I'm so sick of being surrounded by lefty communist troons all the fucking time in real life.
>>21944204Then go live in the Yukon bro
>>21944218I literally wont be able to afford to live over there and freeze to death
the tides will shift eventuallyby then you may be oriented to hating whatever the next thing is. maybe you'll have found your niche and it'll be smooth sailingim still trying to find my groove. there's little places i can get away to and breathe for a little whileits tiring yes. maybe one day it'll be more suitable for me for a little while, again
>>21944317Normally what other people think doesn't bother me but now I am being dragged down into economic and mental depression because of them. I don't even hate anymore, it's just disappointment.
>>21944325i guess that's how things are at the moment. it's like you have to participate to some degree. it's like a literal hunger games on some level that's passive to a degree of which tests my capacity for agency on the level of inner strength--i dissolve if i can't persist, where if wherewithal and determination as tenets of my character don't allow me to carry what i'm clutching that sets me apart into a plane where i can let it blossom unfettered. im in quite a good position for this to become reality, personally, so im not worried. i just have to remember not to browse places where im looked at as unattractive chaff and regarded accordinglythere just arent that many places left in the world for me to exist naturally in a group setting. it just means i need to make my own little corner, just like people do around my age when they go and make a family. cept its just me, and thank goodness it's within reach. anyway: disregard this, i suck cocks, and good luck to you
>>21944359https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRBZDmf1jSw