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Subject explains it. I find it interesting. You know? Knowing that no matter what, some people end up on this road someway or another.
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>>3872224
>(Targetting gay/fem audience!)
I'm the odd one out since I'm straight, but have an aesthetic attraction to males, specifically cute, SFW shota. It's a pretty simple reason why I like this subject, it reminds me of my own childhood and the love and affection I experienced with other boys. There's those very specific feelings of camaraderie that one has with those of the same sex, which are intensified when that relationship blossoms into something beautiful. That best friend you couldn't wait to see, that relative who treated you like his own brother. It's why I like images of boys hand holding and cuddling because it's an expression of a love so strong that they're able to be vulnerable together and bare each other's souls to one another. I miss those days - but I still live it when I draw and write about a boy's love.
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>>3872232
You are 7 layers of in the closet
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>>3872224
Imo, there are several possible reasons to why people end up on this 'road'
>Being a fujo/fundashi
>Liking a lot one specific sweetheart boy character, and then starting to also like others
>Being a gay male who likes youthful faces
>GAMP (except the tits part)
>Early exposure to anime
>People who find X cute male character similar to them
and lastly,
>Paedophilia
Not sure about what other reasons could there be.
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>>3872232
straight, aesthetic attraction, fine, yes they're cute,
eliciting intense feelings of pretty much what you would've liked in romance, and live it out in fantasy however, anon...
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>>3872224
Femanon here. I've always been a fan of cute male characters ever since I discovered anime, and had my fujo phase, but now I lean more towards yume stuff. However, I was always into characters in their 20s-30s and shota/youthful characters were never an interest of mine as a teenager.
A few years ago I decided to click on a shota thread and discovered I really enjoyed it after frowning at lolicon for years. Now I can enjoy both shota and loli, but nothing does it for me like male characters.
I like it because it reflects a childhood I could never experience, full of intense relationships and affection; it derives from the regrets I have as an adult now, so it makes sense I never liked it when I was younger.
There's also the fact that cute boys are the ultimate form of pureness; they're careless and free, not porn-brained, with nothing of the sexual shame I experienced growing up as a woman. It's both a way to fantasize about pampering innocent boys and vicariously live experiences I never had as a kid, because I was always isolated. Sorry if this got too autistic.
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>>3872224
I'm a homo, I think bara is gross, and I like anime. Simple as.

>>3872232
>I'm straight
Oh boy do I have some crazy news for you
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For me it is resentment toward woman, cute effeminate anime boys make me feel like i used to for cute anime girls, but i can't enjoy cute anime girls anymore since it just invokes anger and bitter feelings in me.

loneliness broke me..
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>>3872277
>Oh boy do I have some crazy news for you
I am straight as well. I genuinely don't feel any sexual attraction to these images or men at all. However, I do like some aesthetics of it. It's like looking at a nice painting, or sometimes I self insert and I'm like: "I wish I looked like that" or something.
Really just like the aesthetic of some of these drawings.
I have always had this like for images like that, or "appreciation" for male characters. But the only reason I visited this board in the 1st place, was because a girl told me she used it and I got curious to see what was posted here. I come here to steal images every now and then.
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>>3872299
well there's definitely things that are undeniably gay without sexual attraction involved, like in sfw boys' love that lean more toward fluffy characters, for example

but
i'll take your word for it
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im gay
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i considered myself straight until i started searching for sandalphon and kaveh stuff
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>>3872287
senya sexo
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>>3872224
I just came here for poppy playtime. I don’t care about the rest.
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>>3872470
well that wasnt the questionn. Are they the first cute boys you liked? Do u like them for the angst or the sweetness?
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>>3872232
Genuinely no offense and I mean this in the harmless way possible, but friend... I recommend you keep an open mind and let yourself experience things freely. Not saying this is you, but talking from personal experience, I think the most homophobic person I know was me against myself. In case this resonates with you at some point, have patience with yourself. Being bi or gay is normal and it doesn't define anyone, it's just a trait people are born as.
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>>3872248
>Other reasons
I don't know exactly how this works but I had a bad experience with being SAd as a girl and now my brain goes like this:
Real men:
>Stronger than me
>Could harm me
>Could kill me
>Physically and sexually threatening
>Being intimate with them elicits disgust/fear/shame/guilt
Cute anime boys:
>Fictional
>Harmless
>Cute
>Gentle/obedient
>Weaker and smaller/shorter than me
So I gravitate more towards cute boys instead of ikemen I think
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>>3872224
>be 7-8yo me
>play OoT for the first time
>see young Link
>don't know why, but instantly think he's really cute and cool
>adult Link is nice too, but prefer to play as young Link
>got MM too, and enjoy being able to play as him all the time
>always try to see under his "dress" and do things to hear his cute voice
>always dislike when female characters act nice towards him and ignore them as much as possible
>pretend to be him when playing games IRL
>even had proto-faps thinking about him (or me as him) being touched by the monsters of the games that specifically grab and trap you
>basically become obsessed with him but try to hide it from others
>a couple of years get "the talk" at school about love and sex
>realize I have been gay for Link for years
>don't really care about it tho, but still try to hide it because kids are cruel and I lived in a town where beating homos to death wasn't uncommon
>some months later discover hentai and how it is more varied than 3DPD
>eventually discover Boku no Pico and its sequels
>oh shit, this is what I always wanted
>this marks the beginning of my life as a shotacon
>one day learn about 4chan and /b/'s shota threads
>they teach me about proper terms to search for shota, about boorus, doujin sites, names of artists, etc
>and that liking shota makes you a pedo or something
>eh, whatever
>eventually move from /b/ to other boards
>one day land on /cm/
>realize that there's more in life than simply wanting to fuck shotas
>like wanting to see them smile and do all sorts of cute and wholesome things
>this is when I became a regular on this board and even expanded my taste to other kinds of cute boys
And now I have around 70000 handpicked pictures of shotas.
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>>3872224
Always liked boys for as long as I can remember. Grew up as an only child until I was 8 or 9 but stepbrother didnt really like doing stuff together and he had relatives and an older sister who liked to pick him up for evenings and do stuff with him. I was really envious of him but also really wanted his attention. I had always wanted a brother when I was a child or just friends that would come over and spend time with me, but my mom was kind of a control freak and didnt want the house dirty. As I got older I developed health problems and I got partway through puberty but i'm still very small in stature and with my bones which never got bigger than a 12-13 year olds. I've literally babysat a 13 year old with bigger arms and hands than me. As you can imagine this has made dating girls basically impossible cause girls dont really want someone with a child body as a partner. Despite this i've dated girls and guys and both usually try to force me into being something im not or im just a fetish for the guys i've dated, until they get bored and go back to dating girls. I have been dating a femboy for a few years now and he's had similar experiences but not quite to the degree I have. I think I could have ended up with a boy or girl but I am happy I found him when I did because I was really depressed and in and out of psych wards and "resorts" my parents would pay to send me. Cute boys are kind of the only media I get to self insert with and it was an escape for me for a long time and I still like to fantasize about reliving parts of my life so I like to use cm for that.
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>be me shy innocent girly 7 year old boy
>start going to elementary school with your friends from kindergarten
>most of them are boys, but you don't really care
>play together in after-school clubs or run around the neighbourhood
>it is a load of fun every day
>have an especially close friend among them, you visit each other at homes and play there, he teaches you a lot about the internet and how to pirate games or shows you this very cool site called 4Chan
>fast-forward to when you are 12 years old
>you two have a sleepover together and learn how to masturbate
>aw shit, something just awakened in you, what is this feeling and why can't you stop blushing around him
>some time passes trying to comprehend what is going on
>finally gather enough courage to tell him how you feel
>he rejects you and stops talking to you
>everyone else in class learns what happened
>people now bully you, so you retreat into your shell and slowly become a shut in
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>>3872499
based
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>>3872557
It could be said... you fell for the meme.
Happens.
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>>3872224
>be me 14 yr old boy (im 19 now) with a fujoshi friend
>hanging out in class and she shows me a manwha called "Suicide Boy"
>main character Hooni is not only literally me but makes me feel things towards I male character I haven't really felt yet
>realize that I am bi and have a thing for emo boys
BTW fujoshis are weird asf. She wrote erotica with a lotta rape in it, cut herself, and the last thing she ever told me was that she was going to commit suicide (although she didn't). Later went down the fujoshi to FTM pipeline but didn't take hormones and later decided to identify as non binary like a year later. Anyone else have any fujoshi friends as a guy?
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>>3872224
I'm gay, very fuggen gay. Not much too it besides I like men
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>>3872255
>>3872474
>I recommend you keep an open mind and let yourself experience things freely
I've thought about this for quite a while. If anything I'm voluntarily celibate. I don't have any strong sexual urges, kinks, fantasies. My affinity for cute shotas is about my desire to love and be loved. My closest friends were all boys and they were my "other" in the sense that they made me feel whole, a more complete person. I'm very much alone right now, so that may be way my feelings comes across as "gay" or "bi." I've written about this in the shota threads before, but we've let our carnal desires control us for too long and have forgotten about other important loves such as platonic love, familial love, spiritual love, intellectual love. Through our darkened, terminally online lenses, we can only see things through the very narrow scope of sexuality - so the joke of "lewd hand holding" is not ironic at all. Although I haven't read enough sociobiology, I can be certain there's very specific evolutionary needs met when young boys spend time with and develop personal bonds with other boys that they simply cannot get from their mothers or sisters. I'll stop typing now to avoid derailing the thread, but I want to emphasize that boys need to be with boys and should be comfortable expressing love for each other in ways only they know how.
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>Be around 14 or 15
>Find trap porn
>Damn this is so hot
>Fap to it for years and accept that I am bi with no problem but keep a "Boys are for fun girls are for breeding" mentality
>Fast foward to 2021
>Meet a random guy who is into trap art
>He cosplays Astolfo sometimes
>Think he is hot as fuck
>Don't know how but he is willing to talk to me about random stuff
>We spent months talking, he hasn't posted any new cosplay pics in a while
>Realize that I catched feelings for him
>I don't even care about his cosplay pics anymore I just want to make him happy
>Realize that he will never be into me because he is only into other cute boys and I am an average guy
>Take the L but can't move on. Never ever had a crush on anyone else other than him, it's been 3 years now and I still would give my life for him
>Now spent most of my time looking at /cm/, pixiv, gelbooru, etc looking at femboys to cope
Anyways, Genshin boys (specially Lyney) are cute as fuck I love them so much
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>>3872278
Hope you get a bf soon
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>>3872278
Based /r9gay/ robot
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>18 now
>get obsessed about a girl
>find out she doesnt like me back
>find out all the girls are shit anyway
>get lonely
>start selfharming
>realize i was not meant to be masculine because i am emotional, subby and just dislike masculinity, overall, and realize its better to date twinks and femboys at this point
>start going on 4chan to vent
>get into the whole yaoi scene and get twinky, start dressing like an emoboy from 2006 and start getting into that music scene
>become a femboy
>spend a year searching for someone
>find out most gays and twinks irl have hiv and are sluts, so i am better off looking for a dominant woman
>get together with one, she is very special
>live the dream
>twink x female is the ideal form of love
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>>3872809
>>twink x female is the ideal form of love
objectively,
not.
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>>3872224
I have a series of events unrelated to each other that led me to like certain kind of boys
>always played lots of LoZ so i liked toon link a lot
>playing in mc servers, i faked myself as male to avoid creeps and have a "normal" game experience. always liked using boy skins instead of girl ones and started using male mc more often from here
>all my childhood friends were male and we all liked vidya
>almost had sex with one of said childhood friends but got caught by my mom (the aftermath wasn't nice)
>during puberty boys at school are all wannabe fuckboys, I didn't like how they tried to push sex innuendos all the time and how immature they were
>anime-vocaloid pipeline, i like len a lot, favorite song I kid you not was Gigantic OTN
>[tons of anime boy crushes here]
>omori release and I get the hots for sunny/omori and then stranger/basil. shotacon ensures
>genshin currently feeds my boylust pretty well with all the scaramouche/lyney/venti fanart that gets made. you are here
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>>3872224
when i was in fourth grade i started reading yaoi, and i didn't have a concept of gay or straight or anything so i just didn't think anything of the fact i was attracted to it, i didn't think it was good or bad or straight or gay. it wasn't until like years later i realized i was gay or something.
>>3872563
>Anyone else have any fujoshi friends as a guy?
i wish.
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>>3872232
Anyone calling you gay is just looking at your post through their own gay perspective.

Youre not gay, your attraction to cute men isn't sexual it's very obviously an emotional coping mechanism. Man love is your platonic comfort zone.
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i am not gay
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>>3872858
[Deleted]
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>>3872773
i am not attracted to boys irl. the type of boy (femboys) i like practically do not exist IRL. so many things that need to be right, cute, effeminate, short, naturally hairless etc, the slightest sign of masculinity repulses me

i will just cope with anime boys
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>>3872224
>gay "femme"
This is just straight attraction if you are a male. If you are a woman your are attracted because you want kids and or a pedophile.
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>>3872277
>I think bara is gross
Holy basado
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From a young age I fell in love with boys from videogames, like Gold and Silver from Pokémon Gen II, Ken Amada from Persona 3, and Quark from Virtue's Last Reward. I would read fanfics and browse hentai of them. I also gained crushes on other boys at school when I was 12, but soon they faded. It took me till I was 19 to realise why, and I had a mental breakdown that lasted several years.

I've been in a couple of happy relationships since then with men and women, including now. I know that I can't give them everything, but I do my best for them. The harder life's struggles, the more rewarding life is.

>>3872897
They do exist, you just haven't noticed them yet.
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>>3872232
>I'm the odd one out since I'm straight, but have an aesthetic attraction to males, specifically cute, SFW shota
I wrote this almost verbatim a couple years ago. Now I do think I'm bisexual although I'm closeted because I don't feel like it behooves me to tell anyone unless I actually date a boy (unlikely).
Not telling you you're bi but that's my experience
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>>3872224
Femanon - came across Quattro in Yugioh back in 2013 and that’s how I knew the greatness of hot anime boys. My favourite /cm/ anime are D.Gray-Man and Magi, there’s several boys in those anime that I wish would fuck me until I get pregnant.
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>>3872841
lmaooo the one I was friends with that showed me Suicide Boy also showed me Black Butler. Was the first manga I really got into and read.
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One thing I've noticed after reading the thread is that almost everyone likes shota over other types of "cute boys". I remember a few years ago someone made a similar thread, and the most popular guys were "bishies" or twinks, followed by "femboys" and traps, then shotas and finally bara (this has never changed, /y/ has always been the preferred board for barafags).

I wonder what caused the users of this board to improve their tastes so much.
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>>3873094
Bishonen and traps still rank #1 and #2 respectively though. It's just that in this thread mostly shotas have shown up yet.
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>>3872224
Not sure, but probably manga while growing up. I just liked the aesthetic and after becoming a femboy and dating another femboy it just confirmed my love for cute males. I don't like shota tho but I'm knee weak for twinks and feminine guys.
I'm dating a girl right now but I'm really missing guys, it's making me more gay lol
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>>3872224
I just like men. Cute boys, pretty boys, buff guys, fat guys. I like women too, all kinds as well. Fuck, I've fallen for several aliens and robots that aren't even remotely humanoid. Though I do prefer men, and if I had to pick a favorite overall, I'd say my taste skews towards bishie-types and cute chubby guys with equal measure. But yeah, I'm not picky, I'm just thirsty. I had my first crush at age 2 and I think I'm just abnormally lustful by nature.
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>>3872224
i have a little sister 2 years apart that likes to talk about her interests because her friends don't appreciate the weird interests she has. it's dress up games, fujoshi stuff, anime idols, vocaloids, k-pop idols, etc. i play along with her anyways. i think i actually have a sister complex or something when she's around me. anyways, it rubbed into me, but i didn't realize it back then.
i hung out with dudes in school. completely normal shit. but i am very touch sensitive and starved especially when it comes to strangers, don't know how this developed. it kinda feels special. girls in my class don't really hang out with the dudes, not to mention how boring they were to be with. so more often than not, i had a boner when i was with my male friends.
fast forward to me breaking up with my highschool girlfriend. i was really bummed out, not because she broke up with me but because we both lost attraction to each other. got me questioning myself from time to time.
i don't remember when, one of my friends mentioned hentai. i got curious and later got hooked on drawn porn. one day, i mistakenly fapped to trap shit. i didn't care, because my cock was rock hard and i wanted to cum. years later, it wasn't enough, i didn't just want girly boys, my taste just expands.

today, i try to look for pretty men getting flirted, harassed and raped, self-inserting myself as the bottom. but that's not strictly necessary because i have toys lol
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>be 9 years old
>a new boy joins our class
>he is extremely good-natured and friendly (Gon kind of reminds me of him)
>also cute
>get strange and new and intense feelings when I'm around him
>heart beats really fast
>body goes hot all over
>cheeks go red
>tummy twists itself into knots
>feel embarrassed in his presence
>go home and think about him all the time, can barely sleep or eat or think because of how sick I feel wanting to be with him, such desperate yearning to be with him
>everything else in life (school, homework, sport) feels trivial and stupid by comparison
>like it's a crime that the rest of the world doesn't recognise how precious he is
>if the world's values reflected what was really valuable, everyone would worship him
>possibly the most emotionally intense experience of my life
>we become friends
>remember how giddy I would feel whenever I was waiting for him to come over to my house on the weekends
>like floating on top of the world, such pure intense happiness
>gradually my interest in him acquires new dimensions
>start noticing his physical appearance too
>beautiful hands, hair, face, chest, legs, feet
>wonder if I might be gay
>tenatively, jokingly say this to my older brother
>get shut down
>I'm too young to know that sort of thing
>suppress my feelings, pursue girls
>until later I hit puberty and it becomes undeniable

also i did have a crush on link as a kid. and i wanted to fuck some buff male aliens in video games
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>>3872224
Spent years almost exclusively drawing women and never felt happy with a piece I made. They were never cute, attractive, or sexy enough.

At some point I made a few male OCs, while my art wasn't good I was actually really happy with the work which was a new feeling.
I kept drawing cute boys for a bit.
Then I complained about it on a vent thread on /ic/... All the responses I got were
>bro...
>anon I don't know how to tell you this
>anon you might be gay
And so, gay I was.
That was almost two years ago and I'm still going strong drawing cute boy stuff.
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>>3872499
Checked
>Be smol male
>See other smol males
>ToT
>Want to be friends with the cute ones
>Friendship in america is seen as gay and weak because it's a third world country
>"Well I guess life just got even more unfair"
>Age 20 years
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>>3872557
ToT
>>3872562
What meme, the humanity meme?
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>>3873094
Shota would be number 1, but people don't want to admit it thanks to unhinged, circumcised am*ricans and their screaming pitchfork mobs.
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>>3873511
>
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>>3872859
Reddit moment.
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>>3872464
>well there's definitely things that are undeniably gay without sexual attraction involved, like in sfw boys' love that lean more toward fluffy characters, for example
yeah, that's fair.
>but
>i'll take your word for it
I'm not that anon you initially replies to, btw. I'm just some random dude.
These are the kinds of pics I save. Perhaps it's kinda fruity, but I promise it's just that I like the aesthetic lol.
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mgs2 raiden made me question my sexuality, botw link (but in his normal boy clothes, not the faggy gerudo costume) was the final nail in the coffin for me. i'm bi but i'm more into dudes
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does basil get a lot of screentime in the game? i'm thinking of buying it but it's contingent on whether or not he's an important main character or not
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>>3872299
>sometimes I self insert and I'm like: "I wish I looked like that" or something.
never save a hooni image or it's over for you
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>>3875776
kind of. its not like hes a side character but hes not in headspace much which is where a lot of your time is spent. also the game takes like 20 hours to beat. also dont buy it, just pirate it.
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>>3875805
at least hooni has friends
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>>3875864
the hooni kinnie slope is a slippery one that hits estrogen really quick
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women are evil
that's why
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>>3872224
I'm a pretty angry person in general so looking at drawn boys takes me back to my childhood and calms me down
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>>3872232
>>3872971
>>3872849
there is nothing more cringe than prison gay bisexuals.
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>>3872224
>>3873512
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>>3875962
Don’t say that. We need them. Plus they’re often better people than bitchy faggot queens
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>>3875969
we need them... for what?
they're not better than anyone. they can't admit to themselves what they're actually interested in and settle for cartoon boys because they're scared of women.
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Who the fuck cares about real people anyway? If you want to talk about flesh beings then this board isn't for you.
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>>3875972
They’re cute and I want to cuddle them. Stop gate keeping homosexuality we all know that we lust after straight boys so don’t bar them at the gates like you’re St. Peter
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>>3872224
Hoshino Fuuta's Heat Land doujin. The second to last page burned into my mind but I only thought about the sho's face.
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>>3875984
>Stop gate keeping homosexuality
they're not gay. that's the entire point. develop some reading comprehension you retarded prison gay incel
>we all know that we lust after straight boys
speak for yourself.
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>>3880597
woah buddy it’s like 90% straight boys here being gay
why even come here if you don’t like any of it,
out
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>>3872224
>10 y/o
>early access to netfix during 2009/10
>Access to ALOT of anime
>Watched Orion High school as my first anime
>Watched black butler
>Damn CIel is fucking cute
>Watched D Gray man
>DAMN LAVI is cute
>watched pewdiepie play ao oni
>DAMN HIROSHI IS REALLY CUTE
>Watched pewdiepie play IB/Played it
>DAMN GARRY IS FUCKING CUTE OMG!
>repress those feelings
>12
>figured out how 2 jack off 101
>Looked at the weird boku no pico reaction videos at the time
>Watches it to be like EWWW
>Jerked off to it..
>repressed it
>15
>discovers traps/femboys/yaoi
> Hated how gays are portrayed in american media
>Turned to yaoi
>22 now
>Posting gay shit in this gay board with all of you gay fags drawing gay shit
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>>3872232
>all the seething projection in the replies
it's okay to be straight and find dudes aesthetically appealing bro, ignore the groomers
t. faggot
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>>3872224
It's a very long and complicated story but when I grew older I was very confused in a lot of different ways regarding sexuality and gender so I naturally gravitated towards the idea of being a faggot, so that began the initial appeal of cute boys, I just liked the boys in a lot of regards, whether they're masculine or feminine, I guess there's just a lot to appreciate, like how they can be cute with their own boyish charm, very feminine or masculine.

I guess I just enjoy the male physique and find boys cute in a lot of regards, the way their flat chests look on clothes, the wider shoulders of an older boy, an athletic one versus a nerdy one, I wish more of the world appreciated how beautiful and cute men can be.

Then as I got older I started going through twink death and began hating how my body was turning from a cute boy to a more ugly masculine man and it made me feel like a massive school shooter incel loser with a probably soon to begin receding hairline, greasy fucked up face and pathetic facial hair that wasn't thick enough to look good.

So I decided to try dabbling in tranny stuff to see how I'd feel about myself afterwards and it did help a lot with making me enjoy my body more I tried experimenting with my sexuality again with women to see how that'd go, and while I did enjoy the physically effects, I looked back on that era as a young teen when I was a cute effeminate faggot and sort of missed it in a lot of ways, the crossdressing, flirting with other boys, being a fundanshi etc.

And thus I realized I didn't really want to be the other gender but just wanted to be a feminine twink forever and returned back to gay fundanshi /cm/ ways, all coming full circle.
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>>3872224
Had a crush on my friend in middle school, repressed it and convinced myself I loved women, tried fucking my gf at the time and couldn't get it up, started reading BL and got hooked to jacking off to vanilla shit like just kissing.
Live alone and just accept myself, patiently waiting for a good game with homosex mcs to play.

I blame DMC 3 dante mostly for how I ended up.
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>>3880826
ESL low iq subhuman
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>>3881267
aww anon
don’t worry, we could barely tell *pat pat* :D



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