I fight so world accept beautiful appearance of darkness. When near monster, do not allow it to be a monster, but not hurt it more than needed, and then love it. For it is not a monster but the source of true love...
I am not good at all, but better be near wold who trying to NOT hurt, then near ships who will bite you when you hit the ground...Pic made by me.
How long you can stay in hell, and not hurt?Pic made by me. Thank you.
I will make body of a monster... it must, also be capable to withstand very serious beating from big brutal guy...Picture made by me.Thank you.
"look at me guys im so crazy and wacky and zany :D"
>>7123795yes...
>>7122918>>7122921>>7122924>>7123793yeah cool art and all but the "i'm so fucking cool and edgy" angle is seriously cringe
>>7124172If you think like this... sorry, bad from me. But I for real struggle a lot. I have this condition, every night occur this state - I can kill my family in it, I can... but I am holding this monster near me and calming it down and learning how to endure this all and NOT do this... it is hell, it is alternative to war, what felt like war itself...
>>7124172Have no wife, kids, thank god... but there still some relatives... it is horrible brutal state... doctors, and world always recomend me exactly what must be NOT done... pushing me to become monster...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uddSYBb9W1Ethis u?
>>7124172>How long you can stay in hell, and not hurt?Picture with "How long you can stay in hell, and not hurt?" - ... imagine, you have this state, you afraid to hurt your family most, but inside this state when you feel like losing control and this insane energy inside... I am looking on to real hell, the death of my family and must not flinch, not hurt...Thank you. I will handle it, I will...
>>7124887Interesting, thank you... but nope...this is me - https://youtu.be/zfUJU0MoYvA?si=H8hdnZ-qUPWMnsZ_
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Consciousness, the king, for real is screaming death, what always hides behind dark water. When you feel it, it is absolute fear...Picture made by me. Thank you.
>>7124900Thank you for reply... thing was that I felt that situation was or I "will jump in to the chasm", or hurt someone, or lost everything again... I chose to jump. Returned btw... but with some price paid...schizophrenia, yes I can have one... beryllium... don't know if it related, but can relate, don't know...
>>7125116GhAHAH My CHiLD the BErylLIum WIthIn tHE mICRowAVE MAkES The UNGoRT VOiceS SIleNT AND the VOice OF vATER IGor LoudER.,,,,,,,,,,m,,,,,,,
Cringe dark 'n' dreary noeffort photobashes along with juvenile columbiner tier ramblings... quaint
>>7125118What about water... I always say that consciosunes is "under dark water"... insanity is the key to freedom...
>>7125119Thank you... I do this by hands, no AI used... on GIMP...
>>7124172>cool artYou might need to have your eyes checked.
>>7125832>Thank youHe wasn't complimenting you.This stuff sucks, which is expected, since it's done by a mentally ill person.
>>7125873But it not sucks... it not at all... do you feel, can you feel directly... look, just look and feel. Do not do like this - o, this is NOT made by popular person and so it sucks... your love, what you will met in future, you can't chose her/him by "who is popular", chose directly,what you feel...
>>7125869He not need this...
Once god within me said - or you leave your home and became worst what can happen to you, or lost everything, or your family got hurt. I left home for some time.Picture made by me. Thank you.
>>7123793https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WrJX7msEPYY
>>7126308Seek psychiatric help.
I'll take this guy over Howie any day
>>7126398Yes, absolutely... Thank you.
>>7126466Science kills monsters, it overdo all the time... doctor will kill it too... so I must avoid this... only one way to survive war time - keep monsters near and calm them down...
>>7126473Interesting, what about this?
My life is hard, and so the cup from what I drink.Picture made by me. Thank you.
I would also like to say that my art is inspired by my transgender identity, this is my anger and fear
>>7127494I didn’t post this...
You know what, anon? I think people are being too mean to you. You sound like you're struggling and have found something that makes you happy. If this is what it takes to get out of bed every day, keep doing it, don't worry about what other people think. t. schmuck who also struggles with intrusive thoughts.
>>7127502Exactly... Thank you, other me...
>>7127521Yes, thank you... yes I will... Reddit banned me, they so scared of porn and gore I posted, they pushed me away... but I did nothing bad at all there, was always kind...
>>7125830WE MuST bECOme GORt @ HeAD my CHuild The OIKINlY FREeDOm ISGORtnEss @ HeAD pRODCUeD bYVARIous GORt SUbstANCES (SUch AS THE goRt DuST COntAINed WITHin THE mAGNetROn OF The AVERAGE micROWAVE),,,,,,,,,,,m,,,,,,,,,,,,,
>>7127521>>7128065I didn’t say this either.... stop copying me... nigger
>>7128149Will not copying you... when you copying me... for every time I am writing as me, I am writing as you, if you writing as me...
>>7128097Interesting pictures you made...Nope, gore, not do gore in real life... but look on gore, keep it inside, to calm it down...Yes, there is chance there some substances what really changing body behavior in those all stuff... where solution, not hurt other, not hurt yourself too much.
For you roses... for me dark price what I will keep for myself...Picture made by me. Thank you.
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>>7129821Is it from trash humpers? https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1488163/
Kundalini Shakti hate almost everything. But about Jesus, she said that he was so nice guy, and soft, and not a coward he was... but those fucking cowards crossed him... My Jesus, she said...Picture made by me. Thank you.
Consciousness, the king, is so scary, that when he emerge from within, you will get brutal panic attack... monsters body is needed.Picture made by me. Thank you.
I thought this thread was going to be about the comic...
>>7130185...what
>>7130185Yes, my art it have vibe of tail... here... Dark tail...
I am very brutally tested, every night, can I withstand insane fear but not hurt anyone. I know how to be weak, but kind, humane and brave. So I deserve monsters body.Thank you.
It will be possible for me, to see how happy those I love, despite I am monster. Greatest fear will be kept for myself.Pic made by me. Thank yu.
Who kind must also became strong. For for what all kindness if you can't protect what you love. Let the death itself protect what must never cross death line... The dragon.Pic made by me. Thank you.
The death itself, yes it must help master how to kill when necessary... but, why, it can love everything, like no one can. Maybe for it knows how it - to not exist... Please learn how to be kind and soft.Pic made by me. Thank you.
I need not hurt, I must not hurt... for if I start, I will never stop... Please learn how to be kind and soft to other, but bee not too way good, do not hurt darkness in this way...Picture made by me. Thank you.
My deepest fear - uncontrolled me.Pic made by me. Thank you.
>>7128063No...Thank you, other other me....
>>7138369Do you think this makes you an interesting person? It is edgy teenage boring shit
>>7138435No, please hear... it is real what I am speaking about... I can't show you so you think it is fake, right... for if I show that it is real, I will end in jail or in mental hospital and my family all dead... but it is hell inside of me, death itself is trying to get to those I love, from inside of me...Because... because I did only good to those I love, and all bad held inside of me... but how I can hurt those I love... I will held monster inside of me, till my own death...
>>7138433It is good sometime to talk to myself... thank you...
To withstand such a level of fear inside of me, to live in hell, for hell inside of me, and NOT hurt... I need a body of a monster.Pic made by me. Thank you.
>>7141279No, thank you.
Looks kinda gay.Maybe the darkness inside you is the gay man you've repressed all of these years.You're clearly fascinated by male nipples.
>>7141312I am not a gya, excuse me... Not against gays at all, just not gay.
>>7125113This thread is gay as fuck, but I really like this one. It looks like a metal album or Crowmauler from Fear and Hunger.