good with guitar and I can't really record much with guitar until I get my tools so I can properly set up the guitar. Since it's fretbuzzy since I changed strings to a bigger gauge.
>>21761016>https://voca.ro/1klC7lI1rM74>https://voca.ro/14i5IidufRar
>>21761056I'm autistic as shit. Idk what you mean by this
Op, give us a faggy vocaro of your voice
>>21761115What should I say? I will just say it normally tho and I have an accent
>>21759636t-thanks
>>21761117You are welcome
>>21761116Say whatever, a long sentence, make it faggy
>>21761120https://voca.ro/12OKTfykD89W
U should listen to these. Very useful for inspo and figuring out how to intuitively compose. Also they're just good songshttps://youtu.be/rcDb8-aX26U?si=iRn9ULoUBjNCKR_Ohttps://youtu.be/XIKdCTmcTLs?si=x4aspFlt_uV0bqwjhttps://youtu.be/XMiSndwL97o?si=gQf7aVTpos6ElgcKhttps://youtu.be/A0umohcLS1I?si=5V7Ff0T7WH0zkRL6https://youtu.be/w2vLEQno9Ks?si=BqToclNAm-Q2aDVihttps://youtu.be/fRqynzR_8Ts?si=JLJjWCuV6jBCqGMGhttps://youtu.be/cm7VtX1kfbs?si=xTNglhra5G2Q9GCMhttps://youtu.be/NkdgFfKIWbA?si=XncqNVWClarHr2hXhttps://youtu.be/cRCA62tF1EQ?si=TFc5LstIJhnpDsU4https://youtu.be/J7ECbcwyjPY?si=lmZOR8l4cenHe1WWhttps://youtu.be/5M2PO4f5Y7k?si=nkCo4HFkbHn-VULJ
>>21761126Chopin is good. The composistion book I am learning from had me analyse chopin pieces. His etudes are godly
>>21761124It was faggy but it wasn’t long tho Anyway, it’s going in my vocaro collection
>>21761133Fuck you mean faggy it was my normal voice.
>>21761135Oh noooo xista
>>21761131Woah, I should really get a composition book. I've literally always just slapped notes together off the top of my head and hoped they sounded ok. That's why >https://vocaroo.com/1hqyi8iKoIyt sounds so weird bcuz I've begun to get cocky, idkThis is composing within my limits thohttps://vocaroo.com/13l9saaFqrzE
Now you need to say a longer sentence for me to determine if it’s really faggy or if that’s just my mental image of you
>>21761157You are a straight up homo
>>21761153Composistion book could be good. Pic related is the one I'm doing. It also has exercises>https://vocaroo.com/13l9saaFqrzEThis is nice. Since you are playing the piano you could get really far with composistion easily. Keep studying and practicing.>>21761157No thanks
>>21761161What makes you say that?
>>21761168LITTLE FAG NORWAY BOY VOCAROO NOWW!
>>21761168O yea to answer ur question from earlier I do improvise. That was one basically just a slightly refined improvisation>>21761170Idk, let me see what my buddy Eric has to say
>>21761171Why do you wanna hear my voice so much?>>21761173Oh okay. It's nice. Have you thought about making music in terms of phrases? I think that really helped me a lot and is something I'm still working around with. Since it gives a more structural and natural flow to your music.Imma give an example.https://voca.ro/12E5REMmZXQlThis musical structure I borrowed from a section of a piece joe hisaishi made.phrases go like a a b. c. a a ba a b. is a sentence form.c introduces new accomanianment motif/musical idea.and the accompanianment used in the first a a b gets changed with the one introduced in c in the reintroduction of the a a b.
>>21761056>>21761106The mentally ill freak who doesn't know anything and should be culled meant that your music is fucking trash and laughable because you suck dick. Kill yourself
>bro the fucking polyester in my bedsheets is the reason my hands are small I need to inject exogenous hormones in my body, that will definitely give me longer fingers years after my growth plates have closedLMFAO. you are such a stupid worthless fucking retard. I genuinely hope you die. toxic eugenicist incel mindset subhuman
>>21761192>>21761195Chill
btw since I know you're a bitch I'll just let you know that all even med grade hgh would do for you is grow your organs and soft tissue, get you closer to cancer and organ failure and make you hungry and bloated while growing tits. especially if you get some cheap fucking SHIT like ibutamoren which is literally a fucking mimic HUNGER HORMONE. I hope you die from your mk667 I genuinely do
>>21761188Just fucking post it sluta, my heart actually sank when I saw that the vocaroo was only a fucking second long
>toxic mindset>stupid worthless fucking retard. I genuinely hope you die
>>21761207https://voca.ro/TgZf847l7Rdl
i have given up
>>21761215Never gonna give you up...
fucking retards that don't know shit speculating all of this with their internet knowledge. You deserve the fucking Darwin award. You deserve to die in a laughable failure way. Cause you ARE a laughable failure. I want to open up the news one day and see some shit like "Canadian dies after injecting lethal doses of hormones in an attempt to get longer fingers years after his growth plates have closed"I'd say go to a doctor for advise but you'd probably say some shit like MAN BUT THE DOCS ARE ALL ZOG JEW PUPPETS WHO DONT KNOW NUFFIN MAN I KNOW WAY BETTER THAN THEM MAAAAAN I GOTTA INJECT THIS EXPENSIVE ASS HGH TO GET BIGGER HANDS SO I CAN PLAY PIANO BRO EVEN THO THERES 5 FOOT TALL ASIANS WHO PLAY PIANO A BILLION TIMES BETTER THAN ME AND IM 21 AND FINISHED GROWING BY 16There's some big black baboon fucking monkey nigger out there in south Sudan living in plastic trash eating fucking plastic who is 7 fucking feet tall with hands twice your size, but no mantits like you have of course. Kill yourself
>>21761220calm
>>21761220Anger
>>21761209Ritsu that shit does not workQuit fucking playing with me and post a REAL vocaro and prove how non-faggy and aryanchad your voice is
>>21761220I was probably never gonna go through with it anyways lmao, but thanks for giving me such a large space to live in your head even though it's hellish and incredibly loud in here
>sir, you are telling me you genuinely believe injecting human growth hormone to get longer FINGER BONES is a good idea? I am sorry to inform but first of all, further longitudinal bone growth in your state is impossible, and even if it were, HGH therapy traditionally has to start from a very young age and can only possibly add 5-10 centimeters to your stature - the finger length growth would only scale to the growth of your general frame.>MAYN FUCK YOUR ZOG JEW PROPAGANDA MAN I READ 15 YEAR OLD INDIANS SPECULATE DATING AND LOOKISM THEORY ON LOOKSMAX.ORG I KNOW MY STUFF MAN, RAJEESH RECOMMENDED MK667 AND LETROZOLE FOR ME MAN I KNOW THIS SHIT WILL WORK IT BE MAKING PERFECT SENSE U FUCKING DUMBASS PIECE OF SHIT JEW DOCTOR FUCK YOUUUUU!!!! I NEED TO GO HOME AND FUCKING THROW MY BEDSHEETS AWAY THIS POLYESTER IS FUCKING UP MY HORMONES HOLY FUCKKK>leaves hospital dramatically>gets a visit by the police 2 hours later to be escorted in the nearest mental asylum>WDYM IM FUCKING CRAZY I JUST WANT TO THROW OUT ALL MY FUCKING BEDSHEETS THAT ARE POISONING ME AND INJECT ILLEGAL HORMONES TO GET BIGGER HANDS SO I CAN GET MY PERFECT ARYAN BLONDE HAIRED BLUE EYED NAZI WAIFU SO I CAN HAVE SUPERSTAR PIANIST CHILDREN THATS PERFECTLY FUCKING NORMAL WDYM IM FUCKING BRAINWASHED STOP STOP FUCKING INJECTING THIS GORILLA TRANQUILIZER ON MY AR- AAAAAAAAAACKkkkkk
>>21761241No it does work on my end. Maybe your browser is broken and needs to be updated or something
>>21761241works on my machine
Kill yourself
>>21761247A person expresses a strong belief that using human growth hormone (HGH) can increase finger bone length, despite being informed that further bone growth is not possible in their state. The person dismisses medical advice, claiming to have researched on online forums and insists that alternative treatments recommended by others will work. They express frustration about their bedding material affecting their hormones. After leaving the hospital, the police visit to escort them to a mental asylum, as they insist that wanting to change their physical appearance and have specific children is normal.Thanks AI summarizer
>>21761248>>21761253STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS
last christmas i emulated some old arcade games to play with my family but it turns out old arcade games are really hard so this year i decided to make a game that's similar but not quite so difficult thank you for reading my game development blog
>>21761264this was really mean spirited I regret saying this ill leave the thread now sorry
>>21761264The text expresses intense hostility and derogatory sentiments toward an individual, suggesting that they are foolish and repulsive compared to someone else, with an implication that the latter may be underage. It further includes extreme and harmful suggestions regarding self-harm. Overall, the language used is aggressive and promotes negativity.
Op, you have no fucking idea how hard it is living in shitjeetia, the only thing that can lessen my misery is little norway boy vocaroos. Stop being a selfish bitch-brained randi, all you have to do is speak into a fucking mic which should’nt be hard for you since you sit on your ass infront on the computer all day long anyway
>>21761276What would you want with my voice?
>>21761280OH MY FUCKING GODAre you genuinely retarded?
>>21761284Yes, what about it
>>21761292I like your faggy voice, that’s it
>>21761300Wouldn't that make you gay? Why don't you go listen to some girl asmr stuff on youtube.
>>21761313Just fucking post it randi, just post it, just post it
>>21761321Well I can't right now since my mom is outside my room. Saying stuff would be awkard and idk what to even say. You better not have nefarious reasons for this
>>21761326Just read a fucking sentence from anywhere you dumbass TARDbrain I’m going to sleep
i feel like ASMR used to be more tasteful
>>21761327Gn sleep well
>>21761327gngn
>>21761342Say that on vocaroo
>>21761345No
UGHHHHFucking BITCH
>>21761355ahaha sorry
>>21761124You sound like what I imagine the Swiss edgelord sounds like.
Ritsu say ‘good morning, you have a nice and wonderful day of using me ahead of you!’ on vocaroo
I have a hangover today, i'll think about achieving my dreams later, getting old is annoying.
>>21764145Fuck>>21764468Goon morning>>21764498No. Do it now!
Op…Please, im begging
>>21764676I don't like posting my voice
>>21764679But I like it JUST READ ANY FUCKING THING
>>21764680I don't though and I'm tired of posting stuff of myself on bant where I just get bullied for it.I'm also doing a bunch of other stuff
>>21764681I’m flying to norway to bitch break you
>>21764682There should be plenty of cute boys for you to bitch break in India. You have boymoder
>>21764683Talking about boymoder, the last time I saw the two of you together in a thread you were insulting him. Are you being sarcastic now?
Here's a man who's whiter than any Nazi, including you.>>>>>21764683
>>21764689I don't like him. He is a low iq pajeet that lacks the ability to properly reciprocate. So I am just distancing myself from him
>>21764681Did you find the mushroom?>>21764690>A10I'm ngmi
>>21764702No. I have just been in my room doing music stuff
>>21764707You should find it!They're easy to spot.as a child I once went looking for them and got a full bag within an hour or so... You'll have no issues!
>>21764714How did you ever have time to pick mushrooms when you were being busy being abused by your parents?
>>21764715I wasn't abused. They left me alone with others a lot of time. Still go find those mushrooms. They grow everywhere.
>>21764727Okay. Not today. I have some other stuff to do
>>21764694Right, I couldn't get a conversation going with him on discord. I didn't try my best to be fair to him, but he didn't make it any easier for me.
>>21764736Just give up. I have talked with him for months. It's pointless and I wish I could refund my time
>>21759636>Neva give up>>21764737>Just give up
>>21764744Not the same. Don't give up on your dreams. Give up on people who hold you back!
>>21764737Oh, don't worry, I have deleted my discord earlier this year. And haven't talked to BM since much earlier. Giving up on people is my specialty, even if I am not proud of it.
>>21764756Giving up on him was the right choice so that isn't something to be ashamed of. There are other things more important than people though. Keep working on stuff that makes you feel like you are alive
>>21764694I’m a high iq pajeet with the ability to reciprocate
>>21764769https://voca.ro/1nkSofaV43HFHere I said something. But I sound stupid. So have fun
>>21764772Thanks, I love you
>>21764774>I love youDon't do that
>>21764778I won’t give up on my dream of loving you
>>21764779I don't even know you.
>>21764782But I know you
>>21764784I'm reminding you. I'm a 22 yearold grown hikikomori man
RIP RitsuTaken from us before his time
>>21764787Hey I'm not gonna be taken. I'm a free man.
>>21764786Your point?
>>21764807Where are you going with this?
>>21764809Shut up
>>21764786And what is your dream?
>>21764814Making good music
>>21764818And what are you doing about it?
>>21764822I make music in FL and in musescore 4. I read/study theory music books. I also practice the guitar i guess.
Trannycord faggotry sounds fun and im bored, ritsufag what’s your cord, bitch?
>>21764824Good luck with your dream
>>21764833I can friend you, but I won't post tag here>>21764834Thanks also. Stop posting cunny you weirdo
>>21764837>Stop posting cunny you weirdoNo
>>21764840Loli is for pats
>>21764837betterthanboymoder
>>21764844pats?
>>21764897head pats. GAH
I had to give up on my dreams
I take back every single bad shit I have EVER said about CHADsu He mogs each and every poster on trant in every aspect
>>21761220Lol
>>21765336Except for me
>>21765336Now you made me very curious.Was it pictures of his music equipment? The best erotic role-playing you've ever had over discord? Has he been lying about the state of his finances?
Does he hold other banters hostage in his basement?
>>21765398Shhh that's a secret
Stop sending pictures of your pecker to jeets on discord
>>21765409FUCK OFF
Hey ritsu, I am indian I live in Canada can I see bobs and vagene
>>21765420Don't raise your voice at me I'm fragile
>>21765426Go back.
>>21759636My dream of not living another year of life, as of today, has just failed
>>21765442But then how can I get fresh white pussy
>>21765426I don't send my dick pics to people just because they are fucking indian.>>21765431You are clueless>>21765456That's not a dream
>>21765530>That's not a dreamYou think I dream about waking up another year older?
>>21765535No. Dreams are not related to fears. Dreams are something ambitious that gives you substance. It's a metamorphsis. the process and end result of becoming who you are meant to be
>>21765545>something ambitiousWorks when you see a future for your country and people
>>21765530But there's so many Indians here and they probably all would like to see your dick don't leave us in the dark
>>21765600Sorry to hear about that. Just do what you can to live the best life you can make>>21765609Fuck off
>>21765614All I want is to live in a half functioning country where I can walk around my city without having to look over my shoulder when ever Im walking around in case Im about to be jumped, kidnapped or be shot. I have some friends who have offered me to join them in private security, so we'll see what will happen. https://youtu.be/M40sspbuL24?si=R5Hhs3X232f6LXk8
>>21765633Yeah that's rough. There isn't much you can do with outside influence like that. Find good people and stay healthy Anon
>>21765530It was just a little bants on the bant board
>>21765654If you only knew how ridiclous the situation I found myself in. I can't tell though because I have to keep it a secret.
>>21765662Does it involve Indians?
>>21765670CAN YOU SHUT UP
>>21765653The back up plan is just to go off to Namibia. Our currency is pegged 1 to 1 with theirs (even accept the rand as legal tender) so my savings will still have the same purchasing power. Plus Namibia is just a mini-South Africa thanks to us owning them until 1989
>>21765662>>21765670We’re getting married pretty soon
>>21765685That sounds good. Hopefully things go well>>21765690No
>>21765662Did you get blackmailed?
>>21765749No, I wouldn't say it was that bad. If I was blackmailed I would just go completely silent. That's what I did the other times I were blackmailed
>>21765767>I wouldn't say it was that badSo it was similar?
>>21765838I promised to hold it a secret so I can't tell. Sorry
>>21765749>>21765838What FAGsu actually means is that we are both in love with each other and while talking to him, even about normal things, I have a wide smile on my face and my dick is constantly rock hard
>>21769047oh my god dude just shut the fuck up already cancer whore
>>21769059No need to be jealous nigga, Kek
I am (slightly) envious of people with more invite codes than me (I have 0).
>>21769047Yes
