I look like a 40 year old rapisy
imagine raping her hairy ass
absolute unit
>>21938715what a missed opportunity for some granny anal
Don't make fun of my friend faggotYou can say the worst shit about me but not herShe doesn't deserve itI regret sharing pictures of her here
You need some sun and fresh air. Your transformation from being sectioned to being roided is pretty impressive but I don't think you are looking after yourself.Go for walks or try to move (house swap) to somewhere warmer where you'll get enough vitamine D.You've acomplished so much don't let >>21938715>>21938728deter you from success! We want to see you do well!
>>21938739lol are you saying he's on gear? what kind of backhanded compliment is that?
>>21938733bet you groped her all the time fingerblasted her hairy stinky clam
>>21938424Still a shame you couldn't be a fitness/lifting instructor or physical therapy guide.have you ever looked into the certifications?
>>21938424ive seen worse desu
>>21938861Best I can do is give normie tier advice on /r*k/ but I don't even really know what I'm doing and my form is bad, I just do whatever with my dumbbells
>>21938424where did your neck go
>>21938937Couldn't hurt to start doing the research.
>>21938937you should find a decent gym and try to learn better formthey'd respect your gains
>>21939047this would also be a good place to start getting into those kinds of places, maybe even a YMCA subscription.they usually have a pool for members and alot of other free things.
>>21939063There is a Y nearby but my extreme noise pain and filthophobia is unreal so a gym sounds out of the question but maybe mom can take me to take a lookMaybe I would make a friend
Looks like I could afford itMaybe I could just do deadlift and cables or something so I don't have to touch any seats and walk the track if it's empty
>>21939175>>21939491there you go.give it a look.might find some features to the place you like.
Mom took me to the Y and they let me have a free workout and I got a bigger swole because of the olympic weights and machinesI could only bench 120 since I lift 60+60 dumbbell at homeThere were broccoli mutt kids lifting bigger than me and flipping faggot hair and I stuck out like an infected thumb and incredibly awkward especially in tight clothes and not knowing how to stand around people making anxiety hands and my scars and grotesque head were drawing attention and I felt ostracized but I can get a discounted membership tomorrow and you can just sit around and tv's and stuff and I bet people want their children away from me which hurts and I doubt any small woman would approach me to make friends but I could play genshin on my phone in the corner so I don't have to call 911 on myself every day and ask them to put me in the psych ward so I don't have to be afraid alone and I did use the bench seat and feel contaminated but my mom says she is proud of me
>>21945302you're too hard on yourself, it sounds like you did well in the environment.
You were artisan crafted to be something so much greater than you are now. There's still time. Do it.
>>21945302the self consciousness will dull in time, consider it an exposure therapy that might eventually overcome your self image issues and social awkwardness.
>>21945302Mmmmmmm nice sexy autismo bussy
>>21945349he could break you like a twig with 2 fingers, you will never be able to compete with or compare to that.
>>21945354simp
>>21945489I'm right and that applies to you too.
I just found out my friend that was hanging out with around 5-8 grade a lot got married at 20
>>21938424Mmmmmmm i would drink your bussysauce boy YUM YUM YUM
>>21945496he's not gonna fuck you
>>21947081i'm gonna fuck you
>>21945489>>21947081>be gen alpha>think about gay sex 24/7Faggot generation