Lost Worlds Edition
>>28400480well shit. literally was up until like 5 am last night having a mental breakdown and literally cried a little bit even, because I spent all day gooning to try and fill the void but it hit me like brick wall that it could never satisfy my yearning for emotional connection and I cant stand another yet another year in this little room alone due to chronic illness, and literally all i want in the world is to love and be loved and literally everything else is irrelevant or an expression of my frustration from being alone for so long and not being able to do anything about it. I actually thought of suicide seriously for the first time in a few years even though I thought i was passed that sort of thingthis pretty much encapsulates part of what I was feeling
